Author's note: slash is involved and a little lemon

Jacobs POV

It was wrong. Every single thought running through my mind was wrong and dirty but has much as l wanted to focus on anything else I couldn't. The power he had over me annoyed me even more, why does he of all people have power over me.

That's when my decision was made. I would resign from the pack and avoid my imprint at all cost for my own safety because who really knows what he would make me do. WAIT what if he doesn't even know I imprinted on him! I really should go talk to him…... See him…. Touch him… Kiss him…. Love him…. NO NO NO I can't be thinking all these horrible, not to mention gross things! I am not gay and I never was so why does my brain go straight there, why can't I just think of him has a best friend like a normal wolf. Why does it go straight from I hate you to I love you desperately with all my heart. You are my one and only, the reason I breath. Snap out of it, has if he would ever return these feelings he is after all the Edward Cullen in love with my best friend Bella, vampire who hates me. Oh Bella, she can't know she would hate me to all eternity.

Before I realized it I was at the border line and I felt desperate to cross but it all faded when I saw him.

"You shouldn't cross, there is a treaty for a reason"

"I needed to see you"

"Why? Is there something wrong with Bella?"

I couldn't even consider to understand why he acted like he didn't know what happened at all.

"Wait what happened? What's an imprint?"

Wow I was stunned by how little he knew and how comfortable he was in my mind

"Nothing it was a false alarm"

He looked at me but walked away anyway but the look he gave me, that expression wasn't disapproval or disbelief it was a wanting or a struggle to contain something, but what?

After the chant I had with Edward ended I decided to go to Sam and tell him I'm no longer a part of his pack but he already knew and said 'you know you're setting yourself up to fail' but granted his permission anyways so that was easy but to stay away from my love?

Edwards POV

I didn't understand anything and I wasn't with Bella who normally calms me down in the middle of the night because in one night the spark between us disappeared and Jacob appeared but I don't know what has. My friend, best friend, wig man, or a boyfriend? None felt like the right word and the talk we had earlier was weird. The mut-um I mean Jacob mind said he imprinted on me but what does that have to do with my feelings? But then again I felt a weird sensation when I read his mind at the party. That feeling is continued when he is around and all I can think about is how bad I wanted him, all of him but he would never feel the same. I was so sure of it almost has I was sure that I need him to be around me. So I marched to the border and demanded to see him when morning arrived.

I yelled "I need to speak to Jacob now."

"he doesn't want to see you"

"I know that its you Jake"

"stupid mind-reader" Jake said has he approached out of the shadows

"what happened to you, you look like you were just ran over by a truck!"

"will you either go away or quiet down so you don't alarm th- Sam's pack

"your pack"

"nope not anymore"

"Are you going to tell me what or who did this"

"Fine I was lost in thought and all of a sudden I was across the border and Emmett attacked me"

All of a sudden hatred for Emmett built fast and I was running back towards the house and only heard "Hey Edward where in the world are you…." And I couldn't hear anymore but I know Emmett was the only one at the house everyone else was away for his 'birthday supplies' so l broke through the door and punched Emmett again and again until someone started to pull him off.

"Jacob, what do you think your doing"

"I honestly have no idea but what about you, what do you think your doing"

"Um you see I I um all I remember was being angry extremely angry and now I'm confiding to you so I'm being dimwitted"

"we NEED to talk about the party NOW!"

"but Jakey"

" Don't call me that"

"call you what?"

"Never mind that, I thought vampires don't sleep"

"We don..'t.."

Jacobs POV

Edward has just fell asleep and at first I thought he died but then I thought of the only ways to kill a vampire and this wasn't one of them so I remained calm. I laid him down on the couch thing in his bedroom and laid beside him and soon fell to sleep.

When I awoke Edward was still asleep I guess its sleeping but there was something that even not abnormal people do…. We almost had sex. I actually tasted him in my mouth and craved more but I knew better so I pretended to sleep to avoid as unusual situ…. And I fell asleep.

Edwards POV

It's the strangest thing that I finally get something close to sleep and have to wake to the most wonderful and horrible thing ever and Jacob hasn't even seen it yet. Then I hear it, Jacob talking in his sleep "I love his smell of bitter sweet" "he has a perfect body" I was so turned on I had to move to hide my erection but I woke Jacob and has our eyes met