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1. Sometimes when I'm having sex with my boyfriend I think of my old lover and remember how much of a better lay he was.
2. I don't just lie around sleeping all day. Sometimes I play with my cats. Sometimes I'm at work. But more often than not I'm thinking about him.
3. I love him. I love him with all my heart and soul. I could say it over and over and never get tired of it.
But he'll never know.
4. I knew I wasn't supposed to fall for a human. It's not right, it can't work out.
But I did. And I never regret a minute of it.
5. I really only have one lover at the moment. I'm just very insecure because, long ago, an old lover told me I was the worst lay he'd ever had.
6. I don't hate myself, or want to kill or harm myself. I'm not a closet alcoholic or anything of that nature.
I just want to be left alone.
7. I really do worry sometimes. I think, "Will he ever do it again? What if we can't stop him next time?" But then I remember he loves me and he knows better.
8. When he tells me I'm beautiful I just smile and kiss him. What he doesn't know is that I'll probably never believe him.
9. nearly all of me is screaming that it's wrong, but I just can't let him go.
10. I don't know what our relationship amounts to nowadays. All I know it that I'll always be there for him.
11. I love children so much that if men could get pregnant, I would.
12. I didn't mean to. I think he knows, too. But I'm too much of a coward to say it aloud.
13. I want is to do what's right for my people, but I don't know what right is.
14. In a perfect world, I would never have to worry about politics and wars. I want nothing more than to just stay home and play with my siblings all day!
15. I just want to see my brother again.
16. I know what I want to say to him. All the words are perfectly lined up in my head, ready to be used.
Public speaking just isn't my thing, though.
17. I can do anything I set my mind to, my parents tell me. It's just frustrating to know that your dreams are really impossible.
18. I wish I could make everyone else in the world as sick as I am right now just so they could understand how horrible I feel.
19. Often, he'll just stare at me, smile, and tell me that, no, he can't see the friends I've come to love.
20. I really don't know my own strength. Just this morning, I picked up my boyfriend, and the car he was in, all by myself!
21. I never meant to hurt them; I just wanted all of us to be together.
22. I really do love children. But I'm afraid that they might hurt me, or worse, I might hurt them.
23. If there was never any war I would not be so violent. But if there was never any war I would not be able to protect the one I love.
24. He can yell at me all he wants, but I know he couldn't live without me.
25. Occasionally, after he's fallen asleep, I stare at him for hours and try to remember what we used to have.
26. Every day that I don't get a new picture is a day wasted, to me!
27. I can't stand him! One day, I'll show him that brother is not a bad person!
28. I'm not really their grandfather. I just didn't want my boss to look at me funny if I told him I had kids.
29. If I didn't push her so much, would I still be with her?
30. I may not worship a god, but every day I pray that this hell will end.
31. My life is a simple one. All I need to survive is pasta and love.
32. I know it won't change how much he hates me, but I still feel bad for him and his ruined childhood.
33. I am frustrated by my stance in the world. It is difficult for me to make friends, but also difficult to make enemies.
34. It's been decades yet I still often wonder why I never helped my brothers when I had the chance.
35. He may love another for now, but I'll never stop loving him.
36. I never meant for him to get so attached to that scarf. I was actually planning to throw it away until I gave it to him.
37. Dear future self,
Do not let your love for an individual over take your first and true love.
Hope you enjoyed it!
I would love it if you guessed whose secret is whose in your reviews! I'll even list all the nations I used-
Liechtenstein, Ukraine, Austria, Belarus, Estonia, Switzerland, Grandpa Rome, Turkey, Hungary, Spain, Chibitalia, Vietnam, Germany, Holy Roman Empire, Norway, Russia, South Korea, North Italy, Sealand, Sweden, Iceland, Denmark, Finland, South Italy, England, America, Poland, Lithuania, Greece, Japan, China, Taiwan, Latvia, Canada, France, Prussia, and I put (the fanmade) North Korea in too. (and no, that's not the list in order, or reverse order.)
I'll even give you a few hints. 19 is not England, 20 is not America, and 21 is not Russia.
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