Jude and Alvin have been traveling together for awhile now. Both men get along quite well. What both of them don't know is that neither of them can get one another off of their minds. They both face a great conflict: should they admit the feelings they have, or should they just keep going on the way that they have been?
Everytime Jude looks at Alvin he can't help but be completely entranced by how utterly handsome he is. Everything about him from his puppy dog eyes to his chestnut hair, even the way he moves. Jude can't help but stare everytime he's around him a light blush touching his cheeks.
He finds it so hard to keep things bottled up, especially with the way Alvin flirts and teases him. He cant help but wonder if it's possible that Alvin could feel the same, and if he should chance admitting his feelings with the chance that they might not be returned or even received well, that's what been scaring him most.
Alvin watches Jude, often thinking about how innocent he is with his raven hair and his golden eyes, it's really hard for him to keep himself together around him. He can't keep himself off of Jude hoping that he wont chase the boy away he keeps his flirting as minimal as he can.
Sometimes Alvin will catch Jude glancing over at him with eyes that almost plead for his attention, full of curiosity and wonder. Alvin gets alot of odd looks from the others in regards to his flirting but he doesn't care, he just hopes that it's not all for nothing because there isn't anything he wants more than Jude.
Jude was confused when he first started having feelings towards Alvin never having felt this way about anyone before, which was no surprise since all hes known is his town of Leronde and the school in Fennmont. Alvin was a mystery to Jude, he has a hardened exterior but does slip up sometimes showing his softer side when its just the two of them.
Alvin knew as soon as he laid eyes on Jude that he was special. He wouldn't let the kid get away that's when he decided he'd continue travel ling with them in hopes that he could get closer to Jude. Having to hide his true feelings has not been easy on him, he doesn't know how much longer he can keep this act up.
He tries toying with Jude seeing if he can manage to get any sort of reaction from him that might hint that he's interested. At first all he got was the cold shoulder, but then he started to notice a change in Jude's face, it would now become warm against Alvin's cheek and a light pink would come over his cheeks. This reaction started driving Alvin crazy causing him to flirt more. All he wants is for Jude to be his and he won't give up on that, not for anything.
The party had decided to take a break at an inn. Jude and Alvin were standing on the opposite sides of the room and instantly made eye contact as soon as it was decided that Alvin and Jude would be sharing a room and Milla and Elize would be sharing one aswell. Alvin noticed that Jude was blushing winking at him in response. When Jude noticed how playful Alvin was being he couldn't help but have fantasies floating around in his head, as if something might happen tonight.
Jude tried as hard as possible to keep himself from glancing up at Alvin as they walked to their room not wanting the blush that covered his cheeks to show. Once they were in their room Jude made his way to the beds, Alvin shutting the door behind him making his way over aswell a huge smirk on his face thinking about being alone with Jude.
Jude breaks the silence nervously. "Alvin?"
"yeah, what is it kid?" Alvin replied meeting Judes eyes causing Jude to look down quickly face going red.
Jude clears his throat trying to sound as normal as possible not wanting Alvin to catch on. "which bed did you want?"
Alvin laughs lightly. "doesn't matter to me."
Jude walks over to the bed closest to the window sitting down to glance out of it at the beautiful city letting out a heavy sigh of relief to finally be taking a break.
"Hey kid." Alvin says staring at Jude head slightly tilted.
This startles Jude out of the world he was getting lost in. "Y-yes?" Jude replied trying not to sound nervous.
"Do you trust me? I don't blame you if you don't want to answer."
"well why do you ask? does it really matter if i trust you?"
"Just curious kid don't worry about it." Alvin casually saunters to his bed laying down letting out a breath of relief at how comfortable the bed is, this being one of Alvin's favorite things about staying at inns.
He lays the hands behind his head staring up at the ceiling. Jude still staring out the window lost in his own world not wanting to look at Alvin to much. each of them wondering what the other is thinking. What would happen if a confession was made? Would it ruin everything?
Jude finally lays down rolling over to his side towards Alvin closing his eyes trying to focus on something other than the smell of Alvin's cologne and how dizzy it was making him. Alvin shifts slightly sitting up to take his jacket off taking Jude's attention away from the wall.
"Hope you don't mind kid but i can't stand sleeping with my shirt on." He smirks at Jude watching him blush in response to him unbuttoning his shirt revealing his well built frame.
Jude just lays there speechless not quite sure if Alvin was doing this to tease him.
Alvin laughs lightly."much better." He sighs getting under the covers his clothing in a pile beside the bed along with his boots.
Both of them lay there for awhile almost waiting for the other to break the silence. tired of waiting any longer Alvin is the first to say something.
"hey kid." he says sleep thick in his voice.
"yes Alvin?" Jude says not entirely sure what Alvin could want both of them needing rest.
"would you come here for a sec?"
Jude just layed there for a minute frozen not knowing what to do. What could Alvin want that required him to get up? why couldn't he just ask him from there?
"s-sure.."
Jude gets up slowly whatever reason Alvin wants him over there Jude can't help but feel nervous his cheeks becoming warm. Once he get over to Alvin's bed he stands there next to it.
"what was it Alvin?" he questions nervously.
Alvin pats the bed moving the covers slightly to make room for Jude to sit.
