Grey's Anatomy.

A Change In Scenery.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the idea. (Which I don't even want to take credit for).

So, I know this is something noone wants to read, but it popped into my head and I just had to share it.
Set: A few years into the near future, (2015)

Chapter One: Dirty Little Secret

(Arizona's POV)
I wheel into work, smiling like always trying my best not to look like I have done the most evil thing I could imagine yesterday.
You see, Calliope, the woman I love, was on call last night so just slept at the hospital. I, however, just remained at home.
Mark, my platonic guy friend, lives across the hall with his fiance Lexie. They're so cute. I love them. 4 and a bit years ago, Mark got Callie pregnant so we've been raising Daniel, our son together. She named him Daniel Robbin Mark Torres-Sloane. After me and my brother! Isn't that sweet! Oh, I love Callie. Wait, my brother and I, grammar saves lives! Anyway, I do love Callie.
Me and Callie should get married. Wait, Callie and I should get married, grammar saves lives!
So, today I have a paitent with cancer in his kidney, so I can get rid of it, it'll be good to have a win. Though I don't deserve it.
I'm an awful person.
I hate myself.
I wheel to lunch with a frown on my face.

"Arizona! What's up?" The sound of guilt hits me like a bus. Calliope.
"Nothing!" I yell. Why the hell am I yelling? "Gotta go, tiny humans to save and all. Bye!" I peck her cheek and roll away.
I am using my shoes as an escape route way to often these days.

Perfect. Just perfect.
I could scream.
You know what I will.
I'm gonna scream.
"Stop screaming!" Callie comes up to me. "What's up?"
"I lost my kidney paitient." I say.
"Aw, Arizona, it's okay, come on, let's go home." Callie puts her arm around me and we leave.

So, we're back in our building and going home.
Oh, and of course Mark's coming out of his apartment at this exact moment in time.
"Mark! Hey!" Callie hugs him, leaving me arm-around-shoulderless. "You heard from your mom yet?"
"Yeah, Dan's great. Arizona." He waves.
Oh my gosh, I'm crying, I'm actually crying. Tears pouring from my eyes.
"Aw, Arizona!" Callie runs to comfort me, though I can totally see her mouthing 'why is she crying?' and Mark and him just laughing nervously.
Oh god, it's just so awful.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I try to say though it just comes out as 'blahblehghazzsa'.
"Later Mark." Callie waves and walks me into our home.
I babble out a 'bye' but noone could have understood that.
"Later Cal. Arizona." He continues down the hall.
That just made me cry more.
That.. that... that.. DEMON!

Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking of the discusting deed I did.
Callie has no idea I'm such a bad person.
I should tell her what I did, but I can't bring myself to destroy her life.
It's bad enough I destroyed my own.
Oh, poor Calliope. Fast asleep. Unaware of the horrible truth.
She's so peaceful.
Beautiful.
Oh no, I'm crying again, on her.
"Arizona? Go to sleep." She mumbled.
"Okay, Calliope. I love you." I stammered out.
"M'kay." She stirs.
Aw, she's lovley.
I, however, am the evil bitch from the Peads department who ruined her life.
God, I need to tell her.
I need to just, tell her.
I need to tell her.
I need to tell her.
I need to sleep.

This morning I got up and got in the shower. Then I had waffles for breakfast. Then I left, kissing my girlfriend goodbye.
Today is gonna be awesome. I can feel it.
"Arizona!" Mark called out as I walked down the hall.
Why the hell did he choose next door?
I walked hastly because I didn't hear him.
Then I ran to my car but not because of him because I didn't even know he wanted to talk to me. I honestly didn't.
Okay I did. And yes, I am avoiding him.
But that's nothing you need to be concerned with.
I think.
So, I'm wheeling around the hospital knowing today is a good day.
I can still feel it.
Yay! It feels better wheeling past random folks smiling away. Knowing they know it's a good day. Because it is.

I didn't even care that I rolled on by Mark.
I did however care that a flower vase had been knocked over at the nurses station and caused water to pool causing me to slippover and fall onto Mark Sloane.
I cared a lot at the fact when he caught me, he grabbed my breast.

I really don't like him.
But I really like Calliope.
Well, love but I think that like sounds awesome. Sorry off topic.

I got home an hour ago, ate a donut and played chess online with a young Chinese boy named Yang. He was awesome. I even gave him advice about his back pain.
I'm awesome. Well, I'm not. Not for what I've done, that was an hour without being sick to my stomach with guilt.
She's home, so I'm gonna tell her.

"Calliope." I say as I walk into the living room, putting my laptop down on the desk before going to sit next to her.
"Arizona." She mocks me.
"I have to talk to you." I say.
"What about?" "Um, when you were on call, and I was at home.." I trailed off.
"What?"
"I.. I'm just really worried you'll hate me forever."
"Arizona, I love you. You're the love of my life. My babies mom!"
She is really making this difficult.
"Please do not say that." I begin to cry. Dammit! I didn't want to cry until after I told her.
"Aw, Arizona! Don't cry. What's wrong?" "I just.. I.. I'm.." I get cut off by the door opening.
"Hey guys!" Mark and Lexie came in. "Sorry about walking in, but I thought'd be okay." Mark said.
He obviously saw me crying because he pushed Lexie back out the door and smiled.
"What's up?" He asked.
"Go away." I said simply.
"Arizona! Don't be a bitch." Callie scolded me.
"I'm gonna come back later, bye Cal, Arizona." Oh my god, I need to stop crying when he says my name.
I can hear something muffled which is what I pressume is Mark and Lexie talking about us and eavesdropping.
"I... Calliope. I love you. Don't ever forget that." I say, holding back more tears.
"Arizona? Talk to me. Tell me!" She demands.
"I'm.." I get cut off by a huge shriek.
The door slammed open.
"What the hell is going on?" Callie screamed.

So? What do you think? What's her secret? 3 reviews 'till I update! What'd ya think? Plus, just to clarify, I love Calzona! It's just an idea! DON'T HATE BITCHES! Lol. :) Oh and I only just dicsovered this, but in my story, Mark and his mom used to be distant but they made up, and she's not dead. Just in case she is in the show...

Kat x