This is my first fan-fic ever so please write reviews for it and tell me what you think about it.
I did what my friend does with thoughts, she does thoughts between these things =...= and actual things said are in quotations marks as usual.
A song fic/Fan fic by Kawaii Sakura-chan
All right reserved from Clamp
Sakura was sitting on her bed with a pad of paper and a pen. She missed her Syaoran-kun so much. More than anything in the world. Nobody could fill the empty space in her heart but him.
"Oh Syaoran," Sakura said, "Why did you leave me?"
Tears streamed down the sides of her face. He had said that he would come back for her. But that had been a year ago. Her best friend Tomoyo-chan had told her that song was always good for the heart and maybe she should try to express her feelings through words. Sakura had agreed this was a good idea. All of them had to do with Syaoran.
With her eyes full of tears, she looked back over her song.
It read:
I need you
I don't need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason,
You're my only truth
[chorus]
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far
[chorus]
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
[chorus]
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you (to fade)
"All these words are so true, I need you Syaoran, just like I need all of those things," Sakura said with tears still coming.
Then Touya opened the door, "Hey squirt it's time for..."
Touya could see his sister was in pain.
"What's wrong Sakura," he asked.
"It's Syaoran," she said.
"The Chinese Gaki?" he asked.
Sakura nodded.
"Oh Sakura, try not to be sad," Touya said, "If he said he would come for you, he will."
"Do you really believe that Onichan?" Sakura asked looking up.
"Yeah," Touya said smiling at her, "Now come downstairs, it's time for dinner."
"Arigato Touya," Sakura said.
"No problem," Touya said.
Sakura went down to bathroom to dry her face while Touya continued downstairs.
"Was Sakura crying again?" asked their father Fugitaka.
"Yes," Touya said, "She just loves him so much."
"Yeah I know," Fugitaka said, "I don't think anyone could ever take his place in her heart."
Touya shook his head.
"Hello Father," said Sakura happily.
"Hello Sakura," said her father, "How was school?"
"It was good, Tomoyo-chan is so funny sometimes," Sakura said.
"Oh what did she do?" Touya asked.
"Oh I threw my baton in the air behind me and then I did a back flip and caught it and she asked if I could do it again so she could get it on tape," Sakura said smiling with sweatdrops.
"Some people never change," Fugitaka said smiling.
"Oh well, I'm glad she happy now, did I tell you that her and Eriol-kun and her are going out now? Eriol came back at the start of the year just to tell her that he loved her, isn't that sweet?" said Sakura trying to hold back her tears and still smile.
"Yeah," said Fugitaka frowning.
"Anyways, now that I've finished eating may I be excused?" asked Sakura.
"Ok Sakura," said Fugitaka.
Sakura ran up stairs.
Fugitaka sighed. Her daughter would never be truly happy till her Syaoran-kun comes back for her.
Upstairs...
Sakura lies on her bed crying.
"Tomoyo-chan is so happy. Why can't I be happy like that?" Sakura said between sobs.
Sakura ends up crying herself to sleep like she does every night.
Meanwhile in China...
Syaoran was standing on his balcony.
"I wonder if she's thinking about me right now," Syaoran said softly.
=Probably not= Syaoran thought, =It's been a year since I've been there, surely she wouldn't be thinking of me now.=
=But why= Syaoran asked himself =did I leave her in the first place and why can't I go back?=
Syaoran went back to bed where a notebook layed on the bed.
=This song I wrote for Sakura as an apology, could I ever sing it to her? Would I have the courage? How could I face her again?= Syaoran thought. He didn't have a clue.
The Song read like this:
Crazy
See, baby I, apologize
For all the things that I've done that I've done
See I've known that I've been a fool for far too long
And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back to me
Please baby, baby I don't know why I didn't stay
If you really love me, please come back to me now
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately (crazy baby)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby (I don't know what to do)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately (crazy, crazy, crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) when I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy (I'm going crazy) when I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy, (I'm going crazy) when can see you again?
