Hope you guys enjoy my first shot at a fan fiction!

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eli pov:

today is April 22, 2012. 3 years ago i lost the love of my life in a car accidint, that was my fault, or at least thats what i believed. i also believed she was the love of my life, that is until i met Clare Edwards. Clare. How do i even begin to explain her. She's sweet, passionate, she gets caught up in her thoughts all the time. i cant help myself from adoring her..

anyways to get backk to the story. for the most part i had gotten over the pain and rage that i had because of julias death, but still every April 22 it hit me like a rock. all of a sudden, and only on this day. i never tell clare about this, but on the anniversery of her death, i always drive up to the spot where it happened, and talk as if im talking to her. as if shes still with me, but no longer as a lover. but as a dear friend. i tell her about the things in my life like we used to. sometimes i confess things to her that i wouldn't dare tell anyone else. talking to her feels like a safe haven.

this year i talked to julia mostly about clare. i told her about the nights we've been spending together. i mean, clare and i have spent night together, but we've never actually been "together" together before, well until recently..now, the chain that hangs from my neck not only holds a guitar pick, but it also holds a ring. the same ring that had adorn my precious Clare's finger for a matter of years. the same ring that symbolized her virginity. i wanted to share this with julia to make sure that she knows that even thhough she is gone, i can still be happy and find a knew love.

after visiting julia, i drove home happy. refreshed even. shareing my feeliings with her made me even more sure that Clare was the one for me.

"thanks" i wispered to myself, hopeing julia would hear it whereever she was.

i returned home, but there was an off feeling to my surroundings. Bullfrog greeted me at the door, " there's somethin' we gotta talk 'bout son" he said to me

i feared something happened to CeCe. i pushed my way into the living room, only to find something that scared me worse.

i heard a familiar voice quietly say " hey eli" as she stood up slowly from her position on the couch.

i whispered to myself "julia" as my eyes started brimming with tears.

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Hope you guys liked it! I know its probly horrible, but hey, I gave it a shot, right? Thanks everybody.. I will update in a few days, depending on how well you guys like it. If you guys do, then I will make this a long story, but if you don't, I will try to sum it u in a chapter or two. Anyways, im having trouble thinking of a nname for Julia's little sis ( if you didn't read the summary, that's whos in his living room) so if you have any ideas about her name or anything in general, please don't hold back in the reviews.

Please review and thanks for reading!

-alicia