Hiya, I'm Cynthia, nice to meet yooouuu. No but seriously, let the (hopefully not disgustingly horrible) magic flow from my fingertips before you kill me, my loves. (You know I can see you right?) Jusssss playin.
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CH.1

"Just come on!" His lover's lips brushed lightly past his,

"We shouldn't be in here, oh my god what the fuck did you get us into?"

He looked at the man's flushed cheeks as he pulled him along, 'If he wasn't so damn cute we wouldn't be here.'

"Ciel, don't look so worried! It's the middle of the night! Nooobody is here." Sebastion's hair whipped into his face as he turned to console the younger male. A light grin played across his face as he kept a steady pace jogging through the tall grass. They were in a fenced off, restricted field belonging to one of the electric companies on the outskirts of their tiny town. Sebastion had convinced Ciel to come here after a long talk about how Ciel didn't feel comfortable with gay sexual contact in his house, seeing as his parents were homophobes. 'I'll just take him somewhere private, so he feels better.' That's all Sebastion had thought when he convinced the younger male to jump the fence a few blocks from their houses at one in the morning.

"The sign said we would have to pay a fine if caught trespassing, I can barely scrape up twenty bucks, let alone fucking five hundred!"

The older male stopped then, and turned around to face the boy he had been dragging behind him.
He slid a pale finger under his chin lifting Ciel's lips toward him and leaning down to brush his own against them. The pink that was painted across their faces from running deepened as they made contact.

"I don't want to worry you Ciel, I just want you to feel safe with me, somewhere away from your parents." He huffed loudly, annoyed by his own thoughts. "Don't get me wrong, they're nice and all but we've been playing straight since you were in ninth grade. I can't keep doing it, and neither can you. We both know that." He just looked down and waited for a response as his crimson orbs met the blue sapphires that were Ciel's eyes.

"I know. I'm not saying that I don't appreciate what you're trying to do, it's j-just..."

Sebastion just stared down now, realizing what was really going on. His lips curled deviously.

"You're scared aren't you?" Raising an eyebrow he kept eyeing the boy.

"Of course I am. We're trespassing!"

"Noooooo, that's not the reason you're scared…"

"W-what? Yes it is." The younger male's eyes shifted to his grey converse and faded distressed jeans, slightly hoping he could curl up in the folds of his oversized green hoodie, he said,

"Then what do you suppose I'm afraid of, hmmm?"
"You're scared 'cuz it's the early hours of the morning and we're in the middle of a deserted field, surrounded by overgrown grass, where nobody could hear us if we screamed."

Ciel gulped, "Shut the fuck up Seb, before I smack your dumb ass upside the head."

The older male reacted to the growl of the younger by reaching out for his waist, hands locking and resting on his lower back as he pulled him close. He moved his face close enough that Ciel could feel his warm breath in the early spring nighttime air lapping against his face when he spoke.

"Ciel, I will take you right here, discard any age differences, wishes or beliefs you may have, I will fuck you senseless if you call me Seb again." The voice that spoke was throaty and low, almost like a threat, but laced with poisonous honey.

The younger's eyes widened at this remark, taken aback, it took him a moment to react. Sebastion took this as an opportunity to tease the boy. "C'mon Ciel, don't you want it? Didn't you tell me before you wanted to bottom?" Sebastion tried not to crack another smile as he watched all the emotions he had just caused flicker across the other male's features. It went from shock, to anger, then from loving to embarrassment. Unluckily enough, the embarrassment stuck.

"Shut uuup!" Ciel was whining now, realizing he wouldn't get out of this any other way. He stared right back at Sebastion now. A slight pout was creeping onto his face in the moonlight, casting the smallest shadow on his chin. He furrowed his brows slightly, trying to play on his boyfriend's weakness for him.

"Sebastion, don't say stuff like that. You know it makes me shy, and it scares me! I don't want to do it until I'm legal, you knooow that!"

The elder male dropped his arms now, taking a step back, and hoping the act would calm the other a tad bit. He hated the slight wrinkles that would play across the boy's alabaster skin when he got upset. It made Sebastion feel bad about saying those things, he knew how hard it was for Ciel to accept his sexuality after so many years in a house that frowned upon it.

"Okay, okay, look I'm sorry…" Twiddling his thumbs he kept going. "I didn't mean to upset you, I get why you feel that way, plus in a few months, you won't have to worry anymore. You'll be eighteen, so it'll be ok."

The way he was fidgeting with his hands, Ciel couldn't help but forget for a moment that the man before him was actually twenty one.

"Hahahahahaha!" Ciel held his sides as his giggle tried to take over. "You know, sometimes you make my goddamn heart twitch with how sensitive you are with me." Sebastion was laughing now too.

"Twitch, twitch? Your heart is twitching? Hahahaha!" The laugh reverberated through the older man's chest, causing him to throw his head back just as a drop of rain fell right atop his left cheek. His blinked before realizing what it was.

Ciel was now feeling small drops land on his hands and in his hair as he watched sebastion's grey shirt become spotted by the sudden burst of moisture from the clouds.