(Said I'm going crazy)
(Said I'm going crazy)
I've finally realized, that you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think, and you're all I seem to keep thinking,
To keep thinkin of, yeahhh
And now I know I need you each and every day
I can't live without you, I won't run away
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby (I'm going crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you lately (just to think)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you baby
(I'm goin crazy, I'm going crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) but I can't touch you (I'm going crazy)
Crazy, crazy (crazy, crazy), when I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy, when can I see you again? (when can I see you, When can Isee you can I see you, When can I see you)
If I can see you, if I can see you again
Then I would go, if I could see you again
I'd go craeeae
=Why did I leave her? If she makes me so crazy?= Syaoran asked himself.
Syaoran put the notebook in his drawer and went to bed wondering if he'd ever see her again. Wondering if he could ever face her again.
These thoughts were swirling through his head as he fell fast asleep.
Meanwhile with Sakura...
"Sakura, wake up" said a voice.
"What!!!" said Sakura groggily. She opened her eyes and there was Kero-chan in her face.
"Kero!!!!" screamed Sakura, "I told you not to do that, you scared the heck out of me!!"
"Sorry Sakura but you have to get to school or you're gonna be late...again," said Kero.
Sakura looked at her clock.
"Oh no!" she said, "I only have 30 minutes to get ready if I want to get to school on time."
"You'd better hurry, said Kero.
"Hey watch out Sakura," said Kero as Sakura ran past him to jump in the shower.
Five minutes later Sakura was back she had to quickly got dressed and had to blow dry her hair and that took quite a while. Then she had to style in. Then she ran down stairs.
"Good morning dad," said Sakura joyfully.
"Do you have time for breakfast today?" Her dad asked.
"Sorry dad, I'll grab a muffin and eat it on the way to school," said Sakura.
Sakura quickly put on her rollerblades and grabbed a muffin and was on her way to school.
"Sakura will never change," said Touya.
Sakura had to hurry. Her homeroom teachers didn't appreciate people being late in her class.
=Grade 8 is so much harder than all the other grades= thought Sakura.
Finally Sakura caught up with her best friend Tomoyo. Tomoyo had started to go Fuurinkan Highschool at the start of the year but had decided after a month of being there that is was too much. The noise was unbearable. So she had decided to switch to Tomeoda High where all of her friends were going.
"Hey Sakura-chan!" said Tomoyo cheerfully.
"Hey Tomoyo-chan," said Sakura, "How are you?"
"I'm good, it's nice to see that you'll be on time for school today," said Tomoyo.
"Yeah," said Sakura smiling happily, "How is Eriol-kun?"
"He's good he's gone back to England for while but that's ok," said Tomoyo.
"It must be nice to know he's coming back," said Sakura, looking down to the ground with tears forming in her eyes.
"Oh Sakura, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry," said Tomoyo.
"No it's not your fault Tomoyo," Sakura said, "it's just that I loved Syaoran so much and now I'll probably never see him again. I miss him so much. More than anything else in this world."
"It's ok Sakura, one day your Syaoran will come back to you, one day," said Tomoyo.
"Do you really believe that Tomoyo?" Sakura asked.
"Yes if Syaoran said he will come back then he will. Anyways we had better get to school or we're gonna be late. Take this," said Tomoyo handing Sakura a Kleenex.
"Arigato Tomoyo, you've always been such a good friend," said Sakura.
Then together the two best friends walked to school smiling the whole way.
Meanwhile in Japan...
"Master it is time for school," said Wei.
"Yes Wei," said Syaoran.
It was a bright sunny day. Syaoran still felt bad about leaving Sakura. He walked over to his dresser where Sakura bear was. He held it tight.
=Why did I leave her?= Syaoran asked himself.
He opened the drawer with his notebook in it. He turned the pages back awhile. There was a song he had written for Sakura before he had said he loved her.
