WARNING: This chapter contains Adult Content.

The Warmth You Give

By: Liv-x-Lex4Ever & livsgirl

Chapter 1: Melt

Olivia sighed. Writing up a report was normally nothing big, but there were so many people involved that it was feeling like it would take forever to finish. If that wasn't enough, it was one of the coldest nights in New York she'd ever experienced and the heater wasn't working. So she sat, frustrated and wishing she was bundled in layers.

She was sure Alex was already home by now, bundled under the covers nice and warm. It made her extremely jealous. She'd love nothing more in this world right now than to be kept warm by her girlfriend. They'd known each other for about 12 years now, but had only begun dating when she'd returned from the Congo. During that time, Olivia had missed everything about her blonde ADA terribly. Her soft hair, sparkling baby-blue eyes, her smile, her voice, everything. She wished she could just finish this up tomorrow, but it had to be done tonight.

Why did she have to stay here so late? Amaro, Rollins, Fin and Munch – even Cragen – hadn't had even a quarter of the paperwork and had gone home hours ago. Sometimes it sucked being the veteran of the SVU squad.

"Are you ever coming home?" Alex asked, walking into the lamplight.

Surprised, she dropped the pen, which rolled from her desk to the floor as she looked up. "As soon as I'm done here."

Alex perched herself on the edge of the desk. "What's up with the Alaska temperature? Are you planning on becoming an Eskimo?" she asked with a laugh, zipping up her heavy jacket.

Olivia shook her head. "Heater gave out," she said quickly bending to pick up the pen, wanting to get everything done so she could leave.

Alex sighed, pursing her lips as she watched Olivia continue to write. "You forgot to dot you 'i' and cross your 't'," she said, pointing to each letter with her manicured nail.

"Oh and I suppose you do that as your writing?" she asked with a cocked brow.

Alex grabbed a pad of sticky notes, neatly writing her name.

Olivia rolled her eyes. "Show off."

"Come on, Liv," Alex said, moving to the back of her chair, rubbing her shoulders, "come home. I miss you and that bed's really cold without you."

Olivia moaned at the rhythmic motion of her hands trying to soothe her shoulders. "I can't come home, not until I... finish this."

"But baby," Alex pleaded as she massaged the tension from Olivia's shoulders "I really need you."

She smiled, leaning back a bit in her chair. "How much do you need me? I really need to finish this. Anyway, what could you possibly plan on doing about it here? The place echoes," she leaned her head on Alex's wrist.

"There is the crib and we are the only ones here I've already checked."

She looked at her, dropping the pen. "Hmm, what do you feel like, rough or soft?" She stood up. "Lead the way. But, you know, I could go for being pressed against a hard surface. It's your choice. You came looking for me."

"I want to give you what you want so being pressed against a hard surface is fine with me."

She smiled, thinking a moment. "I would say here, but there's so much that can't afford to be knocked off and broken. Any ideas, sweetie?" she stroked her cheek.

"There is a wall in the crib which is the safest place since we can lock the door."

Olivia smiled, taking her hand and leading her up the stairs and into the crib, letting go before closing the door and turning around. "Now, what does my little bombshell have up her sleeve that couldn't wait? Hm?" she asked with a twinkle in her eye.

"What I have in mind," Alex said as she slammed the door behind her and pinned Olivia against the wall, "is to have my way with you and you to have your way with me."

She smirked, before pursing her lips. "Have I ever told you I love when you take control?" she asked. "Oh and just how do you plan on having your way with me?"

"I was thinking," Alex said as she un-tucked Olivia's shirt and began to unbutton it gently dragging her nails across her abs as she made her way to the next button, "of letting it be a surprise."

She smiled. "I like that idea. I'm always up for your surprises. Please continue."

Alex smile was almost predatory like as she removed Olivia's shirt. There was no mistaking the darkening of Alex's eyes when she focused her look on Olivia's breasts that were encased by a black lacy bra.

"Have I ever told you how much I love your breasts?" Alex husked out as she massaged them through the thin fabric. "I love how sensitive they are and how they respond to my touch. How your whole body responds to my touch."

She smiled, a moan caught in her throat, as Alex continued, but she didn't want to fight anything Alex had planned tonight. "Maybe I wore it just for you. What do you think?"

