Forbidden Love

by: ~SBA~

We were there, just there sitting calmly beneath the moon, as she slept peacefully in my lap. Looking down at the fallen angel beneath me, my heart ached because I knew this moment would not last long. We would soon have to part.

Pleasure is pain, in my arms once again
knowing that you can never be mine

Her father had always taught her that a villain could never be trusted, that they were all lying and cheating scums. But she didn't listen to him, instead, she ran to my arms willingly, eyes filled with trust. It broke my heart, because I knew that I didn't deserve her trust. Because deep in my heart, I knew that I had a duty to fulfill. A duty that prevented a love like ours to grow.

Divided by mountains of circumstance
no other way on earth our love stood a chance

I was supposed to trick her again, gain her trust then backstab her. But I just couldn't do it, the girl had already found her way through my wall. I couldn't get her out of my head no matter what I do. I know that my life is incomplete without her by my side. What would I do with my life if I lose her?

I never knew how hard life could be
without you forever beside me

But evil was my destiny, darkness my home. I couldn't be with her for she was my enemy. I only did this now to gain her secrets and then use it against her. It is my duty, and I will fulfill it. But why did it have to be so hard?! I don't know if I can do it, I don't know if I can stand to see her betrayed face after the deed. But if I didn't do this, my master would punish me. I had no other choice.

I was so blind, but now I can see
it was never meant to be

So now I stand here above her, a dagger in my hands, my eyes filled with tears. She was my true love, I see that now, but this was my destiny, my duty. I had to do it. I had to, I had to do it, don't I......?

Your love is forbidden love
your sweet love is forbidden love

Looking into her deep blue eyes, I saw the grief and betrayal she felt. It made my heart cry out in agony. I didn't want her to feel those things all because of me. It ripped my heart apart in tiny shreds, it burned me like the heat of a thousand suns. Was this what murderers felt before they kill an innocent being?

Poisonous flower fruit of the vine
the heart of your heartbeat closer to mine

Divided by seasons barely alive
there's no way this love could ever survive

Could I really do this? Would I really sacrifice everything we've been through all because of my stupid destiny?! Would I believe that this was just for duty?! For honor?! The answer: No......

I never knew how hard life could be
without you forever beside me
Your love is forbidden love
your sweet love is forbidden love

I let the dagger fall to the ground as I gathered her up in my arms, whispering apologies in her ear. She sobbed openly on my shirt, staining it, but I could care less. Yin was more important to me during this moment, more than anybody or anything else in this world. That's why I have to leave. I have to leave to keep her safe.

I never knew how hard life could be
without you forever beside me

Spreading my wings around me, I whispered another apology in her ear. She looked at me, a silent plea in her eyes. But it was too late. Slipping away from her grasp, I flew away. I heard her cries behind me, but I couldn't turn around. This was for the best. Because our love was forbidden. It was never meant to be.

I was so blind, but now I can see
it was never meant to be
Your love is forbidden love
your sweet love is forbidden love

A.N: Revised Version. I just changed a few things, but hey, at least it's cleaner. R&R!