The death of Quatre makes Trowa questions how could his angel love someone so imperfect
Reposted this story again. I removed it to take out the song lyrics. This story was rushed. I did it in my morning class for my friend since she was having eye surgery very soon. Trowa and Quatre is one of her favorite pairings.
Dedicated to my friend, Xin.
Thanks to Berfull Hunter (Read her fanfics. They are great.) and another friend who helped me when I was rushing to complete this.
I don't own GW...for some reason, I am not allowed to own it.
It
was a beautiful Monday morning. The birds were singing and the sun
was
shining, but there was a feeling of gloom taking over a small
group of
people. These people were attending a funeral. The
funeral was for a person
who touched the hearts of many and
desired nothing, but friendship in
return. The funeral was for
Quatre Raberba Winner.
During
this beautiful, but mournful service, one person walked up to
the
podium. This person, Trowa Barton, showed no emotion. The
world knew
nothing of his sadness. When he began his eulogy,
everyone started to
understand the depth of his sadness was deeper
than anyone could ever see.
Remaining
emotionless, Trowa faced his most terrifying moment. By giving
this
eulogy, he is finally admitting Quatre is never going to return.
"It
was amazing how Quatre and I were together. At times, I believed I
was
dreaming. Sometimes, I still do. For someone like me, it
should not be
possible to have an angel to love me."
"I
cannot explain it. I may still be quiet and virtually emotionless,
but
there is something that changed. Something he changed. I
wanted to be able
to see what Quatre saw. I wanted to know why
Quatre loved me."
"I
will never understand why he loved me. He knew I did not want to be
with
anyone else. He knew I loved him, but I never showed it to
him. The doctors
said everything was going to be fine. The doctors
did not was how
badly the cancer had gotten. The night he died was
the night I was going to
propose to him. I wanted him to know I
was not going to leave his side. I
wanted to him to look forward
to having a wonderful life with me. I wanted
to show him the love
he deserved."
As
Trowa continued to the eulogy, his surroundings started to melt away
and
a gorgeous, heavenly light appeared in front of him. Within
the light, an
angelic person appeared with an affectionate smile
for Trowa.
"Quatre..." murmured a stunned Trowa as he reached for his angel's face.
Mesmerized
by Quatre's gentle smile, Trowa allowed a single tear descend to
the
ground. Forgetting he was in the middle of giving a eulogy,
Trowa
started to express the rest of his feelings to his beautiful
angel, Quatre.
"You
told me you could not imagine life without me. You even told me I
was
one of a kind. I will never understand why you cared me. You
knew I loved
you, but I never showed it. I wished you knew how
much I cared for you, how
much I wanted to be with you, and how
much I love you. I could not do it...I
did not know how to show
you the same love type of love I received. Why did you choose me?"
"You
gave me everything. I gave you nothing. I am sorry. I am so
sorry...for
being like I am."
As
the walls restraining Trowa's emotions crumbled, his angel faded
away
and everything returned to normal. Trowa kneeled to the
ground and released
all the tears he held back ever since Quatre
died. Heero, Duo, and Wufei
rushed to their friend and tried to
comfort him. But their efforts were in
vain. Only one person could
have brought Trowa comfort in his time of need.
Only one person
could have given the reassuring words, "Everything will be
ok."
That one person was Quatre Raberba Winner.
Many thanks to everyone who read this. I hope everyone enjoyed this. Once more, for some unknown reason if you like this one, check out my other 3x4 fanfics. (I recommend "Tragic Escape from Pain and Suffering". I think it is the best 3x4 I have done). Or just check out anyone of the other ones as well.