OKAY. I rewrote this first chapter. The second chapter will be hopefully (no promises) rewritten tomorrow.
People always tell me I am too gullible. To be honest, I agree with them. I always believe Steve when he tell me he loves me. No matter how much he flirts with other girls I end up believing him at the end of the day. Was this normal in a relationship. I wanted to ask Sodapop this question so badly. However, he'd ask who the girl I'd like was. He has a way of getting the truth out me. Steve told me he'd be disgusted with me and probably convince Darry to disown me. Steve was probably right about that.
I sighed as Steve flirted with Evie. He took me to the movies only to be pulled away by his ex, Evie. She was a nice and pretty girl. If I were Steve I'd choose her over me any day. However, if I told Steve this he'd just tell me he was doing this for his reputation. Sometimes though, I felt like I wasn't even dating him. I felt like that right now actually. Steve wanted to go to the movies with me and i wish I never said yes. I mean, he wasn't even watching the same movie as me! He bought my ticket, no matter how much I protested, then left me. He once again left me for another girl! I glumly walked out of the theater. Once again, our "date" went poorly. I walked to the lot trying to hold the tears that threatened to fall. Was I not good enough? Was Steve just messing with me to see what it was like to date a guy? I wanted to forget what my head was telling me. I couldn't just forget. I want nothing to do with Steve anymore. Maybe I will find someone else. Maybe I am better off alone. I heard footsteps behind me. I was expecting it to be Johnny who sat next too me. But it was... Steve?
" W-what are you doing here?" I asked as I wiped my eyes.
" Why are you crying?" He locked his arm around my waist.
"The movie was sad…"
"It was a comedy movie Ponyboy…"
" The movie was boring then." I lied. Steve frowned. I surprised him when tried to kiss me, I pushed him away.
" Listen Steve, I think why should break-"
"What are you talking about Ponyboy?" Steve acted surprised.
"You don't love me…"
"Where did you get that idea? Ponyboy, you mean so much to me. I love you more than anyone else in the whole entire world."
"Really?" I sniffed.
"Hell yeah I do. Now don't you ever get that dumb idea in your head again, got it?"
"Alright…"
"I couldn't bear to lose you Ponyboy." Steve whispered in my ear, making me regret bringing up the topic.
"Please don't scare me like that again Ponyboy."
"I won't…" I smiled. However I shouldn't of been smiling, I just fell back into his trap.
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