The Lost "Me"
By Kabellia
Originally Written on August 19th, 2006
Note - This poem was inspired by the Chobits series by CLAMP. Sorry... It's a little confusing. It's one of my few attempts at poetry... ((Anime sweat drop)) Nevertheless, I hope you enjoy it!
I meander astray in the midnight mist,
Oh so barrenly.
How can I be sure
That I am really "me"…?
Who is "me"…?
I cannot evoke any reminiscence…
I am searching…
The only sound is the rain's thumping beat
As I wander among the deserted alleyway street.
For me, there is no feat.
Though, something cuts deep into my heart.
Something tells me I am being called upon to depart.
I still search for this "me"…
The one that's true…
Will I remember,
Or will a new "me" rise anew…?
How can I be sure
That I am really "me"…?
Who is "me"…?
I see my reflection in the window of a shop
And wonder,
Who is this…?
I feel like I'm trapped in an oceanic abyss
Searching for myself.
What do I look for?
I will know when I see "me".
I will merge with the other "me"
And we will become one.
"We" will feel the breeze of the sea…
"We" will become free…
I will have found this "me"…
The one that's true…
I will remember.
Both the new and old me will rise, united, anew…
I am sure
That I am really "me"…
My memories make me the real "me"…
Memories make a person who they really are…
For without them,
You can never be sure where you belong,
Or who you really are…