"Were you thinking you might get lucky tonight?" Alex asked as she removed the bra.

She shrugged. "Possibly. We haven't seen much of each other in a while. Had a feeling you might come prowling," she breathed the last two words into her ear. "Was I wrong?"

Alex shivered, feeling Olivia's breath on her ear. The things that woman could do to her with simple words. "Maybe," she whispered as she bent down taking a nipple in her mouth sucking gently.

Olivia moaned, freezing under her lips, loving the feel of her lips on that spot, knowing even if she wanted to fight, she couldn't. "Alex," she husked out, "you have me any way you want. I'm yours."

Hearing those words, knowing the full truth that was spoken, broke Alex. She released the bud with a loud pop before moving to the next one taking it more forcefully this time. Wanting and needing all that Olivia had, she quickly reached down and unbuckled the belt trying desperately to get her pants unbuttoned but failing miserably.

Looking down, Olivia calmly placed Alex's hands on her breasts as she slid her pants and boxers to the floor before stepping out of them and kicking them to the side, moaning under the force of Alex's affectionate assault. "..Alex...more."

Alex, who always acted as if she was going to deny Olivia whatever she asked for, even though they both knew that wasn't happening, could not deny her this. Not that she ever did anyways. She roughly grabbed both of Olivia's breasts in her hands rubbing her thumb over them biting at Olivia's pulse point. The gasps of air she heard coming from Olivia along with the moaning she heard gave her all the encouragement she needed. She began moving down Olivia's body biting her then soothing the ache over with her tongue. She knew that Olivia would have marks all over her body and that thought alone threw her desire for the woman up at least another ten notches.

Feeling the marks, soothed by her tongue, Olivia's moans got louder as her body arched into her. Her legs widened in stance as she felt Alex reach the spot between, but pulled her back up. "Oh no...you don't! Not looking...like that!" she moaned out, popping buttons off left and right from Alex's blouse and discarding her bra before her hands wrapped around her back, moving down to squeeze her tight butt, hearing her moan. She smiled at the look of surprise on her face as she pulled her hands away. "Now..."

Alex groaned knowing the assault that would occur on her once she was done. She was half tempted to forgo Olivia's pleasure to lay down on the bed and order Olivia to take her. Instead though, she quickly guided her hand back toward the junction that lead to heaven as she liked to call it. Quickly she inserted two fingers all the way in stopping to allow Olivia to adjust to the sudden intrusion.

She inhaled sharply, adjusting to the intrusion and gripping Alex's shoulders, her breathing uneven. She smirked. "And I was thinking you were going to go a harder route, but..." Physically, even though she loved the feel of Alex's fingers inside, she needed something more to fill the space. She bit her lip, looking away a bit, but when Alex's fingers began to thrust to and from her core, she couldn't keep the moans from escaping, or her chest from rising rapidly. Soon, she guided Alex's head back to its previous position, hoping it would work, but knowing it wouldn't.

"What's wrong, baby?" Alex asked as she pulled from Olivia making her look at her as she inserted a third finger and began thrusting, harder flattening her palm so she could hit her clit with each thrust.

She shook her head. "Well, nothing I guess, but I just thought you might've had something else with you," she said, groaning as she felt the third fingers working. "Damn it!" She saw the concerned look in Alex's eyes, like she might've let her down and instantly, Olivia wrapped her arms around her neck. "You could never dissatisfy me, trust me. I just...thought you might've brought something from our bag of tricks, but, even if that isn't the case, I'll just enjoy you," she said, dropping her arms as she kissed a line down her chest. "I love you."

"Are you talking about this?" Alex whispered into her ear as she pulled Olivia's favorite toy from her pocket loving how Olivia's eyes darkened even more when she saw it.

She swallowed multiple times, her mouth gaping. "Will you...I really want to be turned around and taken against the wall. Please Alex? It's what I really want, but you need a riding crop to do it right. Please, please..." she begged.

"I have that," Alex whispered against Olivia's ear thrusting one last hard time. "I felt like harassing and teasing you some. I know it's been a rough week and what you need."

Olivia gasped, feeling light juices running from her, but not nearly what usually happened. She kissed her softly on the lips, resting her head over her heart a moment, wrapping her arms around Alex's back. "Thank you. This week is...it sucks. I can't go home to be with you where I really want to be. You know I do."

