Hello everyone! This story was meant to be a songfic. I heard a song (which i wont tell which one because it will hint what will happen) but i thought that writing a story instead would be better. All of you know the saying of "you better watch what you wish for"... well this story is about this.
so please enjoy this 1st chapter i wrote!
as Always, i dont own Inuyasha:(
The wish
"Kagome you can't go home! We aren't done yet!" he screamed at her trying to stop her from going to the well.
"Oh yes I am Inuyasha and you can't stop me. I have tests to do, I can't stay!" she was so angry at him, she just wanted to wrap her hands around his neck and shake him. She huffed and puffed as she made her way towards the well. She had to go home and study, tomorrow was her last math test and she needed to study for it.
Inuyasha walked along side her, matching her walk as roughly as he could, he won't let her go part of him said, she can't leave him, he absolutely forbade it.
The well was just in front of them, Kagome could clearly see it. So did Inuyasha as he quickened his steps to reach it before her. Maybe he had time to rip off a tree and block the entrance he thought. Both people ran, as fast as they could trying to beat the other from reaching the well first.
" Inuyasha, sit! "
Inuyasha whole body crushed to the ground as he screamed out curses at her and his rosary.
"Damn you wench, you cheated!" he screamed at her as he knew he lost this battle.
Kagome turned around to see Inuyasha still on the ground, the pull of the rosary starting to wear off. She knew she cheated but still, she had to reach the well before him. Who knew what he would of done if he reached it before her, maybe with his crazy thoughts he would of ripped off a tree to block it. Kagome laughed at the crazy thought.
"I'm sorry Inuyasha, I truly am, but I'll be back tomorrow ok? Wish me luck on my exam! Bye!"
Inuyasha saw Kagome jump down the well as he couldn't stop her. His hand reached out to make her stop still he was too weak to ask her to stay. Finally the spell finally wore off as he rapidly got up and rushed towards the well. It was only a day, he could last a day without her right? Sure, how hard could it be?
2 hours later, Inuyasha stood next to the well his chin well firmed on it. He waited, and waited again.
"This is taking too long!" he grumbled to himself as he stayed still. He looked around to see what he could do, what would help him pass the time. Nothing, absolutely nothing. That's it! Inuyasha thought to himself, he was tired waiting; she was already gone for too long.
Inuyasha took a deep breath as he jumped down the well, ready to kidnap Kagome and bring her back here if he had to.
Kagome was curled up on her bed with her math books all around her. She had to study, she had to. Still no matter how hard she tried, she just couldn't, nothing was going in. She sighed as she looked out her window. What am I doing? She thought as she closed her books and looked out of the window. She didn't come back home to study, she came back home for one reason and one reason only, to escape Inuyasha. Kagome played with her necklace, holding the shikon jewel between her fingers. They finally did it, her and her friends. They defeated Naraku after a long battle and got all the pieces of the shikon jewel together. She should be happy, she should be jumping of the walls that their journey was finally over but she wasn't.
Kagome closed her eyes and remembered when she put all the shards together, she remembered the voice in her voice in head, Midoriko's warning. The power of the well was slowly leaving, and soon, soon Kagome will stay in her own time. Kagome knew she should have told her friends, but they looked so happy, she didn't want to cause them anymore sadness. Still, Kagome realized that soon, and very soon, she won't be able to go back to the past, see the people who became like family to her. Kagome took off the necklace from her neck and squeezed the jewel tight. She should make a wish, wish the well to always remain open but she couldn't. She promised Inuyasha that when the jewel was complete, she would give it to him, let him have a wish. That was why she was back home, she didn't want that to happen. What would he wish? Would he still want to be made a full grown demon? Could she change his mind? Kagome sighed at all her thoughts. It wasn't her place to tell Inuyasha what to wish for, not to tell him that her time with him was short. He was mature enough to know what he wants, Kagome can't change him. But why was she hesitating, why didn't she want him to have his wish. I don't want to lose him! Kagome squeezed her eyes shut, blocking her upcoming tears. She won't cry, she won't be sad!
