I Know! I know! If you're someone how start reading Light me... you must be hating me not to continue it at first.. but I swear that I'm still working on it! there's one chapter that I'm writing out to the computer right now.. so, please enjoy this while I'm done (?) D:

And so, here it is:... my last thought; 'JUST SHOOT IT!'

90 % of rumours about teenagers, are fake. Clearly, none of them had killed anyone, or fight with the whole football them alone and win, or used to sell drugs or things like that. But, when Kevin Barr openly admitted that he was gay, even the most incredible story about the quiet geek girl been prostitute was taking more siriously.

Of course, even if he would made some blood pact, and sacrifice an arm to confimr it, some girls would still try to think that he was joking.

Been honest, even me, now seem to be a dream (a creepy nightmare) and as yoou might been thinking, yes, Kevin was that popular guy wich seem to be rewarded by some good action he made in one his past lifes with every gift a God could gave. (or let's just say genetics). An sculptured fit body, deep green eyes, tall and red head with some little freckles on his face, a geniuos at sports, good grades, very popular and apreciated by the whole town. (Did I forget about something?)

Oh yeah! , I can assure you that every single (or coupled) girl in town has, or had had a wet dream about Kevin at least once.

I didn't care about it, until some days ago, and I'm gonna tell you why:

Monday arrives, and I knew that things were wronge, ok, no. It was my D day..

I was looking at my books on the corrithor feeling all the eyes stuck on my neck. I had no idea what could be the cause of it, my first impresion was 'Eddy did something', but we where togheter camping this weekend, so, THIS was not his guilty.

I'm, so sorry for introducing me this late, my name is Eddward, but you can call me just Double D, I'm nothing but 'normal', (a normal nerd) and 'Eddy' is one of my two best friends, he's difficult to understand let's say that he has a lot of woods expectations and he's like some kind of money obsesed; then, I got another best friend called Edward too. Ed is, is, hummm a good boy.

And so.. I was checking my own,twice to see if maybe something was wronge with me, some paper joke stuck on my t-shirt maybe?

But nothing. My black pants, convers and red t-shirt were on his right side, my beany on his place like always. I had to add that I don't care too much about what people think about me, but when I got the news, and my girlfriend after two years hanging out, ask me

'-Since when are you dating Kevin?'

Seriously, most of you were be in shock, horrified or thinking 'WHAT IN HELL DID YOU JUST SAY?' but, before I could ask, she ran away yelling something like 'traitor', 'faggot' or both of them without even listen to me and turning around just to throw me a book and say 'Stay away from me, I don't wanna see you again!'.

Ten minutes later I've got the whole idea of what did happend.

Naz ( a childhood friend) told me that in the last weekend Kevin has choose 'truth' in some game, in wich he has to said the name of the person he's in love with; and he said my name. And adding:

'-I've liked him since ever! Why do you think that I've never got a girl?'

And, that's when everything became worst.

Every girls in Peach Creak high hate me, envy, or was jealous about me. And the rule 'Kevin is from all of us' (in other words, 'if you touch him I'll kill you bitch) dissapear; and I was in the eye of the dissaster.

I always try to be a reasonable person, to understand people, but since when 'I like someone' is the same that 'I date someone'?

Rumours are bullshit. (I'm sorry for this vocabulary, but I'm furious, I wouldn't care if it's someone that at least I like, but KEVIN?! he's a man! And I like girls!) And so, I decided to stop this mess before all became uncontrollable. I needed to talk to Kevin.

I'm shy by nature, but I'm a man too, and sometimes there're actions that need to be taken even if we don't like them (or had the posibility to arrive hospital for it). So I was walking next to his locker when I saw him. three of his football partners when with him; 'NO, I CAN'T TURN AROUND NOW!'.

-Hey, Kevin, morning!

-H-Hey, Edd.. morning! How...

-Hey, Cap, ejem, we.. err... need to.. to.. to take some stuff to the gym, yeah! so we wait you there...

(Good, less is better)

-kevin, let's end it fast, I got a question to made you, Exactly, since WHEN are we dating? 'cause I didn't know it.

He turn red as a tomatoe, and all my sence yell me that he just wanted to run away.

-Mmm, no Edd, that is..is not like that, I meant, I didn't..

-Look, -the bell rang and I needed to go class - I don't care what you said, if you laught about me, if it's a bet, or whatever, just, don't talk, look, or stay near me again, got it? (Run, now, run)

-Edd! wait!

I run away as if it wouldn't be a 'tomorrow', maybe he would try to catch me, punish me or something, but nothing came.

Neither the day after that, or the next one,

Or the next day.

Everything was going normal.

