Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto
Summary: Sakura is in denial about her love for Sasuke.
Sasuke-….kun
If he only knew the smiles I fake,
The days I take,
The ways I make,
Myself.
My fairytale ending does not have my prince...where is my prince? My prince, my prince!
Not every fairytale ending will make you Cinderella...
I pave the road,
Pave the road,
To my happiness.
She clings, and she hurts, she hates and she hurts, and it just won't stop. She won't leave me alone, she's stuck to me, she hurts me, she hurts him-it's contagious!
I'm catching her and she won't let me go.
Won't let me breathe.
I'm suffocating,
Can't you see?
I'm happy that you'd die for me.
Time is up,
And down I fall,
My last hope.
Unrequited.
She loves him, my best friend loves him, and everybody loves him! He notices all of their love; he acknowledges it in every way. But doesn't know that it's real. How is it real?
How am I real? My love isn't. I don't love you. Do I? Would I die for you? Would I become strong to save you? You don't need saving. Oh, right, I do. I'm weak, remember?
It's suffocating.
You're choking me,
Do you know that?
Every step you take,
Every word you make,
It kills me.
"You're annoying." I love your compliments, did you know that? I love them. Love them, love them, love them. They're like candy to a young child. The more you give, the harder it is for them to stand on their own.
This is the feeling of unrequited love.
No, it's not like a child's stomach pains from eating too much candy.
It's pain. Pain, pain, pain, pain. Like in your chest. Be happy, I am smart enough to describe everything you make me feel.
I want you dead.
I want you to live.
I want you to see me.
I want you to know me.
I want you to hold me, hug me, kiss me.
Protect me from everything you are.
From them, from you, from me, from us, from everything I hate and love and want and need.
I just want you here.
Right now.
To forget all of them, but me.
Just look at me.
No, don't turn away from me.
Don't you turn away!
I'm not losing you now.
Don't leave me.
Just, don't.
I know you don't care.
I know your selfish.
I know you hate me.
I know it, but,
I just can't hate you.
I want to hate you.
For everything you've done Sasuke-kun.
I just hate you, I just want you, need you, I want your friendship, I want your love.
Just look at me.
Look at me now.
Don't turn away.
No, don't leave.
Don't run away to somewhere you don't need to be.
Don't glance at me.
Stare at me.
"You moron! Look up at my eyes, not my chest! You almost ran in to me and all you can say is 'Whoa!'"
I don't mind.
I fake these smiles for you.
I sound like Ino.
Pining for you, for you to notice me.
Following after you when you practice with Shika and Chouji and Naruto and Kiba and Shino and Neji and Lee.
I don't do that.
I stand by the sidelines.
With Ten-Ten, with Hinata, with Temari.
I am with them, but I do not feel like so.
Ino loves you, or so she says.
Temari is infatuated with you.
She can't get enough of you.
You've been childhood friends, and all she can think about is how much she wants you.
But I know none of it's real.
Ten-Ten loves your rival, my teammate.
Hinata loves him too. I do not understand those trivial things.
Even though, they feel their love for you is true.
I do not believe that.
I do not want to sound conceited.
That only my love is true.
But that's what I believe.
I always be yours,
Forever more,
Love and adore.
Sakura.