Pansy,
How have you been?
I know its been a very long time, But after the war I needed to get my head clear, You must understand I couldn't handle being a pureblood who betrayed the whole of her community. Even daphne turned on me, even after they spared her because of me.
I know you're probably wondering why am i writing to you, you're the only one who will understand you are more open minded then you let on. You have always had my back and i need it more now than anything.
I have done something stupid, like Ron Weasley stupid, I am scared and all alone. I don't know what to do other than panic, I am trying to forget I ever did this stupid thing. But trying to forget has become incredibly hard and it is dawning on me everyday. It is becoming increasingly hard not being able to talk to anyone about my stupid act. Pasny you have known me my whole life, you know I can make the worst decisions without even trying.
Well here it goes I made a really bad decisions, without evening thinking about the outcome of this dilemma I had made for myself. Now i don't know what to do and i need you more than i have ever needed someone in my life. Pansy I have friends but I can not turn to these friends as they will not understand, My family can not find out and the only true friend I have had the whole of my life is miles away and probably hates me to pieces. I can only do the one thing and try and show her that I am sorry and need her to be there for me or it may lead to me doing something very, very stupid.
Please consider meeting me ... my owl will wait until you feed her.
Goodbye my old friend.
Astoria.