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Chapter 1: Potions

I trudged down the corridor to my next and most hated class, potions…I had hoped every year that passed would make things easier for me but every year only seems to get worse. It's as if everything little thing I do makes Professor Snape angrier. If I simply tilt my elbow in the wrong direction as I pour an ingredient Snape will let me have it. He simply shoves me aside and quickly whispers, "Evanesco" and with a wave of his wand my perfect potion is gone.

"This is my seventh year and the git still won't get off my case. What the bloody hell have I ever done to him? It's like every little thing I do just eats at him, but is it my fault he's staring at me all the time? Gah! And why is it that he never notices any one else's mistakes? Neville Longbottom's getting a better grade then I am! How is that possible?" I threw up my hinds in disgrace, was everyone out to get me? Or was I just going crazy with the rest of the world?

"I don't know what to tell ya mate, Snape's definitely out to get you, I don't know what else to tell you. But it's not like it's anything new he's been this way since our first year."

"Exactley my point! And yet every year it gets worse!"

"Well you know…" Hermione joined my side to add her opinion to the conversation. "Do you remember your fifth year, when you fell into the pensive and accidentally saw into Snape's memories?" I nodded and remembered the way my father and Sirius treated Snape, it was horrible.

"Well you know he's always had a grudge against your father and Sirius since then and he's probably still angry and he's taking it out on you." My heart stung at the mention of my godfather's name. I averted my eyes rubbing the burning tears away as fast as I could without either of them noticing, but nothing got past Hermione. She gasped and placed a hand on my shoulder, squeezing softly.

"O Harry I'm such an idiot, I wasn't even thinking…forgive me…" I shook my head over and over and smiled reassuringly, god that was so hard but I forced it out.

"Look, it's not like you meant it or anything, it's just hard…still." I gazed down the corridor that led to the dungeon. Two years is a long time and it still hurts as much as the same day it happened. I remember when we were all running from Lucius and his gang of death eaters, I remember running into a door and a room with a lot of stairs and an archway. Lupin and Sirius were already there fighting the death eaters who were trying to kill us. Sirius like his stupid self was taunting on of them, a woman…whose name I can't remember anymore. Yea, you'd think I'd still remember but this is a time in my life that I try to forget, but as I said he was taunting her asking her if that was the best she could do, if that was all she had. Stupid things like that you'd think he would have been more serious at a time like that but he was always that way, and then all of a sudden…a red spell flew from her wand and struck his chest. The mischievous smile faded from his face and became grave. He staggered backward as his face changed from grave to completely blank as he fell over a toppled column and into the archway…and just like that…he was gone. Out of my life…forever.

"Harry look out!" The sound of Hermione's scream struck me back into reality, I tried to look back to see what she was screaming about but I soon realized I was falling. I felt a tug on my robes and knew that was Ron because he cursed when it only ripped away from my body as I continued to fall down the ridiculously large flight of stairs. Everything moved in slow motion as I got closer and closer to the ground and in that moment a rather tall black figure appeared at the bottom of the stairs in front of the classroom.

"Professor look out!" Apparently Hermione thought that if she couldn't keep me from escaping my death she might as well try and warn Snape of his. But even her shriek could not help Snape evade my plummeting body. In the next moment I collided with the Snape and ended up landing in one of the most awkward positions known to man. Snape was flat on his back obviously and I was completely sprawled out over him our faces merely inches apart.

"G-good morning Professor…" Nothing could be any mortifying then this situation, well…except for my cheesy greeting to Snape. Yes, I am fully aware of how daft it sounded but what else was I supposed to say? "Oh I'm sorry sir I accidentally landed on your lap, can you ever forgive me?" Give me a break…

"Potter…" Snape hissed his eyes were searing with anger and if possible were even more black then usual. "Would you mind…GETTING OFF ME?" He jumped up and pushed me off onto the ground at the same time.

"Well what're you all staring at! Get into class NOW!" I scrambled to my feet and ran into the classroom but a clenched hand over my shoulder stopped me. I jerked my shoulder away and scowled at him, trying with all my might not to look like an intimidated 17 year old…which I was.

"I suppose you thought that was funny didn't you Potter? Do you enjoy humiliating me in front of my students? You're just like that bastard father of yours and that idiot Sirius…if you ask me they had it coming." I gasped, my vision clouded and I gritted my teeth hard trying no to give in, making sure that I didn't strangle the greasy git in front of me. I clenched my fists tighter and tighter until I felt something warm drip to my knuckles.

((You son of a bitch how dare you!)) is what I wanted to say, but no I had to stay calm, I couldn't give in.