The rain only got heavier as the two froze into place, watching each other as their eyes trailed lines up and down. Then it happened, something in Sebastion snapped, and he grabbed onto Ciel's hips as the space between them dissipated. He crushed his lips into the smaller one's mouth. He moved along with the surge of emotion in his chest as it swelled. The feeling was so full, so needy that the younger male couldn't fight it, and instead melted into the embrace like he was melting from the rain. Heated kisses played across their now swollen lips, tasting the rain as it slid between their kiss. Sebastion slid under the green sweater and trailed his hands down his love's body, tracing his stomach, the curve of his hips, the back of his neck, his spine. The light contact caused a moan to form in the back of Ciel's throat, "Oooh.", as he became filled with sweet desire, and he did the same.

Lifting Sebastion's shirt off his body in between their movements, the rain falling so hard it pricked their skin as it came down, Ciel slid his hands over Sebastion's toned chest. Making light sweeps across his stomach, feeling the muscles move of his bare shoulders as they intertwined.

'I have to tell him now.' Ciel thought this as he watched how desperate the other's movements had become. It had been three years since they met, and it had taken this night, this very moment for him to confirm how he felt. He had heard the words spoken by the other male a handful of times, and he knew the feelings were true. 'Dammit, what if I can't?' He was doubting himself now. 'What if he thinks I'm only saying it because we're making out?' They were close, their bodies nearly adhering to one another.

Sebastion was panting, short breaths out, and deep breaths in. The weight in his chest causing him to keep pushing his daunting thoughts aside. Wondering if the love he felt was unrequited, 'No, he has to love me.' Sebastion deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue past the entrance he was so violently attaching himself to. Sebastion, groaned out loud when he felt the reaction he got.

Ciel leaned into him now, his handing mingling into the other's hair, tugging lightly. 'I can't tell him now.'
He ran his tongue over his lover's, tasting him, like the flavor was fueling them, like every moment would be their last. 'I'll stay with him forever. I'll wait until the time is right, then I'll say it.'

Lightning crashed overhead acting as a spotlight on the two.

KEEERPOWWW!

Ciel and Sebastion stopped, hearing the thunder roll so loudly that they both dropped to the ground as they saw blue stings wrap around an electrical tower a few yards away that they hadn't even noticed until now. 'Shit.'

Sebastion quickly looked back to the younger male, realizing the ground was too high and too open, they weren't safe. He grabbed his shirt, and Ciel's hand, yanked him off the ground, and ran as fast as he could, knowing they needed to get away from the electrical and metal objects scattered in the field. 'Bad timing.' That was his only thought as he raced towards the fence he knew was only a few minutes away.

Ciel was trying his best to keep up, seeing the way Sebastion's unclothed skin looked as he ran in front. They were soaked through to the bone, the rush of air from moving so quickly causing him to inwardly shiver as he went. The moment had been intense to say the least, but the lightning striking so close had rattled him. He could still hear it ringing in his ears, like an alarm clock that wouldn't stop. 'I knew this was a bad idea.'

The fence was in sight now, the warm orange glow of the street lamp, slightly obscured by the pelting water around them. 'Not too much farther, we should be okay.' Sebastion could feel his legs aching now, his right shoulder tensing from holding Ciel's hand for so long. He hadn't looked back once after he started to race when the electric tower had been struck, knowing that if he looked back at the other boy's face, he might lose reason, and they wouldn't make it to safety. 'I just wanna fucking kiss him again.' Sebastion shook it off. 'Safety first, kissing later.'

They finally reached the chain link fence and dropped hands. Both out of breath, and ready to pass out. Leaning down and making a stirrup with his palms, sebastion nodded for Ciel to hop over. The younger male placed his foot on the other's hands, and grabbed the top bar of the fence as he was hoisted up. He slipped over to the other side, and nearly lost his balance when his feet hit the sidewalk. Once Sebastion was sure the boy okay, he slid his feet into the rungs of the fence, and climbed over, landing on his feet on the other side as well.

They looked around now, seeing nothing but water refracting light as it fell under the street lamp. The storm wasn't getting any better, smacking the pavement so loud nothing else could be heard. Both exhausted they walked into each other, embracing and leaning on each other for support on their wobbling legs. Brushing a strand of matted hair from Ciel's eye, Sebastion mouthed, "Let's go home." Before planting a light kiss on his forehead.

Ciel, lacing his fingers through his boyfriend's, felt a gentle brush of lips on his brow. They started to walk across the white crosswalk lines of the deserted road, knowing they were only a few blocks from their houses now.

He was in deep thought now about all that had happened what seemed like mere moments ago. So much so that he barely saw Sebastion jerk in front of him before he felt rough hands on his shoulders.

SSSCCCRREEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCHHHHH!

There was a loud crunch and thud as he smacked into the pavement, feeling a numbness wrap around his arms and legs. A heavy scent of iron filled his senses as he drifted in and out of consciousness. He could only move his lidded eyes enough to see, what looked like a blurring red and white blotch several feet away from him.

'Sebastion, no.'

That was all he could think as he heard sirens whirring in the distance, getting louder. Blue and white lights settled around him and voices could be heard as black pulled at the edges of his mind. Fading slowly he tried to focus on the shape beside him.
'I love you.'

He couldn't hold on any longer and let the fog take him over.

Thanks so much for reading :) Review pleeease. I'll try to upload bi weekly, and I'll let you know when I can't upload as well.

Alsooooooo each chapter will have a song that helped me to write it at the end.

Just so you know I feel sooooo bad they got hit, but it had to happen, it had to.

Chapter Song: All we know - Disclosure