MINE
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"Mine"
He tired to block out that voice. He tried not to lose. He tired and he tried, but somehow it never worked.
"You are mine." that voice grated the inside of his head. "I won't give you up to anyone else. I won't let you have anyone but me. You are mine"
He tried. So hard so hard. To block out those breaking words. To live like nothing was ever said. To try and act like life was fine.
He tried his best. Somehow that seemed all he ever did. Try try try. Why could he not do? His hollow made it impossible.
"I'll kill her king. I'll kill her if you even think of doing something like that again. I'll kill her." And he meant it, he was sure. "You. Are. Mine!"
He couldn't stay in a relationship, forced to go home alone every night, falling into bed with only that soul cutting voice to comfort him. " you are only mine king, only mine. Only I understand you. Only I can tame you. Mine!"
That voice filled his dreams. His nightmares. Pulling him deeper into his insanity. And sometimes he would break, fall to pieces, allowing his hollow to have what he was aiming for.
Himself.
And he would try. Try try try. Not to let those cold, calloused hands seep into his mind, driving him wild with passion. He tried. Tried tried tried. to ignore the intense pleasure, the feelings that his hollow gave him.
He ached with his own insanity
mine. Everytime that word was said, he trembled with fear and paranoia, wondering if today, his hollow would have him, bend him, break him, own him. He wondered, idly, if his hollow loved him, if this was his twisted form of care. But that idea was dashed and more brain shattering words were thrown his way.
"MINE! I WON'T LET ANYONE HAVE YOU! YOU ARE ONLY MINE!"
he wondered how long it would take for him to truly give up, how long it would take for his hollow to breach his final securities, to kill his injured soul.
"Mine" those words whispered in his ear. Reminding him that he could never be alone. That he had no life, that he was a slave. That he belong to him. And that was that.
"I only want you. Why don't you understand? You are mine. Why do you try to defy the truth? You are mine. Always and forever. I'll hold you right until the end of the world. I'll never let you go." and when his monster said words, he meant them. He would hold him, clutch him, strangle him, right until the end. "So let those girls run around saying they love you. They will never love you like I do. They will never understand."
Often he did not want to hear the truth in those words. The truth hurt so much, maybe he was trying to defy it.
"Mine" that word whispered in his ear. Staining his nightmares. Telling him to give in. To stop musing. To just give up. And that defiant hero inside of him said no. NO! but he was tired. So very tired. And he had tried. So he would crack some more. Letting his hollow have him another time.
"You belong to me. And only me. I'll kill anyone who comes near you." and he'd do it too. Those arms tightened around him, making escape impossible. Endangering everyone he cared about if he merely thought about freedom.
Shatter.
His own hold tightened as well. "I am yours."
OWARI
shyash! So what do you think? Like? Hate? Lemme know! It took me a little while to do, but I finished in one day. Now, to go show ayu-chan and erikku-kun and aaron-kun...I don't think aaron-kun will like it though... ANYWAY!
Hichichi: please reveiw her. she's driving me crazier then i already am with her whining about being lonely.