I don't own Digimon Tamers or any of its characters (too bad)

This is a shounen-ai fanfic (which means boy/boy love)

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If you do want to read this story. This is a JenKato (Jenrya/ Takato) fanfic so please enjoy and send me a review what you think of this story so far. (I accept flamers, but that will only hurt my already crumbling ego as it is.)

DragonAvery

Losing someone close

"Jen, wait up."

I looked behind me and saw Takato running towards me.

"What's wrong, Takato?"

"You know perfectly well what's wrong!"

"Nani?"

"Why didn't you tell us that Shuichon is in the hospital?"

I stared at the ground "Look, you all have problems of your own so it doesn't concern you that"

"That Shuichon is in the hospital? I can't believe that you're actually telling me that it doesn't concern me when my best friend's sister is in the hospital!"

"I'm sorry. It's just that..."

"Just what?"

I looked up. "Never mind...I g-gotta go" I turned around and walked towards the main entrance.

"What's gotten into you Jen?" It hurt me deep when he said that but I pretended that I didn't hear him and kept walking.

"Mom, I'm home." I heard faint sobbing coming from the living room as I put my bag down. As I walked inside the living room I saw my mother and father sitting on the couch with tears in their eyes. I knew when I saw the look in their eyes. I ran outside before they had the chance to say something.

I don't remember how long I've been wandering around when I suddenly realised that I was standing close to Guilmon's old hideout. It has been empty since he, Terriermon and Lopmon went with Ruki on a trip. I sat down against the wall and fell asleep with tears in my eyes.

I found myself surrounded by darkness

"Hello" no answer

Suddenly I found myself in the hospital. Across the hall I could see Shuichon lying in her bed. I started to run towards her but I couldn't get any closer. I started to yell.

"Shuichon!" I knew that she was in a coma but it looked like she had heard me, because She shakily reached out her hand for me. I also reached out when her hand began to shake and fell limply beside her body.

"NOOOOOOO!" I tried to run harder but her room started to float away until it disappeared. The only thing still there was an endless beep that wouldn't go away.

"Jen, wake up." I woke with a start. I focused my eyes trying to see who called me. "You allright?"

"I'm fine Takato. Guess I fell asleep huh?"

"You sure? Cause your parents called and they were a little hysterical that you ran off just like that."

"I just needed some time to think, that's all."

Takato sat down beside me. "Jen, I heard from your parents what happened. Are you sure that you're allright?"

I don't know what happened but I started to cry. Takato put his arms around me and started to pat my head while I cried on his shoulder.

"Shh, it's alright."

"No it's not...it's my fault t-that she...is d-dead. Because I b-broke my promise my little sister is dead."

"Stop that" I looked up. "It's not your fault that Shuichon is dead. Nobody saw this coming, you hear? Nobody!"

It was already dark when I finally calmed down a little. Sensing that I was a little bit calmer Takato released me and looked outside. I had no idea how much time had passed since my emotional breakdown. I looked at Takato. He sat beside me patiently. I realised that he was a great support for me. I honestly don't know what would've happened if he wasn't there. I turned my head and looked outside at the dark night sky which was faintly illuminated by a few lonely stars. I wondered if Shuichon was somewhere out there, watching over me, following me everywhere I go.

"Takato?"

"Hmm?"

"Thanks for being here for me."

"Anytime Jen"

"I miss her"

"I know you do Jen. I miss her too."

I looked back at Takato and I felt the tears form in my eyes again. Noticing I started to cry he took me in his arms and hugged me. He was so close that I could smell him. I pushed back and looked him into his eyes. My head inched slowly forward until our lips met, hastily at first then more steadily the second time. I began to pull back when he responded and kissed me back fiercely.

Suddenly realising what I was doing, I pushed him back, muttered an apology, stood up and ran away as fast as I could at that moment.

"Jenrya, wait!"

I heard Takato yell but I kept running and running with tears in my eyes.

Whew that was that.

If you have any comment/advice or anything else then I would like to hear it.

DragonAvery