Hello! This is my first TT story, I haven't written for Teen Titans before. If you don't like it, don't read it, but if you read it and you like it, please REVIEW! I need your comments to know if the story is good or bad, so I would improve my writings skills!

This is a very complicated story. Main character, Raven, and please don't flame me for killing BB!

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A Dark rainy night. Very dark and rainy Saturday night. The heavy clouds hanging from the sky cried for everything that happened this last day.

Raven was in her room, alone again. She wanted to meditate, to focus on her relaxing thoughts, but she couldn't. She couldn't meditate; she was crying. She wasn't able to stop, she wasn't even willing to. As much as she tried. No matter how hard she tried to stop crying and start meditating, she couldn't.

All the others were together in Beastboy's room. The three left ones. They told her to go join them, but she didn't want to. And she stayed in her room. She kept her tears hardly, but when she run into her room, she immediately run to her bed, closed her curtains and let them drop. The tears went down on her face, starting their journey from the corner of her beautiful blue eyes. These blue eyes sparkling in the darkness; gliding from her diamond teardrops. And all these for what?

This day was the worst the Titans have ever faced. Slade came back again, and the Titans have been beaten. Raven, Starfire and Robin were injured, Cyborg nearly lost all his computer circuits and Beastboy…He was willing to protect her from everyone once again, and…When Slade focused and targeted Raven, Beastboy transformed and became an eagle. He flied and stood in front of her, and Slade's shot hit him instead of his precious Rae. He accepted all the flaming attacks that Slade kept sending against Raven, in order to protect her. Raven was already tired and unable to activate her shield, so Beastboy became her shield. And he paid this decision with his life.

Slade was suddenly gone, and when the smoke vanished, Starfire, Cyborg and Robin saw an unbelievable thing. Beastboy lied in Raven's hands; her magic wasn't enough to save him and…He lifted his head as much as he could, placed a kiss on Raven's forehead and his last words were "Be a brave girl, Rae…"

Raven took him in her arms, his all over wounded body curled in her protective embrace. She didn't want to believe he was gone, she kept thinking that her eyes were tricking her. But unfortunately it was true. Beastboy gave his life to protect her. He saved her but he died. They took him from her as she closed herself in her black circled shield and she flew straight to the Titan's Tower. She immediately went in her room and locked the door behind her. Even though her friends called out her name and pleaded her to go with them, Raven just sat silent, letting her tears run free.

Once she remembered what the day brought, she burst into tears again. Just two days ago, Beastboy and she had their first date. Raven have at last decided to let her feelings control her, and for just once, she listened to what her heart was saying. Still, Raven could remember the smell of the park they went, the smell of the wet flowers around them, the clear view of the blue sky above; no clouds around….

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Sorry, sorry, sorry, this is so small, but I didn't know how to continue without revealing anything….Chapter two here!