It read:
Crazy for this Girl
She was the window down
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
I don't know why but she's changed my life
Chorus:
If you look at her she looks at me
She got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
She carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she'll figured it out
I'm crazy for this girl
I'm crazy for this girl
She was the one to hold me
The night the sky fell down
And what was I thinking away
The world did it end? Why didn't I know?
I know now.
Chorus
Right now, (echo)
Face to face (echo)
All I feel (echo)
Pushed aside
Right now (echo)
I'm ready to spend,
the rest of my life (of my life)
With you.
Chorus (x2)
Sakura was all he had thought about then and all he thought about now.
He had written many songs for Sakura. He had never tried to write anything else. He didn't think he could write anything else anyways.
He had written another song just recently. But he'd go over that when he got home.
In the meanwhile he had to get ready and get to school.
He went and had a shower then he came back and got dressed and then went downstairs for breakfast.
He sat down on his chair and sighed.
=Master, he misses Sakura-sama so much= thought Wei.
"How are you today Master," asked Wei.
"I'm fine Wei. I've got to go soon. I need to go early today for soccer practice. Did I tell you I made first cut?" Syaoran asked.
"No you hadn't sir. Well done," said Wei.
"Anyways, I'm sorry that I can't finish you're delicious breakfast but I really gotta go," said Syaoran.
"That is ok Master. Don't be late for soccer practice," said Wei.
"Thanks Wei and when mom and my sisters wake up tell them I said good morning ok?" said Syaoran.
"Ok I will, bye!" said Wei.
"Bye," said Syaoran.
Syaoran walked swiftly and quickly to school. He loved to play soccer and was hoping that one day he could use it as a career.
Finally Syaoran made it to school.
"Syaoran quickly run and you won't be late," said one of his teammates.
Syaoran ran up to his team mate and said, "Thanks Geoff, I owe you one."
"Hey, that's what friends are for," said Geoff.
"Yeah," said Syaoran, remembering his friends in Japan.
Tomoyo and Sakura. My two best friends.
=Why did I ever leave them?= Syaoran asked himself =Why?=
"Li get out here and show us what you're made of," yelled the coach.
"Yes sir," said Syaoran.
He ran down the field after the ball his friend had the ball, the came up to the goal and he passed to Syaoran. Syaoran ran with the ball and he scored!!!
He had always been a good soccer player. It reminded him of the Time card. It was too bad that everyone would remember him getting hit in the head. He had made that shot a lot of times and it excellent.
"Good job Li," said the coach, "You are our star player."
"Thanks coach," said Syaoran.
"Your welcome, so anyways, I want you guys to do that a few more times and then do 8 labs for me around the field, is that understood?" yelled the coach.
"Yes sir," said all the players.
"Then go," yelled the coach blowing his whistle.
So they did that play a few times putting other people in different positions and they soon had that down pretty good. Then they ran the 8 laps. By the time they were done they were sweating and girls that had come to school a bit earlier had been sitting there watching them. Most of the girls were the boyfriends of the soccer players. Some were just admirers of some of them. So after they were done a lot of them went over to talk to them. But Syaoran, he didn't have a girl in the stands waiting for him so he hit the showers.
=Sakura I wish you were out in those stand cheering me on= thought Syaoran as he took his shower.
After he was done he went to go get changed into his school uniform. He was tired and he had 15 minutes till his classes started. So he went to his locker and got his books and went to outside for a few minutes. It was April and the Cherry Blossoms were in bloom. The school had imported Cherry Blossoms to make the school more presentable. The Cherry Blossoms made Syaoran remember Sakura.
Syaoran whispered in a soft voice, "Oh Sakura how I miss you."
While at the same time Sakura was in class and she had been thinking in her head =Oh Syaoran how I miss you.=
Together without even knowing it, they said together, "Will I ever see you again?"
Author's note: What did you think? The songs that were in the fan fic were as follows: I need you by Leanna Rimes, Crazy by K-Ci and Jojo (I modified it though to make it fit) and Crazy for this girl by Evan and Jaron. Hope you liked it. A second Chapter is on the way soon. Talk to ya later!
Kawaii Sakura-chan