Alex leaned in and kissed Olivia slowly and completely. She pulled back and looked deep into Olivia's eyes looking for any sign of hesitation even though she knew there wouldn't be any but still wanting to give her the chance to back out. The look in her eyes told her that not only did she want it, but desperately needed it. Without hesitating, Alex spun Olivia around and forced her against the wall. Smirking when Olivia leaned forward and widened her stance for her giving her the room she needed to thrust in fast, deep and hard.

She gasped. "Oh! Alex..." She un-fisted her palms, laying her hands flat for leverage as she felt Alex thrust into her in one quick movement. The movement was so fluid it felt natural and she groaned as their hips pressed against one another, her body bucking into her, aching for that release. But she knew Alex would stay steady for a bit. Olivia moaned as she felt Alex's hands trail her sides, planting kisses along her shoulders and upper back. "Please Alex!"

After a week-long dry spell, and ample teasing which she enjoyed, Olivia didn't want any coddling. She needed this before her mind turned to cement, needed to feel Alex there again and again, loving her in only a way she could. She trusted the blonde ADA above all others and knew she would never hurt her.

Alex growled hearing Olivia beg. There was nothing she loved more than that point where she got the ever strong hard headed Olivia to beg and plead for release. Alex grabbed Olivia's hips and began to thrust even hard and as deep as she could almost to the point that it was causing her pain. Trying to give Olivia everything she needed to get the release she craved.

Olivia adjusted her hips, resting her head on one arm as her other laid over Alex's hand on her hip. Her breathing was shallow, labored as she felt Alex pick up her pace. She clutched her hand tightly, feeling the beginning of her much needed release drip between her thighs. The more Alex thrust up into her, the closer she got. She could feel her body teetering on the edge until... "Aleeeeex!" she screamed out, feeling her inner walls clench around the toy before she pulled away. Slowly, the detective turned to face her. "W-wait, baby do-don't stop yet. Please more? On the bed?"

Alex pulled Olivia to her and guided her to the bed as she kissed her. Once at the bed, she broke their contact long enough for Olivia to lay on the bed and get comfortable before positioning herself between her legs.

"I will give you as much as you can take, but this time I will make love to you," Alex whispered as she began to slowly kiss her way down Olivia's body.

Olivia nodded, pulling her back up to kiss her. "Yes please. I want you to go slow, make love to me. I love you."

Make love to her Alex did. So slow and tenderly that it brought tears to both their eyes. The gentleness that Alex used when she entered Olivia was the exact opposite of what had occurred earlier. She took her time savoring the feeling that overcame her as she pushed further and deeper into Olivia 'til she was fully seated in her. It took all she had not to come on the spot when Olivia arched into her taking her fully and wrapping her legs around her back.

"I love you too," Alex whispered as she leaned down and kissed Olivia as she began a slow and tortuous pace.

Olivia ran her hands through Alex's hair. "Please, pretty please? Just start slow and gradually build it up. Try to come with me this time, but don't feel like you have to."

Alex nodded as she began to slowly move within Olivia. Even though she knew it wasn't possible she swore she would feel Olivia's walls tightening around her as if the strap on was actually her. She could feel the tightening in Olivia's legs and knew that it wouldn't be long before she was over the edge again.

Olivia smiled. "Please, faster!" She looked into Alex's eyes, noticing she was close to tears, her teeth gritted. She ran a hand along Alex's cheek. "Baby, wh-what's wrong? Y-you l-look uncomfortable."

"Not uncomfortable," Alex groaned out as she moved faster and harder, "just close so close."

Olivia nodded. "Please, baby, please I want you to come with me," she moaned, her hips rocking on the toy, thrusting back into her harder.

"I love you," Alex whispered as she captured Olivia's lips with hers. Her thrusts were becoming more urgent and irregular. She knew there was no way she would be able to hold on much longer.

"I love you too," she said, holding her hands a moment fore placing them on her hips. "Here, sweetheart, let me," she said, thrusting back into her harder and harder. "It's okay. I want you with me...forever."

Alex thrust harder and faster into Olivia loving the sounds that were coming from her beautiful girlfriend. No one had been able to get her the way Olivia had since the first day they met. She knew without a doubt no one ever would.

