Blood Pool Reflection

Disclaimer: I do not own JTHM! Never will although I wish I could.

This is a Song fic, one shot. Song My Chemical Romance- Helena. I which i do not own the song either.

He stood at the edge of the cemetery, watching a funeral. The funeral of Devi, for her suicide. Not many people stood there. It only looked like a few people to him. He noticed Devi's best friend, Tenna. Standing and watching, she looked like all the life and energy that she once had; had been sucked out of her. Johnny wouldn't go and place something on Devi's casket, people believed it was him that killed her. But the true fact is that she killed herself, because of him.

Long Ago

Just like the hearse you die to get in again

We are so far from you

Johnny couldn't believe that the woman, probably the only woman ever, that loved him was in that god forsaken box. He couldn't even get one last look at her. He felt his nose burn and his eyes water, how much her mourned. Yet he envied her death, she could be free and he was still caged. He wouldn't kill himself to get back with her, he wanted her to be happy. And not have him follow her until the ends of time.

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate

The lives of everyone you know

And whats the worst you take ( worst you take)

from every heart you break ( heart you break)

And like the blade you stain( blade you stain)

Well I've been holding on tonight

He watched people talk about her, he knew most were lies. Hearing them tell stories, slightly laughing before crying. Probably fake crying as Johnny observed. If he could go up, he would apologize to her. Only Devi, for he did try to kill her. But he had a passion that burned on for her, but when he knew she was dead. That passion was snuffed out like a candle. He began to feel hate, a hate that grew for her death.

What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long and goodnight

Johnny watched them lower her into the ground. He wanted to scream out, " No! Don't! Don't bury her! Please! She's still here!" He didn't want to believe that she was dead. Stiffened probably from the wearing off of the formaldhyde. He finally dropped to his knees, crying quietly. He felt as if it was unfair for him to suffer still. He wished it had been different. That they might have been together still. Johnny wanted to be normal.

Came a time

When every star fall brought you to tears again

We are the very hurt you sold

And whats the worst you take ( worst you take)

from every heart you break ( heart you break)

And like the blade you stain ( blade you stain)

I've been holding on tonight

Everyone began to clear from the graveyard, Johnny remained on his knees. Staring down at the cold ground, tears still coming. Tenna was last to leave, her make up had come off from the tears. The tears that still rolled down her cheeks. She looked down at Johnny, whos shoulders were shaking and stiffled cries were heard. She almost felt bad for him, she knew deep down that he loved Devi. So did she, Devi was like her sister. " Johnny, I know you didn't do it. I'm sorry." Tenna said before leaving Johnny. He felt a sense of comfort, her best friend spoke in words that could have been Devi's.

Whats the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long and goodnight

And if you carry on this way

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long and goodnight

Johnny went to her grave, with his diary and sat infront of the newly dug-up ground. He began to write, writing about how much he missed and loved her. He fell asleep, sitting up, infront of her grave. Devi's ghost stood beside and watched him sleep, staying with him all night.

Cheesy? I don't know. My first song fic ever. Please Review!