Disclaimer: If I was J.K. Rowling, I would probably own a laptop. Not this seven year old outdated really slow computer. And I would probably not be writing this right now. I would be on a cruise or something awesome like that. So obviously I'm not J.K. Rowling. Duh. You people could have figured that out...
Don't Stand a Chance
When I see her, my eyes light up.
When I hear her beautiful voice, my heart softens.
Hm. That's poetic.
Not.
Maybe someday she'll give me a chance.
Maybe.
I doubt it, though.
I know I don't stand a chance with her.
The most lovely, gorgeous, stunning woman on earth.
Sigh.
I've really messed up my chances with her.
She thinks I'm a prat.
I think I'm in love.
Wow. I've never been in love before.
It feels...
Wonderful.
Magnificent.
Superb.
Amazing.
Fantastic.
I love her.
I love her.
I love her.
But she doesn't love me.
God, I'm an idiot.
Why the hell was I so rude to her?
Why was I such a stuck up, egotistical, jerk?
Why? Why!! WHY??
Stupid James, stupid, stupid...
Oh look, she's coming over here!
Probably to ask me why I'm banging my head on the wall...
Must...restrain...hand...from...ruffling...hair...
She's about to say something.
Play it cool, James, play it cool...
What?! She's considering going out with me?!
WOOT!!
I can't help the eager hopefulness that jumps into my eyes.
Damn. I must look like a freaky little kid in a candy shop.
Shit, now she's going to get creeped out by me and say no...
But she seems to think it's cute.
Phew, saved.
She blushes.
Lily Evens blushing?!
Did I make her do that?
I restrain from smirking.
She crosses her arms and frowns adorably.
She says that just because she's thinking about it doesn't mean she's saying yes.
And she walks away.
But she's still beautiful.
And smart.
And lovely in all other aspects.
God, I love her.
Maybe I do stand a chance after all.
A/N: So, inside James' head. Fun fun. I love James/Lily fics, they're so adorable. Anyways, reviews would be appreciated.