I am reading Eclipse right now (almost done) and i don't know if this will happen in this book or Breaking Dawn (i haven't gotten to the part) but this is my version of when Bella becomes a vampire!
A Cullen at last
It was time. Time for me to be with Edward for eternity. I was overwhelmed with joy but frightened and sad at the same time. What would Renée say about this? How about Charlie? I woke up that morning with ALOTon my mind. Would I still be friends with Jacob? Would my parents approve? I'm scared. Scared. While I was thinking all those things, I was in bed; I looked over my bare shoulder and saw Edward. He was sitting down in the corner. Confused? No. Frightened. Yes. Frightened. He didn't think I was ready. Nope. But I still wanted this more than ever.
"Edward?" I asked. No response. I tried again. "Edward?" He looked up at me with his gold eyes and with a sad look. I've never seen him that upset. Ever. I didn't think I would be hurting him. I thought I was about to cry. Guess what? I did. Tears came streaming down my face and my nose got plugged and for a second, I stopped breathing. I got out of bed and curled in his arms. He held me tighter than any other time he held me. I reached up to his lips and kissed him. He didn't even try. He was like a statue.
I thought he would be happy. With me all night and all day. The hour is coming and so are the Volturi. From the looks of it, I don't know if Edward is going to do it. I got dressed in the bathroom and went back into my room.
"Bella, I can't do this" said Edward. He ran off. Tears came down my face and before I knew it, I threw myself on my bed; my pillow muffling my screaming cries. I guess Charlie heard them because he came in, trying to save my depressing life (not including Edward). Charlie kept asking me stuff I couldn't remember. I went into short-term memory loss stage. Without Edward, I couldn't live. I couldn't be strong. I stopped crying and Charlie finally left. I stood up and walked backwards toward the wall thinking of all the things that I couldn't remember when I hit the wall. It felt uncomfortable. Hard, but lumpy. I turned around and saw Edward. Standing right there.
I hope you enjoyed chapter 1 and I will post chapter 2 up ASAP!
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