I'm not the radio that you turn up to sing to the best parts and tune out the rest
I'm not as casual as a few one liners and open ended sentences as I really rather talk for hours
I'm not as casual about how people perceive me like a person that watches a movie, fast forward or pausing on the best scenes. I like the plot twists, or alternative endings, I can do a re-writes I like the bloopers and the blunders. I would make a horrible actress as I do not know how to really act.
I am mot casual when it comes to outings and was never the center of attention but more the one in the back who sat in the shadows to observe more than to banter on of things that neither one really said and meant.
I am not casual about the things that mean a lot to me and do not share lots at first. I think those that do really must make things up for the things that you hold most sacred are the things that were between yourself or with another that others cannot and should not be able to comprehend early on.
I'm not casual about who I am in the inside. It takes a lot to get me, to understand me. I like to talk more in words on paper than I ever can face to face.
I am not casual on how I know how people can hurt each other. I hate confrontation, I was never great on a debate team. I tend to see too much, feel too much. So I try to tread lightly and softly.
I even try speak slower as my brain is always firing. It gets me in trouble. I tend to blurt out and ramble on. I also fixate on topics to the point of no return.
The only thing that I know for sure is that I am not as casual as my blue jeans and black no sleeve shirts.