Until Naz call me...

I haven't noticed it, (I didn't want to) but Kevin didn't came to school after our 'talk'. And as a friend of both, she 'needed' to tell me why, and so she said:

-Double D! I didn't know that you're such an asshole! what in hell did you say to Kevin!? You know, he has nothing to be ashamed about! he was honest, and, yeah.. maybe someones didn't took it as they should, we all were surprised, but.. that's not an excuse to treat him like that! Please D... talk to him.. he waas, he was so.. so.. SAD...! (soob)

Damn! I knew it! in fact I can't be just as human as anyone else, I couldn't stand a woman crying... and she did it well: I was feeling guilty.

So I had no choise, I agree to talk to him, apologize and never seen him again. But, has he wasn't comming class, I had to go his house.

I can't remember how many times I told myself 'stupid' for accept this mad, but there I was, looking that big and intimidating red oak door.. waiting to that guy who I didn't want to see againg on my life to ask him to came back school and to asking for his 'pardon'. Such an épic fail!

(Sigh)

The bell rang and to fast I was celebrating that no one has opening the hell's door, when a woman's voice came to may ears.. 'I'm coming... '

-Hello Mrs Barr! I came to bring some copys to kevin, is he available?

-Oh, my! Eddward! How're you honey? You've grown up so much! Look at you! such a handsome young men! hahaha, Thank you so much! come in! kevin wasn't feeling ok lately, but I'm sure he'll be happy to see you!

I'm not so sure... I would like to tell her, but smiling look like the best choise.. being honest, I was thinking about just leaving the material class to her and get out of there as fast as I could, but it was too late..

-Kev! a friend of you came to see you!- the woman yell and some step could be heard coming next to the jock's room door.

-Mom! I told you I didn't wanted to see... any- one...

People say that after 4 seconds, you can consider a silence like uncomfortable, but this time, I took just a look.

-Greetings, Kevin! humm.. I bring you the class material, you know, there're some projects that need to be done, and profesor ask me to bring you them, but, there're some topics, I must explain you, do you have some minutes? (please, say NO, please, say NO...! please!)

-Y-yeah.. sure, humm.. come in.. Thanks! mom.. - he said while smiling to her.

-No problem! - she said and close the door.

I should had noticed then, but that's how we're blind even to our own eyes.

-So, here you have, history, chemestry, maths, and biology... (sigh) Look, I know I was rude and I'm sorry, I'm sorry if I hurt you,.. I... I didn't meant to be so cold. And, so.. That's it! I'm going!

-hey! hey! wait! - he said and took my arm and close the door that I was looking for so desperated... -It's so disgusting that I'm gay? Are you and homofobic? or is because you just hate me?

-Kevin, I couldn't careless your sexual preference... or whatever is on your mind, I just, don't wanna be part of that, do you understand? I don't like boys...

-How do you know?

-Pardon?!

-How do you know you don't like it?

-I just don't!

-Have you ever been with another man? -For a moment I was afraid, his look turn .. scary, like trying to found me guilty of some horroble crime.- Have you ever been touch by a man before?

-N-NO! that's not! But it isn't necesary that I've...

-But it is! -now he change again, he was almoust smiling; wich was more scaring, could he had a double personality?- How do you now, that something like you or not, if you didn't try it? haven't your mother ever told you to eat some veggies that look or smell bad, but in the end you like it?

Kevin's voice was very deep and he was getting closer.. and just when I thought that he was going to punch me.. my head shock the door and his body was pulling mine to it.

And before I could even know what was happening, he gave me a hungrily kiss. he was basically tasting my mouth inch by inch.

I might admit that my brain became jelly, and I couldn't resist his intrusion. His tonge was lazy but drope all my sense out of my body.

Without noticed it, an agile hand rept under my t-shirt and start touching my nipples, while the another one was going to the south, right on my pants, and catching my dick...

I knew that I had to run away, to struggle with all that plaesure surf, but my body didn't want anything else than to let him done whatever he want to, and all I could do was to moan on his mouth, and eyaculate on his hands and my pants.

I fall down to the floor, and whatch some point on the big nothing, trying to focus myself againg... but all I could see was kevin licking his hand with my semen on it..

-hummm... tasty.. Do you see? Been a man or woman, has nothing to do with gaving someone else pleasure.

After that, i'm not so sure how, but I ran out home...

I desperately, needed a shower, needed to clean my body, my clothes, all wath happend, to forget that I went there, that he touch me, and the fact, that I have enjoy it so much...

At first I was planning it to be a one shot, but as always it keeps growing up, so.. next time, there would be Kevin's POV (point of view) so, tell me what you think about this please! :D