First off I don't own CSI:NY nor do I make any moneys form writing this. Okay is this enough to keep legal off my back? I hope so.

Secondly I blame this fic purely on reading too many Fanfictions and listening to Keri Hilson. That's my story an Iam sticking to it. Besides who can resist Danny Messer gawd he's a sexy tough guy that cry's and is smart as yea. .everyone knows what I am talking about.

I wondering if i should write more though. .R/R

sorry about the spelling guys. Who knew spell check could be broken? well between my boss and a review i finally do. 600 documents i have to go over by sight alone. who so wants to be me right now. Im trying to get things fixed before i post again.

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"Geez Montana Im not perfect"

"I didn't say you were Danny."

"When ya look at meh. ." he sighed rubbing his hands over his spiky head. He frowned and crossed his arms across his chest adjusting his stance. "As interesting as dis is I have ta tell ya da truth bout somethin Montana."

"About what?" Lindsay turned to face her boy-friend she did even how they were still together after everything he put her through lately. After the shooting of Ruben he had shut her out leaving her to flounder without direction. Now week's later things had started getting better. She couldn't wait to get her results back. It was crazy she got paged at almost the end of the examination. A part of her wondered though how he would take it.

"Sooo I gotta call from Rikki dis morning an she says she umm-"

"She's what Danny?"

"She says she's pregnant Lindsay," he fidgeted and slid his hands into his front pockets. Not noticing Lindsay jumping up from her chair.

"Is . .Is it yours," she chocked out. He frowned again trying to look at everything but her. "Is it your's?"

"I-" how was he supposed to tell this woman, this woman he loved more than life that he fucked up. That in his blindness, his weakness, he did something unforgivable. But he had to try. They couldn't start over on a lie so he took a breath. "After Ruben died, was killed I was in a bad place Montana. Now dat I think bout it I made some bad choices. Really Really bad choices."

"You slept with Rikki didn't you? All those times when I called you and you hurried me off the phone," She looked horrified

"Look I know its no excuse . . . But I didn't plan it. I didn't do it on purpose Lindsay. It kinda happened." he whimpered out. She stalked to the door and pulled it open. "Wait Lindsay don't-"

"Shut your lying mouth Messer. You lied to me, cheated on me and lied again to. .to think I was happy to be back with you. Silly me here I was worried and loving you and you're fucking your neighbor," she yelled and swallowed thickly feeling nauseated.

"Lindsay . .Montana. . Please" he chased her down the glass hall uncaring of all the attention they were getting. He followed her into the stairwell and headed down hearing her sobs. They both past a confused Flack as they rushed from the building giving him no choice but to follow.

Mac and Stella were returning from lunch laughing and talking when Stella turned hearing Danny's voice. Both froze in shock

She didn't feel anything didn't even know where she was going only that she had to get away from Danny. She told me she had to get over him that she would find a way. But he didn't let her, and after a while she let him back in only to. .she was so numb. She was beyond pain.

Lindsay didn't feel herself being bumped from the curb into traffic. She did even have time to move out of way.

The air was forced from her lungs upon impact; her body met the street with unforgiving force.

Stella, Mac, Danny and Flack raced to her downed body.

"Lindsay . . . Lindsay gawd tellem to hurry dat bus Mac . . . Lindsay." Danny sobbed.

"Kiddo speak to me," Stella tried to keep it together. They watched her eye-lids flutter open. "Hey, Kiddo can you hear me?"

"Ma," was garbled as blood flowed from her mouth her eyes trying to close again.

"No . . . no . . . kiddo don't do that come on Lindsay stay with me"

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Stella went to the hospital with Lindsay, Flack refused to let Danny anywhere near the ambulance and Mac wanted to get to the bottom of what happen.

Two hours and still no video footage from the traffic camera. Top it off still no word from Stella about Lindsay's condition. But that wasn't the worst no the worst was every time Mac turned his back, Hawkes and Adam had to pull Flack off of a shell shocked Danny.

Mac hell the whole Lab watched as again Hawkes and Adam tried to pry the enraged Flack off Danny. They could see Flack yelling even if they couldn't hear him. Danny only stood there shaking his head either in denial or disbelief no one could say.

Mac sighed and quickly entered the room.

"WHA DA FUCK DID YA DO MESSER?"

"Calm down Flack we are all upset over this but you can't blame Danny," Hawkes panted for breath.

"I know he had somethin to do wit it doc He was chasin her and she was cryin."

Danny on the other hand heard nothing. He kept playing over and over in his mind him chasing his Montana. The last thing he heard from her was she didn't want to see him again. Than than he saw her in the street, laying there bleeding out. The scene repeated in his head faster and faster as it flashed through his mind.

The three men noticed the shaking of their silent friend and for the first time he looked up tears in his wide shocked eyes.

"Lind-say," he whimpered heart-broken as his eyes rolled up his head and he hit the floor. Hawkes wasted no time kneeling beside his downed friend checking his vitals.

"He's fine . . . Just fainted. I guess the shock finally caught up with him." with Adam and Mac's help they hefted him onto the sofa.

The video arrived at the same time Stella walked back into the lab. Mac, Adam, and Flack all watched as like a zombie Stella walked right into Mac office and sat down looking straight ahead. Hawkes was shocked as he turned and saw the pale, tear stained face of Stella. The tape forgotten about they all gathered in Mac's Office around his desk.

"Stella . . . Stella talk to us," Mac spoke worried. The woman blinked a few times but it still didn't stop the tears.

"She's in bad . . . Bad shape Mac," Stella sobbed. "Lin-Lindsay is such a tiny little thing Mac."

"What did the Doctor say Stel?"

"Broken bones, internal bleeding, one of lungs collapsed, her heart stop three times," she sobbed as she simplified what the doctor told her.

"Fuck"

"Holy-"

"Is she is-"

"No"

"What is it Stella? What are you not telling us?" Mac questioned as Stella gripped his hand. He could feel her trembling, trying to hold it together. Her other hand flew to her mouth to hold back the sob.