AN: this is non-canon, not relating to the show or my own work, although this Is based off of events that have happened in my own personal life
Dedicated to my beloved, Megan Jansen, 1999-2014
I don't own Phineas and Ferb!
As Phineas lay on his bed in his dimly lit bedroom, texting his girlfriend, Isabella, he was thinking:
"i should let Isabella know that i'm having a friend over! She'll be excited for me, i'm sure!
Just so you know, i'm having a friend over, and she doesn't know about "us", if you catch my drift. Also, I also still have a little crush on her."
Then i'll just leave...forever...
Goodbye...
Phineas had a worrying feeling that this suicide attempt would work...
20 minutes later..
She did it...she gave up her life...
What? I FEEL LIKE A HORRIBLE PERSON...
As tears stung his eyes, he couldn't keep them from falling. He sat there, sobbing quietly, thinking:
"what did I do? I never meant for this to happen! Sure, she was depressed, but I never thought...
that's it. I never thought. I wasn't thinking. Why did I do that..."
Over 3 months passed since her death, and Phineas has been diagnosed with PTSD, Post traumatic Stress Disorder...
This was something that actually happened to me, and yes, I really do have PTSD. If you or someone you love has PTSD, depression, or suicidal thoughts, SEEK HELP!
For anyone with depression, or any suicidal thoughts, THINGS WILL GET BETTER! I promise! You may not see it now, but things will get better!