Disclaimers: I still don't own Chuck. Apparently Josh Schwartz and Chris Fedak don't want some random stranger to come take over their show.
*Author's note: This is a follow up to Chuck vs, the Sleepover. In my Chuck 'verse, Chuck's mother is dead.
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Sarah vs. the Morning
I wake up slowly, not even opening my eyes. I feel the warmth of his chest under my fingertips. I open my eyes to the morning light pouring through his bedroom window.
This was supposed to be easy. Staying overnight was just another part of keeping our cover relationship intact. Than why was it so hard, or rather too easy, to be with him? To lay here against him chest and fall asleep to the slow, even movements of his every breath.
Why did the perfect guy have to be the one I could never truly be with?
He's not the kind of guy I'd pictured myself with, but he was so much better than anything I'd ever dreamed. Sweet, caring, sensitive, intelligent. Not to mention the fact he's the most beautiful creature I've ever seen.
His dazzling smile, attractive face. His tall, lean frame.
It just doesn't seem fair, not just to me but also to him. He deserves so much more than I could ever offer him. Then again he doesn't deserve a lot of the things that have happened in his life.
The death of his mother, his father's abandonment, getting suspended from Stanford, his friend's betrayal, his ex-girlfriend's heartbreaking turn against him, having the Intersect stored in his mind....
And now I find I have feelings for him and I can't even let him know.
I feel him stirring and slowly move off of his chest, hoping that one day he'll really be mine.
The End