Way Away
Disclaimer: I neither own the song or the game. So please do not sue meh…for I like skittles.
Warnings: Um, this has boy smex and violence and insane Sephiroth in it. So be warned now because I ain't saying it again. So please read and thanks. Well...it's rape...heh...
"And then what Zack?" Pathetic…his attempt to keep me here is futile. I have nothing in this desolate world. No one to comfort or tell me that I am normal. It's all the same bullshit that is babbled out by this fool before me. I have decided mother is the way to go; nothing else can ease this pain. I will shut myself from this world and isolate my feelings. …I wish to be emotionless now. …So nothing can ever hurt me again…
I think I'm breaking out
I'm gunna leave you now
There's nothing for me here
It's all the same
"What about Cloud…?"
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go down hill from here
I'm not afraid
My eyes turn from his annoyingly concerned glare. What can he give me anymore? …I still love him, and that's what I hate. At this point, I know whether I stay or go, I will hurt him anyway. I am not human, and I can't give him what he wants. Everything will most likely demolish. My life, my heart, and soul. However, anything is better than a false life…
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe
"Yes Zack, what about him? You seem to forget you stare at a monster. Someone without a heart." At least…I wish I didn't have one. "So, you see, I will begin my journey and you shall see the wrath of something that is alone and does not believe in love. Nor do I trust in…"
Anything!
As I stand and pass my once called friend, I hear him scream my name, but I no longer care. I will destroy it all…even myself. "You should get out while you can Zack. This building will soon be consumed by flame." And then I continue further up the stair case and into-Oh no. …Not you, not the person who still manages to tug something out of my heart. "Cloud…" No…I must resist 'Yes, you must my darling son. He's an obstacle as well.' I glare coldly at his beautiful face, avoiding the eyes that turn from worry to hurt. "Move."
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here
I'm on my way
Though my name passes his lips, and I am glued to the spot, glare gone. "…Move Cloud, I must begin my journey." He softly questions my statement and I smirk. "To cleanse this planet, of course." And the fear that passes those sky blue depths is suddenly my pleasure, so now I advance on him, new intentions in mind. 'Sephiroth! What are you doing!?' I ignore mother as his voice cuts in again, asking me what's wrong. Ha, nothing now. "Other than the fact that you need a lesson, nothing. Trying to stop me after I've gone this far, isn't ok."
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say
I'm not afraid
He whispers my name once more as I grab his shoulders and force him in to the wall. "Your sweet kind words can no longer save me Cloud. There's nothing I am afraid of now, and soon even your kindness won't be in the way."
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe
"Why are you doing this…?"
Anything!
"Why?" I feel something burn from within. How could he ask me that? "Why do you not understand?"
Letting out the noise inside of me... (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Before he even says a word my hand is at his throat, brushing against the object that I gave him as a birthday present, after we got together. My anger is bursting out of me, and there is nothing that can even hold any of it back. "You were there! You saw what I was! What I really am! Something everyone fears! They all respected me my whole life because I scare them! Do you get that Cloud!? I am a beast! The object of a child's nightmare! I bring out the fear in everything!!"
Every window pane is shattering… (Every window pane is shattering)
Masamune is in my hold before I even notice, and I shatter the window next to us, wrenching the one in my grasp over the opening above the ground below. I'm breathing hard, but I once again become in control of my rage, and calmly stare at the trembling form in my clutch. "In fact, I can bet you that you yourself agreed to be my lover out of fear. Knowing if you didn't say yes, you'd be on your back that very night. Hmm, in both ways I suppose." I laugh, bringing him back in to the small room. "Back then…I would have been hurt…but I never would have laid a finger on your precious form. But now," I through him to the bed following soon after to pin the frail body to the sheets. "But now…now I will you force you to love me in fear."
Cutting out my words before I speak… (Cutting out my words)
I notice now that not once has he struggled my attacks. …Am I…really doing something…I'll… "This is for your cruel mockery of my love for you. Though I…though I still…"
This is how it feels to not believe…
"Forget my words, it's time to make you hate and fear me. To show that you can never trust anyone in your life. I know I don't. It is time for you to follow suit." I tear off his pants and drag him closer to me as I spread his legs apart. Giving him only a cruel smile as I lean down to ravage his neck while I free myself of constricting leather.
Letting out the noise inside of me! (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Finally he begins to resist my assault, grasping my biceps and weakly pushing up on me. But the anger starts to consume my actions once more as I seize his wrist and restrain them permanently to the covers. "If you think a second about pushing me away then consider for a moment as well just who you're doing it to!" That's when I finally penetrate his body. Filling him inside completely. And for a minute the only thing I hear is his cry and the echo of the unbearable pain filled scream he emits. But it only worsens my rage and I know I've finally snapped as I momentarily release his wrist just to clutch his throat once more. "Be silent! You don't know the meaning of pain or suffering! Thinking that you have the right to scream because of this, is incorrect!!"
Every window pane is shattering! (Every window pane is shattering)
That's when I snatch the necklace around his neck, the one I gave to him when I believed in such a foolish thing as love, and cast it out the unbroken window, ignoring the sound of shattering glass as I begin to raid the delicate boy beneath me.
Cutting out my words before I speak! (Cutting out my words)
I pound in to him, enjoying the tears that fall down his cheeks, and the shrill cries that escape his lips as I once more pillage his neck, making blood flow. "I hate you now. I hate everything. I despise it all." I can feel the blood flowing inside him, making it easier to thrust in and out of the tight passage. And his cries no longer sound of pain, but are desperate, blissful, and hurt. I never liked force, but I was also by no means aware of how satisfying it could be to just take another without consent. I've found a new way to fulfill my lust. I'll remember this well, and hopefully so will Cloud. At last I strike something within him and he tightens upon me, whispering my name and climaxing. Growling I shove inside of his constricted body, reaching the pinnacle of pleasure myself, falling on to his soft form, and breathe in deeply. "Why I ever let you get to me is beyond my reasoning. Why I ever…why I still…"
This is how it feels to not believe!
I kiss him, not understanding why myself as I pull away and stand. Quickly, I fix my appearance and go to the door, though briefly wondering why I was never interrupted by either my mother or Zack, but shake it off as I turn a little in the doorframe to get one more look at the person I loved so much previously before. "…This, this is how it feels to not believe…"
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
"Farewell…my once beloved." And I leave him there, a sob following me out as I head to the door that will lead me to my first place of wrath. "Now mother, now we will begin." I will start here and then go as far as the north to indulge my need for destruction. And perhaps…even to show Zack and Cloud something more.
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Yes, I am alone and I never want another by my side again. To hurt or be hurt is no longer an issue. It's time to show the world who's the true and only survivor of that pilgrimage so long ago. "To show them all that having faith in anything is ridiculous. Mercy is not on my list and anyone who crosses my path will die."
Feels to be alone and not believe
I'm finally on the small path that leads in to the town, looking down on the people who hurry to make their last purchases for the night. I smirk and draw out my sword, raising my hand ready to set the town a flame. "So listen up world, it would be smart to run while you can. This monster that has no use for emotions, this sin that will stalk you till you're dead, this thing that does not believe in anything. Will be your match maker." I cast my spell and instantly revel in the sounds of terrified shouting and shrieking. "Say hello…to death."
Anything!
Umm, yeah, that's the end of that demented song fic. Feed back is totally and completely welcome too, so please review. Sorry to show you all my demented mind. Anyway, loves, kuma kisses and have a good un-birthday. On to the next one...