"I fell! You think I'd do something that stupid on purpose!"

"Well stupidity seems to be your subject of expertise. And fifty points from Gryffindor for raising you voice at me."

"I didn't do anything!"

"Silence you insolent little brat, do you want to make it one hundred?" I dropped my head in defeat clenching my fists tighter ignoring the constant sting radiating from my palms.

"No sir…" I whispered angrily. I stepped around him into the classroom Snape still hovering over me. I picked up my pace half running to my chair and I collapsed as soon as I was able to sit down.

"Harry what happened? It seemed like you two were out there forever." I had to agree with Ron, one second with that man seemed like an eternity, but now was not the time to talk; I'd already lost fifty points for Gryffindor I didn't want to make it one hundred.

"Yea, I'll tell you later."

"Alright class, today we will be making the potion most of you should know, 'Draught of Living Death."

"Greeeeat…" I remembered this potion from my first day in this class six years ago. I wasn't exactly paying attention in class and Snape bombarded me with questions having to do with the ingredients of this potion. Of course I didn't know, it was my first day…how the hell was I supposed to know? And now I have to make this stupid concoction. Worst of all its main ingredients were wormwood and asphodel, two things I never measured correctly, it was either too much or too little and this potion was extremely precise.

"Harry, here use my notes." Hermione slid her notebook across the table and smiled. "I owe you one ok?" I shook my head and told her it wasn't necessary but she insisted.

"Thanks Hermione…" So now I could actually do this right, and for once in my history of potions class, Snape wasn't looming over me. I poured the finished product into a vial and set it on Snape's desk triumphantly.

"Hullo Potter...I see you've finished you potion, impressive especially for you." Crab and Goyle laughed profusely and snickered at me.

((sigh)) Hullo Malfoy, it's always a joy to see you and you cronies stomping around the school."

"Isn't it? Anyway the guys and I were just talking, and Crab here is having a serious problem with his balance lately and he's just been so damn clumsy, show him Crab." Somehow I already knew what was going to happen, and I saw it in slow motion. Crab pretended to trip and he slammed into the desk for support. The potion dropped on it's side with a 'thunk' and rolled off the desk, I ran forward to catch it but Draco tripped me and the vial barely slipped through my fingers and onto the stone floor with a loud crash.

"Draco, stop playing around and fill you vial immediately."

"Yes sir!" The stupid git rand to his desk grinning and laughing as he filled his vial. To my surprise Snape kneeled down at my side and extended his hand.

"Are you alright Potter?" I turned my head sharply and gave him a death glare.

"As if you care." I bit my lip, how could I have said that? He's going to kill me. But no, he simply shrugged and withdrew his hand as he stood and walked over to my desk refilling a new vial of my potion. Draco and I gasped from shock. What the hell was going on? Usually he'd just snarl and make the rest of my potion disappear.

"Well are you just going to sit there on the ground or are you going to finish the notes on the board?"

"Uh…uh sorry Professor."

"Here." He reached his hand out a second time and I took it, just to be polite I suppose…but as soon as our hands touched something odd happened. It was if our magic mingled into each other's. I withdrew my hand immediately as did Snape. We stared at each other blankly for a moment not knowing what else to do, just then the bell rang and the students ran out of the classroom in a loud blur but neither Snape nor I moved.

"Why don't you stay after class for a few moments Potter?" The room was completely empty and I had just gathered my things when Snape called me up to his desk.

"You wanted to talk to me Professor?" I kept my eyes glued to the ground, I didn't want to start another argument today, and I was already feeling nauseas.

"Yes, earlier today about Sirius and your father…I apologize what I said was hurtful and cruel. Those things happened a long time ago and I shouldn't take my anger out on you, or the memories you still have of your godfather." I was speechless, how was I supposed to respond to that? My eyes widened and I gazed at him dumbfounded I did my best to hold back the tears.

"I don't know what to say, erm...thank you Professor Snape. Although I must say I'm a little shocked, I'm not sure where all this is coming from." Snape folded his hands and placed them on his lap.

"I have my reasons, those of which are none of your business. You may go now Potter it's almost time for dinner and your friends will be wondering where you are."

"I-I um, yes I mean- thank you Professor." I smiled awkwardly as I turned and raced out the door closing it quickly behind me. "What just happened?" I placed my hand over my face and felt my cheeks become warmer and warmer. Was I blushing? I must be getting sicker.

Snape leaned into his chair as he stared up at the dungeon ceiling; he placed his fingers over his lips and whispered softly, "Fifty points for Gryffindor…"

As soon as I arrived at the Great Hall and sat at the table I was showered with questions from Ron and Hermione.

