A/N Hey there my friends! This is my new fanfic, iHate You, yep another iCarly fanfic. Don't worry I haven't forgotten about iSurvived but I've trashed iTitanic. So this is my second fanfic, hope you like it. Oh and this chapter is all Sam's POV
Disclaimer: If I owned iCarly, Dan would hate the scripts….
Chapter 1
Liar!
It kept ringing in my ears, Freddie doesn't like you Sam, he likes me, I bunched up my fists trying not to lash out at everything. I had to stop myself from punching Lewbert, keep from throwing Frothy out the window and killing myself. Yeah, I liked Freddie Benson, the boy I had bullied for all the years. I lay down onto my bed and stared up at the ceiling, I took my phone out of my pocket. I had one new text.
Hey, going to the groovy smoothie. You coming with me?
It was from Carly, I growled. I hated Carly right now but I couldn't let her know that I liked Freddie.
Yea, I'll be there in a few.
I replied and got up. I grabbed my black hoodie; I put it on and walked down the steps. I pulled up my hood before leaving the house, it was raining and I was not in the mood to get wet. My make-up had already smeared a bit from when I was crying, I could just say I didn't get a lot of sleep. I walked out of the house heading in the direction of Bushwell Plaza, I looked at all the crack and drug dealers. One guy came up to me and tried to sell me some crystal meth, I punched him in his nose. The rest of the people hid when I walked by except for one prostitute.
"$500 for the whole night."
"I'm not interested!" I screamed at her and brought up my fists. She ran away, I've always hated living where I do. This is why I used to spend the nights at Carly's place, the way home was a lot more dangerous at night. Some man whore tried to make me have sex with him, I got all of my $14 stolen and I've also gotten into a fight with a drug dealer. I neared the nicer part of the city walking towards Bushwell, The Groovy Smoothie was right across from it.
I might be there later then sooner, my mom came home drunk again.
I texted Carly, she didn't know where I lived. We moved not to long ago but we moved to this bad area, Carly has never been to our new house. I wasn't going to tell her that some guy tried to sell me drugs and a prostitute tried to get me to have sex with her. I finally arrived at the Groovy Smoothie. I went to our usual table and took off my hood.
"It took you awhile to get here Sam; you only live a few blocks up."
"I told you, mom came home drunk and I had to get her up to her room."
Carly nodded, thankfully my sleeves were long enough so she didn't see my fists clench up.
"So, where's the nub?"
"The bathroom."
"Is that his smoothie?" I pointed to the one next to me.
"Yes but don't do anything to it!" She said fiercely. I shrugged and took a sip.
"See, I didn't do anything to it." I put his smoothie back down and he came out of the bathroom a few seconds later. I took my phone out of my pocket and texted him.
I need to talk to you in private. Tell Carly, you have to leave and I'll go after you.
I saw him take out his phone and saw my text. He looked up at me and I made a pleading glance.
"Well, I have to go home. My mom bought me something." He said and walked out of the Groovy Smoothie taking his smoothie with him. A few seconds later my phone buzzed.
Alright, you can go now.
"Carls, Frothy jumped out of the window again. I have to go find him and take care of my alcoholic mother." I told her and gave her a hug. I noticed Freddie's jacket still on his chair and picked it up. "I'll give it to the nub tomorrow." I said and walked out of the door. I pulled up my hood and went over to where Freddie and I always came to talk if we needed to.
"What is it, Sam?" He asked
"Freddie, I need to ask you something."
"Did you just call me by my name?"
"Besides the point, can I ask you a question?"
"Okay, what?"
"Freddie, is what Carly told me true?"
"What did she tell you?"
"I-I'd rather not say." I said tears welling up in my eyes.
"Sam, please what's wrong?"
"Do you love me?" I asked and he stepped back shocked.
"Sam, I'd rather not discuss this."
I walked over to him and gave him a hug.
"Just know that I don't hate you all the time." I said and let go of him. I walked in the direction of home; I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Sam, don't go home. It's like eight o'clock; you'll get hurt if you go. Please, just stay I'll worry about you if you go."
"You w-worry about me?" I asked
"Yes, I do worry about you. Sam, look even though you bully me all the time if something happened to you, I don't know what I'd do." He smiled at me.