Olivia's mind was almost blank as she focused on Alex's fast, hard, rhythmic thrusts, each taking her higher than the last. "A-A-Alex, I ca-can't hang on, p-please," she panted out, her hips thrusting painfully. She closed her eyes, breaking their eye contact, and bit her lip, knowing she wouldn't have the strength to hold back to wait for her much longer.

Alex felt Olivia cresting over the edge and let herself fall. She let a scream escape her mouth before burying her head in Olivia's shoulder to muffle the sound. It was seconds later that she felt Olivia's body let go as well. If she wasn't already in heaven she would say she had died and gone there.

Olivia wrapped her arms around her. "I love you," she said, rolling Alex onto her side as she slowly, pulled her away. She heard a whimper of protest. "I'm not leaving yet, baby. Shh. Relax," she said, sliding the strap-on off of her and placing it by their clothes before walking back over and sitting on top of the blonde's stomach. "Now, can you breathe again? I'm not quite done with you, but I want you to be able to breathe. If I need to move, just say so."

"You're perfect," Alex whispered as she reached up and cupped Olivia's face.

She smiled, holding her hand there a moment before moving to the side to blaze a trail of kisses from her mouth, down her neck, between her breasts and down her stomach until she reached the spot between her legs. She looked up and smiled again as she positioned herself between Alex's spread legs. "Yes? No?"

Alex smiled as she spread her legs wider, giving her an unspoken consent.

Olivia smiled wider, grabbing Alex's hand and placing it on the back of her head. It was one of her favorite touches when she preformed this. The feel of Alex's fingers threading through her hair was a sign of how fast or slow to go. A hard tug meant faster while a soft run through meant lighter. It made her feel that much closer to her girlfriend. She leaned her head down to the desired spot, eagerly cleaning up the juices between her thighs before starting. She would prefer it if Alex wasn't sticky when she began. But with each long lap of her tongue, her ADA moaned or whimpered, aching for her mouth in a different place.

Alex arched into Olivia's gentle caresses with her tongue. She loved when Olivia would do this. What she loved most was that from the outside looking in, it looked as if Olivia was in total control, but in truth, it was her. She decided how fast or slow Olivia went. This was for her pleasure just as much if not more so for Olivia.

Slowly, Olivia licked her way, sucking on her outer, engorged lips, nipping at the other every other second. Then her tongue grazed her clit, eliciting a loud moan from her as well as a thrust from her hips, Gently Olivia's hand rested on her lower stomach. She would wait for Alex to give the okay before taking it any further. She was in control, not Olivia, but Olivia did love this position. Her eyes flitted up, catching Alex's which were glazed over in love for her. From this position, she could easily see the rise and fall of her stomach, watch as her breathing became more erratic, spurring her on.

Alex gave a gentle tug to Olivia letting her know to go easy and slow at first. She loved the build up that Olivia gave her. The only better than the buildup was the orgasm itself.

Gently, she licked at her engorged clit, sucking on it a bit before she kissed the spot, then resumed lapping at it, moaning lightly.

Alex groaned as Olivia licked her. God, she loved the feel of her tongue on her. She gently tugged harder, letting her know she was ready for more, slightly rougher.

Olivia's tongue encased her lit, pulling at it gently before resuming to lap at it. She would tug it gently, then lap at it. She was being very careful not to bite and send her over the edge. "Alex," she purred as she kissed the wet heat entirely, knowing it vibrated into her core.

Alex pulled even tighter against Olivia's head. As much as she wanted this to last forever she knew she was close. "Please baby," she whispered.

Olivia smiled, her tongue finally venturing into her sweet depths, moaning as she swirled it around inside before pulling back out and in again, repeating the action several times.

Alex groaned at the invasion pulling her tight against her. It was as if she couldn't get her deep enough or enough contact. Not that that was different from any other day. "Baby, I can't hold on," she groaned as she ground her hips into Olivia.

Olivia pulled away, sucking on her clit, as two fingers made their way inside the growing wetness, thrusting in and out fast as she took her hand off of her stomach. She moaned into her. But, knowing Alex wanted only her lips now, she pulled her fingers out, replacing her tongue and pulling Alex as close as she could, swirling around inside, moaning at her warmth and taste as her fingers rubbed her clit lightly.

