Bella's secrets

Chapter 1

Bella (POV)

It had been a while since I had met another werewolf besides my family and my pack. When I found out that Jacob was a werewolf I could only felt sorry for him. I knew what it is like and how it could difficult. I am, and have been a werewolf since I was one year old. My mum and dad had made me for one reason, and one reason only. That reason was to kill vampires. I had recently failed this when I befriended the Cullen's. Jacob had been a good friend to me and I was going to repay the favour by being there for him when he needs me. I knew he was a werewolf and was scared that he might hurt me so I decided to tell him what I was so he does not have to hide from me any more. If need be I will drag him out of his house to show him. I was not going home until he knew and dad was agreeing with me and said the would get Bill out of the house fishing, so I don't have to worry about him stopping. I had left my truck at home and know waiting in the tree line for Jacob to come home and I could stay up all night.

It was getting close to midnight now and I was starting to get bored so I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, but I did not get far along before I was awoke from my day dreaming by voice they where far off but they where coming this way. I ran to the porch and sat in the shadows to wait utile Jacob walked up the stair and I stepped out of the shadow and you should have seen how much he jumped it was so funny I never thought that you would be able to sneak up on a werewolf. With out saying any thing I grabbed his hand and dragged him to the tree line then left him there. He was still frozen on the spot. I ran into the forest and came out only 5 seconds later in my wolf form. I did not want to scare Jake so I lay on my belly I stayed there for about 2 minutes and he had still not moved so I got up and walk back into the forest and phased back to my human form. When I came back I found Jake on the ground with his head in his hands. I was not sure what was wrong.

I slowly walk over to where he was a put my hand on his back and with out any warning he was hugging me. Only then did I realise that his face was wet.

"J-J- Jacob are you all right. I didn't mean to scare you I only wanted you know the truth. I… I… I'm sorry," It was only whispering at the end

I would hear Jacob was saying some thing but it was all a blur that when I figured out what he was saying I felt tears run down my face as well.

"Bell." Jacob said whipping his eyes dry

"Yes Jake" I whispered try to stop my voice from breaking

"Bella you don't have to be sorry, you did not scare me… much but I am not sad I am so happy!"

"Why? Why are you happy, and what where you sad about before"

"Bella you would not believe how unhappy I have been Sam said that I was not allowed to talk to you or even be any where near you. Because he was scared that I would hurt you and that you would not be able to handle the truth." Jacob explained but the end he was just about yelling

All I could do was nod not knowing what too say.

"Bella how did you find out that I was a werewolf." Jacob was whispering

"Don't freak out but… I was following you on your patrols and I wanted to make sure you would not get hurt because of some random vampire" I finish in a very soft whisper and I could feel my face heat up and I know that Jake saw my face turn bright red so I look down at the grass "why are we whispering"

Jake and I both cracked up laughing and he pulled me up and dragged me to the houses.

"Jacob, I need to go it is getting late and I think that Charlie will be wondering where I am so…. I might see you soon."

I turned around to run back into the woods when jakes hand tighten around my wrist and would not let go of me.

"Do you really have to go?" he asked

"Jacob yes I do but then are you free we can make a time to meat up again" and as soon as I finished I could see the light come right back to his eyes

"I'm free tomorrow and I could met you at your house and I could show you this really cool place that I know of maybe we would go there" he sounded really excited about this place so I gave him a big smile and nodded my head twice

Slowly his hand dropped from my wrist and I turned around and started to walk away to the woods when I turned around quickly and ran back to Jacob and back him the biggest and tightest bear hug that I could manage.

"Bella can't breath," he said breathlessly

"That for all the times you did to me pay back." I said with the biggest smile I could manage "and this one is for how much I have missed you" and once again the rapped my arms around Jake and hugged him but nothing like for the first. I could fell his hand on my back and I could stay there for so long but with a big sigh I let go and so did Jacob. I waved good-bye and walk in to the forest and phased straight away.

With lots off practice I am now able to phase with out ripping my clothes, so know I don't have to worry about that problem. I was coming up to the high way so I phased back to human form and ran across the road and as soon I was I the forest I phased back to my wolf form and was running on all fours when I stated to hear the voice of my pack in my head and they where arguing over some beat that Sarah had won and David did not want to pay because the thinks that it was rigged.

Sarah that is so not right, Bella tell her you saw that she rigged it

Sorry David I was not look at the time I guess you are going to have to pay up

See David, Bella is right no one saw it besides you are me so let just say that no one has to pay anyone

They continued to argue so I said my good night and phased back to my human form and walk through the front door to find that Charlie and bill where talking to each other so I slipped up stares but I think that Bill spotted my and was staring at me but I payed no attention to it I went straight to my room and I collapsed on the bed and with in seconds I was out cold

Jacob (POV)

I could not wait until the morning when I was able to around Bella with out the fear of hurting her or telling her some thing that I'm not allowed to tell her because she all ready knows. Bill came home around 2 o'clock and he kept looking at me when he thought I was not looking. I think it was because I was happy and the last 2 month I had been dropping around not talking and not even making an appearance. I went to bed with out saying any thing because I was unsure in Bella would want me telling any one so to make sure I don't tell any one I will keep my mouth shut.

It took be a while to get to sleep but once I did all I was dream of was Bella, my Bella. I could not believe that she was a wolf a beautiful white wolf but then she phases her eyes change colour to a silver blue the kind you could never be made by man it could only come naturally.