"How 'bout we go to the park for old time's sake?"
"Sam, it's raining!"
I threw him his jacket.
"Well, now can we go?" I pulled on his arm, I hated the fact that Freddie had hit a growth spurt and was now 5' 11".
"Alright." He said and grabbed my hand, he started running. I tried matching his pace but that was hard because he had longer legs, I let go of his hand and ran ahead of him. I got to the park first but fell into a mud puddle; I laughed and started playing in it. Freddie laughed and jumped into the puddle too, I threw a muddle ball at him. He continued laughing even though it hit his forehead, he grabbed some mud and threw it at me.
"I'm gonna get you, Benson." I laughed and pinned him down in the mud; I grabbed some mud and rubbed it all over his face. He wiped off his eyes and turned the tables, I was now on the bottom. He did what I did to him; he rubbed mud all over my face. I tried to get out from under him but he had gotten strong, I grabbed one of his arms and pulled it causing him to fall on his side. I stood up laughed, I held out my hand for him to take. He took my hand and stood up, he checked his phone.
"My mom is looking for me, are you gonna stay the night at Carly's place?"
"Yeah, I guess." I clenched my fists and then shook my head. "No, no I'm not. I have to go home." I pulled my hood back up; it had fallen down while we were wrestling. "I just have to go." I ran taking off towards home, I glanced behind me, Freddie was just standing there staring at me leaving. I shook my head and ran back home through the bad part of town avoiding all the people walking up to me. I kept running but felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned around. The guy was holding a gun.
"Try to run and I shoot." He grabbed my hood and took me into the alley. I unzipped my jacket and wriggled out of it. I grabbed my jacket out of his hand and kneed him in the crotch.
"Fuck off, bastard!" I shouted and ran home. I opened up the door and ran inside, slamming the door behind me. I locked the door and went through the house locking the windows and other doors. I ran up to my room and locked the door; I lay down in my bed. I grabbed my laptop off of the nightstand and turned it on, it booted up. I opened up the internet and went to the iCarly website. I looked at our most recent web show and then the comments. There was a new comment on there.
Everyone needs to understand that Freddie will only like Carly.
I growled and threw my laptop across the room, it hit the wall. I remembered I was still covered in mud, I walked to my bathroom. I took off all of my clothes and took a shower. I washed all the mud off my face and out of my hair, I turned off the shower. I got out and grabbed a towel from the closet. I wrapped the towel around me like a dress and walked back into my room changing into a blue t-shirt and black shorts. I looked at my phone, one new text.
Sam, are you going to stay the night?
It was from Carly, I replied back.
I'm already at home; I think it's kinda pointless.
I set my phone down on the nightstand and grabbed my laptop, it wasn't too damaged. I sat down on my bed and opened up Skype, Gibby was on and so was Carly but I didn't want to talk to either of them. Carly messaged me.
Sam, what's going on? You always spend the night.
Carly, I don't have to spend the night if I don't want to!
I changed my Skype status to offline and opened up the internet, I went to Google. I couldn't think of anything to search so I searched for Seddie. I looked at all the fan pictures of me and Freddie and smiled. I yawned and rubbed my eyes, I set my laptop on the night stand. I pulled the covers over me and quickly fell asleep.
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I heard my alarm going off and I remembered it was Monday. I grabbed my phone and turned off the alarm and tried to go back to sleep. My phone buzzed, great another text from Carly.
Where are you? You're going to miss first period!
I sighed; I wasn't going into school today. I didn't want to see Carly or face Freddie.
I'm not going.
I replied and got up looking for something to wear today; I needed to make some money. I looked through my closet, my phone buzzed but I ignored it. I continued digging through my closet, I found it. It was a dress that I bought, I lay it down on the bed. I walked to my dresser and opened it; I grabbed a push-up bra and a thong. I put on the bra and took off the boyshorts I was wearing. I put on the thong and then the dress; I looked at my self in the mirror. I needed to take off my smeared make-up and brush my hair.
I walked towards the bathroom as I heard the song "Fashion Victim" playing, great that was Carly's ringtone. I walked to my phone and answered it.
"Hello?" I asked
"Sam! Why aren't you coming to school?"
