Mother
By
Imagine Person
As I sit here in the room
Waiting for recovery
I can't help but wonder
Where has this got me?
Was it the first time he took my innocence
Very violently or
Was it the time I agreed to court him
Very discreetly?
It is because I loved him
And maybe always will
He can be sweet
But still.
He did it again
Without any waste in him
That's when I knew
I had to flee.
With nothing but a car to drive
And the life inside of me.
All I know now is I have to be strong
For her, for me
And all that's been wronged
I will be a good mother
Definitely more than my own never was.
I will love her and nurture her.
Especially now cause
I owe it to her make things right
Which means I have to face myself first
And tell the world why I did what I did
They'll believe I was under his curse
But I agree to go with him even though it was bad
He tricked me into turning against my Dads
Whom I forgive tremendously and I'll know
They'll forgive me too.
They'll be better days ahead
But sometimes they'll be blue
I have my best friend
Who was there by my side
Through it all
We know each other's demons
And will always pick up when each other calls
But for now it's just you and me Baby
It won't always be easy but maybe
As long as we show them together we can
I will help you up until you can stand
On your own two feet all by yourself
I will always make sure you are in good health
Both physically and mentally
Until one day you might fly away
And I'll be sad to see you go
But I'll be so proud of you no matter what
You'll always be the star of my show
Until then our journey begins today
And I'll finally speak the words
I couldn't wait to say
Hello Baby Girl!
Welcome to the World!
I am your Mother.