That morning I was trying to act as if there was nothing going to happen and go back my unhappy gothic self that I have been for the last 2 mouths. Lucky for me Bill had already gone to Sue to spend time with her and had left me a note to tell me that Sam had called.

Jacob Sam had call meeting today 5 o'clock

today make sure you are there.

I will be home at 4 so see u then

Ok so I could go straight to Bella's them and only have to worry about one person and that would be Sam. I knew if I phased some one would be all ready phased and then they would see what I am doing and tell Sam what I was doing and probly they would find out about Bella being a wolf as well and I don't think it is my secret to tell so I will just run it would only take 10 minutes same time as in a car.

I ran into the forest and of towards Bella's house and I was just hoping no one was around but I know I was in the clear when I could see Bella's house and her in her room humming to a song. Before I could even make a sound Bella had her feet out the window and was fall to the ground I was shock and all I could do was watch but as got closer to the ground she bent her legs and before I could do anything she was in a crouching position. She looked up at me a huge grin went across her face.

Bella (POV)

"Bye dad I going on patrol" I yelled knowing that he had no so good hearing compared to me or Jake

"Ok, see you when you get back" Charlie called back in no more then if he was talking to some one in the next room

I stood up and walk over to the still frozen Jacob standing just in the tree line as soon as I was in reach I gave him an other bear hug and the snapped straight .out of his day dream and his normal sun shine grin swept across his face. I pressed my face into his chest and got a good woof of his sent I loved the way he smelled just like the wood my favourite place to be.

"Missed you" I whispered

"Me to I could barely sleep at all I up all night thinking what we where going to do today" Jacob replied

"So where are we going? And why did you run here?"

"Where we are going in a secret and why I ran here was because I didn't want any one that I was coming here so I ran and I didn't want the car out the front because it might raise question. Is that it?" he said with a cocky smirk on

"Ok… so do you want me to carry you, we might get there a little bit quicker that way." I said it sounded funny a girl carrying a boy it did not sound right but I guess I'm not any ordinary girl.

Before Jacob could change his mind a phased and I bent down so he could get on my back. I wanted to make this a day that he will no forget for more then I reason. I was running at full speed and could tell that Jacob was not looking so to make it just that little bit more fun I decided to do a long jump and then a sudden stop. You should have seen his face I think he was more than happy to get of my back. I couldn't help my self I cracked up laughing I rolled onto my back and could not stop laughing.

"Do you think that funny, come on I all most and a heart attack" the only thing I could do was laugh louder I could not hold it in any more so I phased back and I was still on the ground I slowed down my gilling fit and Jacob was just staring at me in shock.

I'm sorry Jake you just screamed like a girl I wish I had some thing to record it is was just so funny" he was still stand in front of me so I patted the ground next to me and came and sat next to me

"It's not that it just… t- that when we phase we need to take off our cloths or the rip when we phase back we have no cloths so who can you phase in and out with cloths on still" his face still had not changed

"Jacob I have been a wolf for 17 years of my life after time it will just happen naturally one day and it does for all but some decided to stop phasing before that happens" I said not sure how he would react to my new peace of info

"Bella" Jacob stumbling on my name

"Yes, Jacob what ells would you like to know?"

"Ummm…. Compared to me your body temperature is normal but compared to a human up are a little colder why is that?"

"That is a good question I don't even know the answer to that one," I explain

"Oh" was all Jacob said and before I could do anything I was in a bear hug from Jacob and he was tickling me I could not stop laughing.

"Jake" I chocked out

"Jacob no, no, no please stop" I screamed

"Jacob Black I said stop" I said once more

"Please, it tickles stop," I said in a ball of laughter

"This is pay back for scaring have out of my wits Bella Swan" Jacob explained

Sam (POV)

I was doing my rounds for the day when all of the sudden I heard a scream and my fist reaction was to find out what was happening I ran as fast as I could to where I heard the scream coming from when an other scream whipped through the air.

"Jake" the scream was yelling

"Jacob no, no, no please stop" it said again

That Jacob could you for once follow the rule they are there for a reason so this does not happen

"Jacob Back I said stop" I could recognise that voice it was Bella of course it was Bella and now Jacob it going to get her hurt and beet him self up about it

I was just out of sight when Bella's voice was whipped though the air once more

"Please, it tickles stop" Bella's said once more

When I came into sight I saw what was happening Jake was not attacking Bella as I had though but just play

"This is pay back for scaring have out of my wits Bella Swan" Jacob explained

I thought I might as well get this out of the way so I slowly walked into the clearing where they where play and as soon as I was in sight Bella's eyes filched straight to me I must admit see must have good sight to see me that fast. Jacob followed Bella's gave to see me and as soon as he did he was off the ground and on his feet. Bella did the same only about half a second later. I was surprised when see did not run or scream or even flinch when I started to walk towards her. It looked like she was shaking but I think that was from the fright that I gave her. Jacob started to push Bella back because he knew me all to well he did not want to phase so I was just going to make him and if that meant attacking him then I would do it. Bella picked up on this very fast and was running of back towards her house I must say she was quite fast for a human.

I was about to lung at Jacob when a huge white wolf came between us and I was stunned no one in or pack was phased at the same time so I don't think I would be able to fight it of by my self it was taller them me and could see the muscles flex. Then out of now where three for wolf had surrounded me and it looked like they where working together. The white wolf bent down and Jacob climbed on to it's back and before any think the white wolf was stating to walk away.

"No funny stuff this time ok" Jacob asked and all the wolf did was nod and it was off and the rest of the wolf followed not long after and I was left there in the clearing stunted by what had just happened.