"So what happened? Why did Snape keep you in there after class?" Hermione tilted her head with wide eyes as she passed me the pumpkin juice.

"Well it was interesting…he apologized for everything." Their mouths dropped and I could only laugh at the looks on their faces. It was practically unbelievable. The great and pompous Snape apologizing to Harry Potter.

"Wow, I wonder what's gotten into him, been acting strange if ya ask me." Ron shook his head and stuffed a mound of potatoes into his mouth. Almost seven years had passed it seemed as if I'd known Ron forever, same with Hermione and I loved them both. But one thing about Ron that would never change was his lack of manners. I laughed inwardly and scooped some yams onto my plate. Throughout the entire dinner I couldn't shake the feeling that I was being watched. I gazed all over the room and at the teachers table but not one of the teachers or students were looking over.

"It's probably just my imagination." I continued eating but I could still feel it…some one watching. I scanned the teacher's table once more and this time I locked eyes with Snape. He nodded and lifted his wine glass. I grinned and waved like a total idiot, I quickly grabbed my own hand and blushed hitting my fist against my head. Snape smirked and took another sip of his wine trying to hide his smile his eyes still glued to me. I blushed even more and finished my food as quickly as I could. When I was finished I hopped up from the table and excused myself.

"Was-frong-Ary?" Ron asked through his glob of mashed potatoes and gravy.

"Uh, I just have to go, really tired seeya in a bit." I started walking out into the corridor and wobbled a little, I was feeling nauseas earlier and now I was getting dizzy. I clung to a column for support and when I started to walk I lost my balance again and fell backward. That's when I felt myself hit something, or someone.

"Are you alright Potter?"

"Oh, Snape…what are you doing out here?"

"That's Professor Snape to you, I saw you leave so quickly and I noticed you didn't look to well. Your face was bright red at dinner as well." I blushed again, how did he notice that…?

"You're right, I- I haven't been feeling well since this afternoon, things have been kind of uhm hectic."

"I see." Snape brushed my bangs aside and rested the back of his hand against my forehead. I gasped as our conflicting magic mingled once again. A familiar tingle raged through my body once again.

"Tell me you feel that…"

"If you mean your fever then yes."

"O-oh, yes that's what I meant." I looked up into his eyes and became entranced by their black harshness, and then everything faded into darkness.

"Severus..." Our naked bodies were pressed together as our magic and lust mixed together. His hands roamed over every inch of my body and I shivered under his warmth.

"Are you ready Harry?" I nodded as he lifted my leg over his shoulder, he pushed inside of me softly and I cried out in pleasure.

"Harder…" I pulled Severus into a deep kiss and gripped him tighter as I neared my orgasm.

"I love you…Harry…Harry? Wake up Harry."

"Aaaah…" I rubbed my eyes and Snape's fuzzy image came into focus. "Where am I?"

"In my classroom, you fainted in the hallway here take this." Snape handed me a potion and I drank it quickly, it had the distinct taste of milk.

"What is this?" I swallowed the rest of it and placed it on his desk beside the chair I was slumped in.

"It's a potion to help you with your sleep, at the same time it'll give you energy when you wake up."

"Oh, thank you. Uhm, how long have I been asleep…wasn't I in a bedroom?" Snape gave me an interesting look and smirked he stood and crossed his robes over his chest.

"You've been asleep for fifteen minutes at most, as far as I know you haven't been near any bedrooms." He shook his head sarcastically but with a rather large smirk over his face.

"Oh…then I must've been dreaming of y- Uh I mean it was- it was just a dream." I blushed again.

"I suppose so…here take this. It's another bottle of the potion you just took; use it if you're having trouble sleeping again." He handed me the vial and helped me up from my seat. Once again he brushed my hair out of my eyes and I leaned into his hand captivated by his touch. "Good night Mr. Potter." For some reason I couldn't stop blushing and after that dream I couldn't even look him in the face.

"Uhm, goodnight Professor." My eyes were still glued to the floor as I said my goodbye and closed the door behind me. For the second time that day I leaned against the door for a few moments.

"Talk about awkward…What was with that dream?" I ran up to Gryffindor tower and went straight to bed. This had to be one of the strangest days of my life...Hopefully it will just all go away by tomorrow.

Yay, lol yea i'm doing another fic, i've always wanted to do a Harry Potter one. Uhm yea it's gonna be a shonen ai...i think...LOL that's basically all a write...Don't worry I haven't given up on "The Deal" i will continue...anyway, if you can't figure out the pairings you're all little gits LOL jk jk you know i love you all. Please enjoy and GAWD DAMNIT REVIEW!