"its alright kid i wont bite...unless you want me to." he chuckles.
Jude blushes "Alvin! that's not funny."
Alvin just stares at Jude patting the bed again. Jude finally sits down. Alvin then reaches his hand over touching Jude's thigh slightly making the hairs on Jude's neck stand up and a chill go down his spine blushing red but not denying Alvin's touch.
"A-Alvin?..."
"Sorry to freak you out kid its just hard for me to contain myself around you.." Alvin sits up putting his arm around Jude's waist. "I don't mean to be pushy or flirt too much..well I don't really try not to flirt with you i guess" he chuckles. "I don't mean to invade your space if you don't want me to." Alvin then pulls Jude closer holding him against his chest. "There's just something about you and that something caught my eye when I first saw you."
Jude blushes bright willingly leaning against Alvin's warm chest shakily running his finger against the mans muscular chest. All that was going through Jude's head was that they were finally one on one alone it gave him a chance to admit his feelings back to Alvin without anyone knowing just yet.
"I feel the same about you Alvin. I just didn't want to bring it up and be shot down." Jude looks down slightly.
"I never would've turned you down Jude." Alvin runs his fingers through Jude's hair gently."I'm glad you feel the same though, I was putting myself out there trying pretty hard to get your attention." He laughs lightly. "makes me sound pretty desperate doesn't it."
"N-no, not to me. I was hoping you'd notice me looking at you.." he looks up at Alvin golden eyes filled with lust. "I've wanted you to hold me like this for awhile...actually. I was confused for so long about my feelings." he looks down again. "I'm sorry I kept acting like I hated you."
"it's okay kid, what matters is that we're here now and both of us know how the other feels." he brushes his lips against Jude's neck causing a small gasp to escape from Jude and for him to shiver pushing himself into Alvin more. Alvin smirks "You smell so amazing, its so hard not to take advantage of you heh."
Jude blushes bright red. Shivers running up and down his spine. He notices he starts feeling dizzy being so close to Alvin breathing in his cologne feeling his touch it was driving him mad not knowing what to do next not having any experience in this not with a woman and definitely not with a man.
Before Jude can say anything Alvin's pulling him down into the sheets with him running his hand along Jude's thighs. "I've been waiting for this for so long kid." Alvin breaths against Jude's neck tickling him slightly, Jude lets out a small moan in response causing Alvin to go with the thoughts he has. Alvin starts kissing Jude's neck lightly testing the water waiting for Jude's response to his advancement, Jude moans a bit louder grinding into Alvin causing a low groan to escape Alvin's lips against Jude's neck. "your smell is so intoxicating I can't help myself. Everything about you is perfect Jude." He continues kissing Jude's neck moving his finger tips against the side of Jude's cheek feeling the warmth of the blush on his face. Jude responds with another grind this one more needy than the last. "I wouldn't do that if I were you kid, I'm not having a very easy time controlling myself."
Alvin grinds his pelvis against Jude with a low groan
Jude finally responds with a very shaky voice."who says you have to control yourself Alvin?"
"mmm I didn't take you to be like this kid" Alvin moves his hands down to start unbuttoning Jude's shirt moving his hands underneath trying to get more moans out of Jude which is very successful.
All Alvin can think about is how cute Jude is as he squirms in his arms shivering and moaning. He slowly moves Jude's shirt down off of his shoulders revealing his soft pale skin almost too soft for a male. Alvin can't help himself and starts kissing along Jude's shoulders starting to let out a few soft groans of his own in unisin with Jude's.
Jude takes Alvin's hand moving it down farther as he grinds harder against him gasping as Alvin touches his length outside of his pants Jude lets out a loud moan making Alvin cover his mouth"shhh or the others will hear us." he smirks. "unless you want them to hear. In that case..." Alvin moves his hand under Jude's undergarments stroking his length. Jude responds with a loud yelp thrusting his hips along with Alvin's hands. "nah-hh oh Alvin." he loves feeling Alvin large warm hand on him stroking. He never wanted the night to end.
Alvin takes his free hand grabbing ahold of Jude's moving it to grab his own length. Jude grips onto him surprised at how rock hard he is never expecting to be turning the mercenary on this much. Alvin lets out a loud groan biting into Jude's shoulder.
"Ah I'm getting close kid, what about you?"
Jude trying to hold back his moans enough to talk "Y-yes I am."
Alvin pulls his hand away rolling Jude over so that they are stomach to stomach and finishes taking Jude's shirt off and pulling Jude's pants and undergarments down revealing his throbbing length to him. He moves his own pants down taking his hand to hold both of their lengths together moving fast and hard biting into Jude's neck and shoulders as he gets closer and closer to letting go.
"I can't hold it much longer" Jude yelps.
"ahhh me either kid." Alvin strokes as fast as he can both of them letting out loud moans. "ah Jude!" Alvin lets go not stoping his hand from going a fast as he can
Jude yelps Alvin's name loud enough that it echos, both of them leaving a mess on eachother.
Alvin's hand goes limp his whole body relaxing holding Jude close. Jude nuzzles his head into Alvin's chest both ignoring the mess inbetween them. Jude falls asleep almost instantly afterwards giving Alvin a chance to admire the kids beauty as he sleeps.
After this night nothing between them will ever be the same.