The Ladies' Reflections.

Summary: The ladies of SAMCRO (past and Present), reflect on the men of SAMCRO.

A/N I do not own any of the characters of Sons of Anarchy


GEMMA'S POV

CLAY: My husband, a good man although there are many who would disagree with me. All they see is the Badass biker who struts around Charming, leading the other badass bikers that some like to love while others hate. They don't see the real Clay, not like I do. Don't get me wrong, Clay is a hard man he has to be to lead the club in the way he does, so people thinks that he has no feelings that would make him, in thier eyes a decent man. I do though, I see the pain and guilt he feels whenever a club member is hurt or killed or when a member of that mans' family is hurt because of something the club or someone against the club has done. When Donna, Opies first wife was killed, he went through so many feelings of guilt and shame because it was his order that had got her accidently killed, the bullet had been meant for Opie. Then the anger when he realized that Stahl had lied about Opie, which had made him put out a kill order on him.

There is a good side to Clay, when he is playing with Abel and Thomas our grandsons, anyone who didn't know us or about the club would see nothing more than a doting grandfather, just as I do. He loves those boys, he would do anything for them. I know he has problems with my son Jackson who is father to Abel and Thomas but Clay does love him as well, although he doesn't show it as much as he does with the two babies.

JACKSON: My baby. He hates it when I call him that, I know he's a grown man in his thirties now with two young children of his own but he is still my baby and always will be, no matter how old he gets. Mind you like his father before him he is a man whore, it's lucky for him that his old lady Tara does not know the half of what he gets up to, she'd kill him. Mind you since coming out of Jail after the 14 month stretch that he and some of the others did, he seems to have calmed down more and is being more loyal to Tara but as I've already said he is like his father, John Teller and like his father, can't keep his pants on. He too sensetive also for this kind of life , he has to be harder like his stpefather Clay. Mind you when he was a little boy I did wonder for a little while if he was Clays', I had slept with Clay at the same time as John, although no one knew about it. However thankfully the older Jax became the more like John he grew in looks.

TIG: The faithful guard dog! I know that regardless what happens in life that Tig will protect Clay to the end, giving up his own life if he has to. There is much that can be said about Tig but one thing I know for sure is his absolute undying loyalty to Clay and me. He is a bit of a psychopath but he is what this club needs for a good SAA, someone who will do what is ever necessary to keep everyone in line. His taste in women leaves a lot to be desired though, he has a thing for latino women but most of the times as long as it has tits and two sets of lips he happy with that. Heck they don't even need to be living, Clay told me how he got turned on by a corpse in the hospital morgue one time. He is seriously sick in the head.

PINEY: The other founding member of the club alongside my first husband John Teller. Piney and John had been friends for years even before they had both gone off and served in Vietnam, not in the same unit but they were both over there at about the same time. He is a good man, strong even now and like all the original members, well except for one, absolutely loyal to the club. His downside though is he is a drunk and can get violent with it, one of the reasons why his wife, Mary left him. That and the fact like ,most guys he thinks with what's between his legs rather than his brain inside his head.

OPIE: My third son. He was so much a part of my family, growing up with Jackson and Thomas and when Thomas died he was as devastated as Jax at losing Thomas. He is what called a gentle giant, although don't let his quietness fool you,if you attack the club or his family he will hunt you down. Won't matter where you go, he will find you and deal out the necessary punishment. I think he might make a good SAA in time. He absolutely adores his kids and is a brilliant dad, there was a time when after Donna died that he turned his back on his kids, I think seeing them he felt guilty that they were without a mother.

CHIBS: The Scotsman, fiercely independant and likes people to think he does not need anyone but I know that's a lie. To him the club is everything, not just a club but family. When he had to leave his own family back in Belfast it almost destroyed him, his love for his daughter I can understand, it is the same love I have for my son but the undying love he has for that bitch Fiona, I will never understand. Still they say love is blind and in this case it most definetly is.

HAPPY: Silent but deadly, he is like a snake striking his prey down before they even know he is there. There is not a lot I can say about Happy, he is in many ways a mystery to the club, he keeps his private life, private. I know he has a mother of whom he absolutely adores. She brought him up on her own and has done everything she could for him when he was growing up and now she is ill, he is doing everything he can for her. I think when he loses her he will take it hard, that will be a time when SAMCRO will need to keep a close eye on him.

BOBBY: Tough like the other guys when he needs to be but got more of his brains above his shoulders rather than between his legs like some of the other members. Don't get me wrong he chases tail as much as the other guys more so in some cases and has an habit of picking the wrong one. His wife Precious was an absolute bitch and still is, he fell for Luanne which was positively suicidal considering she was married to Otto, even though Otto was in prison and therefore covered by the 'prison clause' but still, Otto would have killed them both when he got out. Bobby is also the only one of the single members who brings food whenever we have a meal, mostly a dessert of some kind which is most welcomed, for a man he is a surprisingly good cook.

JUICE: The retard, for someone so good with technology he is absolutley hopeless with people. Clay thinks he is unreliable and in some ways he is but in other ways he is not. He reliable when it comes to finding out information about people and things that the club needs to know about but when it comes to other things, well he is bloody useless! He has a tendancy of saying things before engaging his brain and I've noticed one of the best ways to wind him up is to make a mess of something, he hates mess and untidiness in a big way. Something to do with him having ADD and OCD, what ever!

KOZIC: Really stepped up and helped to run the club after Clay, Jax and half the club went to prson on gun running charges. A lot smarter than most people think, it was his idea when we were trying to get Tara back to from Salazar for Alverez to play dead. He also made sure that nothing happened to any of us when the boys were in Stockton and helped with other business. I don't know what this problem is between him and Tig but it better not hinder club business or make him leave to join another charter, he is needed here too much.

PROSPECTS: Not a great bunch this time, not a brilliant bunch either. The only one I can see as making it, is Filthy Phil not sure if I ever want to know why he has that nickname.


A/N. Well thats the first chapter, there others wont be as long as only Gemma will be talking about all the men, the others will be talking about thoes they know the best, excpet for maybe the next chapter which will be Tara.