Stay...
It was four in the morning as she walked down the deserted streets of the empty city not a soul was awake or even wanted to be for that matter. She had been wandering the streets all night not wanting to go back. She didn't care that they were looking for her they most likely would have a search team first thing in the morning with the exception of a few who wanted to start looking as soon as they found out she was not longer in her room, she didn't care about how cold it was and that she was wearing only jeans and a tank top with a thin jacket to cover her up, all she did care about was what she thought was the best thing to do. No matter what decision she would make it would hurt one of them and that was something she couldn't live with in the long run. She thought she was crazy for even ending up in this predicament in the first place, cursing herself for the fool she became for love. She knew what she was doing the whole time and yet she just kept doing it over and over again trying not to think about what she was doing was actually wrong. Telling herself that it wasn't her fault; and that she actually could get away with it. It was all over now her secret was out in the open for the whole world to see and look down on her for it. The wind started to blow harder as she turned the corner she kept her head down and kept trying to pull her hair back but it wouldn't stop. In that instant she bumped into him she knew exactly who it was and was so scared to look him in the eyes. She glanced up looking at him wondering what he was thinking, needing to know what he was thinking the whole time trying not to think the worst she looked away from him. She could feel the tears in her eyes about to pour down her cheeks but she held it in. He lifted her chin to where she was looking at him with guilt and sorrow in her eyes.
"Why," he asked her. He was trying to piece everything he could together but he couldn't get anything out of it. He didn't understand where he went wrong.
She didn't say a word but just looked at him with so much emotion going through her whole body wanting to tell him the truth knowing he needed to know but she couldn't find the words to tell him.
"Tell me, please" he said to her again. He looked at her feeling his heart slowly starting to break. Knowing what they had was no longer there between them.
A tear rolled down her cheek she knew she had to tell him but she couldn't she didn't want to hurt him, not like this. He wiped away the tear and looked at her as she looked at him and pulled her into a hug knowing it was what they both wanted to hold each other in their arms just for a brief second. She started to cry unable to hold it in any longer. It was the 1st time in a long time she actually cried.
"I'm sorry," she said to him still holding onto him not wanting to let go. She closed her eyes thinking about what happened and how she even ended up here, in his arms about to explain to theone person she loved the most what actually happened…