this story is written by .hale and my friend Erin who has an acount but dont have on my faves yet to add her profile name
chapters 1-4 are written by .hale chapters 5 and 6 are written by Erin and will be posted on her account because i'm not aloud to post rated m storys on here sorry
EPOV
7 months it had bin 7 months since the love of my life had bin murdered, by that sadistic vampire, Adio. UGH. I hate thinking about it. I also hate having that way she stared at me that look of pure terrior in her eyes coming from the fact that most of her bones were broken and crushed beyond repair burned permanently into my mind. But at last I won't let her last words on this earth die in vain " Don't kill your self." Such simple words yet so hard to live by. I know she would want me to stay alive to prove to her I can move on, but I can't any more I just can't. I ... I'm sorry Bella I really am, but my time has come to an end. I know you say its not my fault but the truth is if I would of bin there just a little bit faster you would have still bin here. I would go visit your grave, but the memories are to painful I try to remember the happy ones though each of them only brings me back to the all to pain full fact that your gone and it's all my fault for being to late. But enough rambling I'm off to the Volturi to finally join you forever my only fault breaking your promise to stay alive for I see no reason now that your gone. I love you Bella and I always will. I'll be with you in a little while so don't worry about it good bye.