"Because of you." I growled
"What? What did I-" I hung up; I didn't want to talk to Carly. I wasn't telling anyone where I was going, not even my mom. I walked into the bathroom and wiped off my make-up, I put on more liquid eyeliner and mascara. I also put on some blue eye shadow; I started brushing my hair and then heard "Deadbeat Holiday". Great, now Freddie was calling me, I walked over to my phone and answered it.
"What nub?"
"Sam, why aren't you here?"
"I'm leaving."
"Where are you going?"
"That is none of your business, Benson."
"Sam," He said I could tell he was whispering now "I won't tell Carly."
"Alright, fine. I'm going to Atlantic City, to get a job."
"Atlantic City? A job?"
"Yes, Benson!"
"Sam don't-" I hung up the phone and finished brushing my hair; I looked at myself in the mirror.
"God, I look like a whore." I muttered and walked to my mom's room. "Mom? Can I borrow a pair of heels?"
"Sure, Sam." I walked to her closet and grabbed my favorite pair of stilettos. I put them on and walked back to my room, I packed a bag. I wasn't sure how long I was going to be there so I packed all of my clothes and my laptop. I also packed my toiletries, my jewelry and my notepad. I walked out of my room closing the door behind me.
"Mom! I'm going out!" I shouted and walked out of the door. I walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus.
"Hey." A man said to me, he was pretty cute. He had brown hair and brown eyes.
"Hi." I quickly replied.
"Where are you headed?"
"The airport."
"That's cool, that's cool." He said and the bus pulled up, I got in and sat in the front. That guy sat next to me and we talked the whole way there.
"This is my stop." I said and he slipped me his number.
"Why don't you call me sometime?"
"Um, I have a boyfriend." I lied "But I'll call you if it doesn't work out." I grabbed my suitcase and got off the bus. I walked into the airport over to the line for Southwest.
"May I help you?"
"One ticket to Atlantic City, New Jersey."
"One-way or round trip?"
"One-way."
"How old are you?"
"21." I lied.
"Oh, I thought you were only 17."
"Yea, I get that all the time."
"Alright well here's your ticket." She handed me my ticket.
"Thank you." I said and she took my suitcase putting it on the conveyer belt.
"You know, you also look like Sam from iCarly."
"I get that all the time too! I'm thinking about dying my hair a different color so I stop getting mistaken for her." I smiled and walked to security. I opened up my laptop bag and set my laptop in one of the bins, I took off my shoes and my jewelry. I went through the scanner and then grabbed my things. I put on my shoes on jewelry and put my laptop in the bag. I took out my phone, one new text message.
Sam, are you going to be at school tomorrow?
I dug my nails into my phone case.
No. Didn't Benson tell you? After all he is in love with you!
I angrily typed and walked over to the right airport gate. I sat down and got a new message from Carly.
Sam, what are you saying?
How dumb was this girl?
I'm not coming back! Ever! Don't try to get me to change my mind because that's not happening.
I sighed and put my phone back into my laptop bag, a cute guy came over and sat next to me.
"Hi." I said
"Hey, your name is Sam, right?"
"You mean Sam from iCarly? No my name is-" I paused to think "Hanna."
"Oh, well I'm Jack."
"Nice to meet you." My phone buzzed and I looked at it. "One second, my friend text me."
Why are you leaving?
I rolled my eyes, the girl of many questions.
That's none of your business!
"What was that all about?" He asked me
"Oh, she was just asking me why I was leaving."
"So, why are you leaving?"
"I got a job offer."
"In Atlantic City? Really?"
"Yeah, I got a offer to be-"
"A cocktail waitress?"
"How'd you know?" I poked his chest.
"Well, you can't really get any good jobs there except for being a bartender or cocktail waitress."
"Well, one of my friends there is a hairdresser. She offered me a job but I've never been to beauty school."
"Well, it doesn't look like you'd need to."
"Why?"
"Because you're already beautiful."
"Thanks." I smiled at him and then a lady announced we would be boarding the plane
"I'm A12 what about you?" He asked me, I pulled my boarding pass out and looked at it.
"D19."
"Oh, well I'll see you after the flight."
"You too."
A/N How was it? I'm going to post chapter two once I get at least 3 reviews. Carly will eventually tell Sam the truth…