"OH GOD BABY!" Alex screamed as she bucked against Olivia.

Olivia held her hips lightly as she continued her ministrations faster, knowing if she wasn't there, she was seconds away, pinching her clit.

Alex's body froze in mid air and the scream seemed to be stuck in her throat. Her heart was pounding so loud in her ears that she couldn't hear anything. The room seemed to fade away and the only things there were just her and Olivia.

Olivia pulled away, rocking her knuckles against her, dripping wetness, feeling her tremble before her hands held Alex's hips. "Alex? Alex...hey..." she said gently. Carefully, she laid her back on the bed and crawled up to lay next to her, wrapping her arms around her and pulling her close. "Baby, come on, come back to me," she whispered, stroking her hair.

"All yours detective. Always will be," Alex choked out as she snuggled into Olivia's arms. God, how she loved this woman. No one had ever been able to get to her like this one had.

Olivia pulled the blankets over both of them, sighing heavily. "I'm yours. God, I never want this to end... but..."

"You must protect the city," Alex whispered as she kissed Olivia's cheek. "That's why I love you. You give so much of yourself and never ask for anything in return. So giving."

Olivia smiled. "I'm so glad you're back and back to stay," she said, kissing her, "but that's not what I was talking about. I mean I still have paperwork to write up."

"The unseen requirement of being a hero," Alex said jokingly. "I know you do, but give me five more minutes in your arms. We have no clue when you will be able to make it home."

Olivia smiled, holding her close and rubbing her bare back. "Hey, I do have one thing to ask you..."

"Mmhmm," Alex said as she snuggled even closer into Olivia.

"..Someday, can we...make this forever?"

Alex pulled back eyes wide "Can you repeat that statement?"

She cleared her throat. "Someday, will you marry me?"

"You mean to tell me the ever unattainable Detective Benson wants to settle down?" Alex asked in a teasing tone.

She smiled. "Whoever said I was unattainable? Maybe I was just waiting for the right person."

"Honey, please, everyone who has ever met you knows your married to your job," Alex said placing a finger on Olivia's lips to stop what she was about to say. "I don't care. I know and understand the importance of your job. As for marrying you, honey, I'm free tomorrow at lunch and I'm sure Liz will perform the ceremony."

Her mouth gaped in shock. "I...I...it doesn't have to be now, but...if you want to..."

"Honey, relax. When you're ready, I'm ready," Alex said as she kissed Olivia letting her know she would wait however long she needed to.

She sighed, the idea of tomorrow sending her heart racing. "You know, you think she would do it tomorrow? I mean, we're not getting younger by day, but... Listen, I didn't ask with to imply tomorrow, but I want you tonight, tomorrow and forever. It's just after Elliot left I...I realize things that I thought would last until the end may not. An-and yeah you're back and we're together, but... I...it's hard to explain."

"Tomorrow is never promised. I learned that years ago with Zapata. You don't have to explain and in your career forever isn't a guarantee. When you are ready, honey, let me know. We can make it as big as you want it or as small. Hell, if you want Liz to perform the ceremony over coffee and sandwiches at the deli, I don't care. I know, without a doubt, I want to be with you for the rest of my life. As long as you feel the same that's all I need honey. Do you understand?"

She nodded, laughing. "Over a coffee and sandwiches at the deli? Gee, that sounds so special," she said, dripping with sarcasm.

"Look at me," Alex said making sure she had Olivia's undivided attention, "the deli, the station, her chambers, our apartment, hell Time Squares, I DON'T CARE! I just want you from here to eternity. I don't need anything fancy or outrages. I just need you. Nothing more and nothing less."

Olivia leaned in, kissing her deeply. "Will you marry me, Alex Cabot?"

"Yes," Alex whispered against Olivia's lips.

Olivia rested her head in Alex's neck. "I love you. Then, now, for the rest of eternity."

"Ditto," Alex choked out full of emotions as she ran her hands along Olivia's body silently thanking God for a second chance with this wonderful woman that she had the honor of calling hers.

Author's Note: What do you think? This will be a two-shot story!

Yes, Just Out of Reach will be updated soon, hopefully sometime this week.

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Liv-x-Lex4Ever & livsgirl