Kagome suddenly heard a knock on her window as Inuyasha entered her room. She knew he wouldn't stay in his time the whole time, but she was impressed he lasted 2 hours; she would have imagined 1 hour would have been too much for him. He looked at her with determined eyes; Kagome knew she was in trouble. She took a deep breath, blocking her feelings, she had to remain strong, and she couldn't let Inuyasha see her fears.
"Inuyasha? What are you doing here? I said I would be back tomorrow!" her voice sounded bitter, she truly didn't mean to, she just didn't want him to know she was sad
"Kagome! You are needed at the other side, your school and tests can wait!" Inuyasha was hurt by her voice, she was mad at him.
"Needed? For what? …oh… I understand, you want the jewel is that it? … you don't want me… you just want the jewel to have your wish?" all of Kagome's useless and negative feelings came up to her as she spoke back at Inuyasha. She didn't want to let him go, but she didn't want to show him her feelings. So the one thing she learned from Inuyasha was that instead of showing weakness with your feelings, you attack, and attack him she did.
"What?.. What are you talking about?" confused was the closest word that was related to how he felt at the moment. He didn't know what happened to his sweet Kagome, but he didn't like how she was behaving at all.
"You know what, I give up. I can't do this anymore Inuyasha, I just can't. This… this is killing me."
"Kagome? What in the world are you talking about?"
"Us? Or the kind of relationship we have. There isn't even a word in the dictionary that can explain the relationship we have… Inuyasha, we could never work out…never"
'Why' was the question he wanted to ask but he rapidly held his tongue from asking it. If she didn't want to be with him, fine, forget her, he didn't need her.
"Fine then wench, who said I wanted us to be together anyways?" his voice sounded so cold now, he masked his pain well, even though he heard his heart cracking.
Kagome couldn't help being mean with him anyone, she felt her eyes gather up with tears she couldn't block anymore, and with so much desperation in her heart, she screamed what she felt.
"Inuyasha, we can't be together, not because I don't want to, but how could we. We both live in different worlds, I can't be pulled from one to the other; the pain of traveling is killing me. You could never stay here with me, so there can never be anything."
Kagome held the shikon jewel one last time as she threw it to Inuyasha who caught it.
"Take it! Make your wish. And… Just leave Inuyasha, just leave me!"
Inuyasha's eyes widen at her confession. She turned her back to him and threw herself on her bed, holding her pillow tight. She was trying to hide her sobs from him, but he still heard her, still smelled the salt from her tears. Inuyasha took one last look at her as he jumped out the window and made his way toward the well. He should be happy, after so many years of trying to get the jewel; he finally had it in his hand. He could make his wish, any wish his heart desired. He won't have Kagome behind him, telling him what he should wish; he could do whatever he wanted. He could be a full blown demon now; no one would ever call him a hanyou. Why wasn't there a smile on his face due to that thought? He didn't feel one bit of happiness. How could he feel happy when his heart was breaking? He remembered how Kagome looked at him, when she said her true feelings, how her sadness overwhelmed him.
Inuyasha couldn't bear seeing her sad like this, it killed him. But he knew what she meant, how they could ever be together if they lived in 2 different worlds. Kagome could never come back and live with him in her time; she would miss her family too much. Inuyasha could never ask her to leave her family for him. And how could he survive in her time. Look at him, he wasn't even human, and he wasn't what she deserved for a boyfriend in this time. She deserved a man to love her, to always be there for her and treat her like a queen. Someone who would never raise his voice and never be mad at her. Someone like the 'Hojo' she talks about, someone who would be perfect. How I wish I could be that for Kagome.
Before Inuyasha realized what he did or the words he said, the shikon jewel glowed in his hand and a wish was granted.
cliffhangers! dont we all love it :P The next chapter is on its way, so no worries RR and see you all next chapter!
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