Ginny's Sucidal Thoughts
''Who am I?'' Ginny whispered as she stroked the surface area of the water, watching as the ripples moved as far from her touch as possible.
Ginny used to think of herself as a fun, outgoing, loving girl with a heart ready to be stolen. She had had it stolen but then he had run of with it and smashed it into such small sections that it was unrecognisable, as was she.
''Ironic really isn't it'' Ginny thought to her self she smiles a sad sort of smile just like everything and every one in her life she had managed to repel the water in exactly in the same way she had them. The ones she loved did not know her and now she was even doubting her own love in them she could not feel thehappiness anymore, that she got from being with them.
Instead She was more overwhelmed by the grief and logical pessimistic thoughts of how know matter what she did she would eventually die and rot away into the ground just like he did. ''In the end it doesn't even matter'' she sang to the water. She'd heard him sing that many times before he…she startedcrying softlyat the memory, quickly she moved her sleve to her face and pressed hard against her eyes, to stop them from leaking because if she started she knew she might be tempted to try once again.
She looked down at the faint pink lines stretching across her right wrist, whilst tracing it with her left hands index finger, she closed her eyes and watched the memory play in the back of her mind she remembered the relieve she had felt when she had done it. The happiness she'd felt although she had been told it was wrong to think of it like that she couldn't help smiling softly as she remembered it. Slowly she pulled her sleeve down over her bare wrist and got up still smiling walking towards the borrow humming to her self the tune of ''Happy?''.
A/N: hi! This is quite a dark fic I really like it though. I'm quite pessimistic if you look up the lyrics for 'Happy?-Mudvayne' And 'In the end-Linkin' if You Know the lyrics it makes more sense as to why she's humming it but it doesn't matter to much. Please review it would mean a lot 2 me thank u everybody. This is mean't to be a H/G FIC but can really aply to any ship so...i just put it under ginny