The Diary of Bella Cullen

September 13th 2045

If anybody had asked me maybe 35 years ago what I expected to be by the time I was 48 I honestly don't know what my answer would be.
I don't little 13 year old me could have even imagined saying,
'ill be living in alaska, frozen in my 18 year old body, because I'm a vampire, in one of the biggest covens in the vampire world, rivaled only by the volturi,
oh wait, I forgot to mention that I have vampire/human hybrid for a daughter and huge wolf for a son in law and best friend, two wolf/vampire grandkids, not to forget,
the most amazing husband who could out sex the biggest sex god out there!',
yeah for some reason I don't think even my over active teenage imagination could have conjured up that one, but its true, and honestly I don't regret a single second of it because I love my family and my life. I never once thought that my life could be this rewarding, everything we had acheived, edward and I, would have never been possible without his amazing self control and of course, my stuborness.

When we met, on my very strange first day of high school at Forks High School, I never expected to fall in love with him, to have a beautiful daughter with him and then to have grandchildren,
I feel like I am truly blessesd, that's if a vampire can be blessed.

Bella Cullen