Originally, this was my second GGX fanfic, "Walk Away", but I had to take it down because of one of the new rules. I have been so busy that I haven't gotten around to reposting this until now. I had to edit some of the parts as well. Changed the title as well. It is Zato and Millia fanfic. Well, it is what Millia's thinking toward Zato. If you end up like this one, read Millia's Grief or Zato's Thoughts.
I don't own any of the GG/GGX/GGX2 characters, but if I could I would own Sol or Ky. What the hell, I would own both.
Zato...
I wanted to protect you…
I was so innocent, but you knew that didn't you, Zato? You trick me, but I quickly learned your ways. For an instant, you saw an opening and you went after it. I was your target and you took full advantage of me.
To help your dreams come true…
Sometimes, I think about you and it devastates me. I'm always thinking about the night we made love. Do you know why I keep thinking about it? I'll tell you why... because for a moment I thought you loved me. How could I be such a fool to believe such a thing? A part of my soul still clinches on to that thought, but I will not believe that is part of the reason why I keep chasing after you.
To be needed…
But I understand now it was just a game to you. I was too naïve to fully understand you. Because of you, I'm a stronger person, but you still have an overwhelming effect on me. You feel some sort of passion mixed in with your hate for me. I feel it every time we battle, but I will never be free from you until you are freed from yourself.
My Zato…
Because of you, my mind and heart are in constant conflict. I have to stop (help) you. But if I do, will my suffering truly end or will it begin?
Ending your life severs my existence in this world…
There are times that I do forget about you. But when I do, you show up, forcing me to lose my short bouts of salvation. I want to be rid of you...I want this over.
My 'Zato' is dead…
It's so sad that you affected me like this. Our fates are intertwined. My suffering begins and ends with you. You're right here in front of me, but I'm not leaving. We must settle this for your future and mines.