Kay! My first Ouran fic! Contains: mentions of rape, yaoi, and more but I don't want to give it away. So without giving it away, I need help. Can someone suggest a name? A boy name? Please. Anyway, Enjoy!

Kaoru POV

I could feel his touch. His fingers running over my bare torso. An unpleasant shiver made it's way down my spine. He took it to mean something else completely. I shivered again as I felt his breath ghosting over my skin as he buried his face into the crook of my neck. 'this can't be happening!' The thought kept repeating itself, playing over an over in my head as his fingers traveled across my naked flesh.

The digits made their way down my taut stomach, stopping at the hem of my boxers, the only clothes left on my trembling body. His fingers pulled on the waistband, finding their way under. I was barely aware of the tears making their way down my face.

I didn't want this to happen and this person, this person who was stripping me of my virginity, something not even Hikaru had done, knew I didn't want this. They knew, yet they didn't stop. I saw more than felt them slipping off my boxers. I squeezed my eyes shut and felt the cold air stabbing at my newly exposed flesh. I could hear myself, begging him to stop, but he didn't listen, only laughed. I could feel him between my legs, at my entrance. He thrust forward and I felt like my insides were being ripped in two.

A scream tore it's way out of my throat as I bolted up, the cool blue covers pooling around my waist, shirt sticking to my back. A hand grabbed my shoulder and I screamed again. A groan came from beside me and the hand on my shoulder tried to pull me back. I screamed once again, trying to pull away, to no avail. The grip tightened and I was going to scream again when a pillow to the face made me stop abruptly.

"Kaoru~! Stop yelling and go back to bed." Hikaru grumbled from beside me. I let out a sigh of relief, realizing the hand belonged to only my brother. I lay back down and Hikaru wrapped his arms around me, drawing me closer to his chest. He buried his into the junction where my neck met my shoulder, his breath ghosting over my skin, bringing back my nightmare. I bolted upright, jumping out of bed, my back connecting with the wall.

"Kaoru? What's wrong?"

"N-nothing." I said walking to the bed opposite the one Hikaru was currently occupying. "just a nightmare." I can't tell Hikaru. He'd hate me if he knew that I was tainted, impure, disgusting. I crawled into the bed, curling myself under the covers.

"Are you sure?" his voice was thick with worry.

"Yeah. Fine. Goodnight." I whispered, turning my back on him, closing my and willing the nightmare not to return.