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CHAPTER 1 - flash back and present.

Little bit of background……

Its Christmas time again, time for family and just being with the ones you love and that love you. This year was not going to be the same as last year because this year my husband, Edward, was not going to be home. He was over seas this year and would not be coming home until some time in April. He had decided to join the Canadian armed forces when he was only 22. We met in high school when we were seniors and married not long after we graduated from college. My parents were not so sure about the wedding at first because they thought that we were still to young . But for goodness sakes, we were both 23. They pulled through in the end and ended up paying for half of the wedding while Edwards family paid for the other half. It was everything I ever dreamed of and much more. Edward even played me a song on his baby grand piano during the reception, which caused everyone to take out their cameras and take many pictures. After the wedding we had a nice eventful night at a nice secluded cabin. A hour and a half away by car. Edward got a call to go over seas a month after the wedding to which he went and would not be coming home until some time in January of the next year. After that tour he was home again for another little while. I found out I was pregnant with our now three year old daughter, Renesmee. I am now 27,as well as Edward. He was over the moon when he found out but that happiness quickly turned to sadness when he found out that he would not be here for the birth of our daughter. It turns out that he was home because Nessiee had decided to enter the world a month early. A month later Edward had to go back over for another year and had returned home to us in October of the next year. By this time Nessiee was two years old and would be turning three in a couple of weeks. We had a little get together with just a few close friends and family. From which they gave her much more then she needed. Edward had gotten another call saying that they needed him and it was an emergency to which he had to catch the Friday morning flight and this was a Wednesday. Renesmee was told that her daddy would be going away. Now you try telling a three year old who is a daddy's girl, that her daddy has to leave and wont be coming home until god knows when. Trust me, it was not easy because when it was time for Edward to leave and board his flight I had to literally pry a screaming Nessiee out of his arms.

End of back ground…

As I was finishing up a story for Nessiee before she went to sleep I noticed that once again like every night she had tears in her eyes.

"come here, baby girl." I said as I put the book on her night stand and picked her up and cradled her to my chest. As I did so she only cried harder while trying to say something. Once she calmed down I asked her what she said and she looked up at me while wiping her eyes and saying:

"mommy, I want daddy. Will daddy be home for Christmas?"

As she finished saying this I was trying to think of a way to answer. After a few minutes all I could think of was "I know you do, babe. I don't know if he will be home for Christmas but if he's not then he will be home soon, baby girl. I promise." I'm not quite if she was content with my answer or if sleep just took over. But she drifted off to sleep just minutes after. I quickly laid her down in her bed, and turned off her light before making my way down the stairs to turn off the lights and lock the door for the night.

Once in my room I quickly pulled on a pair of PJ's and climbed into bed. I was going to watch TV but changed my mind and snuggled into Edwards pillow in stead and drifted off to sleep.

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