Jacob had never wanted to be Sam. J/N, J/OC.
Following Breaking Dawn, Jacob faces a decision that he can't possibly make.
Jacob struggles with imprinting.
A/N:I was in an angsty mood today, which explains the new story. I really like this idea and I promise I'll stick with it. Also, to clear things up Jacob isn't talking about Leah in this chapter I'm adding in a character I created to go with this story, she will be introduced probably in the next chapter. And, I know this is really short, but trust me these chapter will be longer... anyway please read, review and critique!
PREFACE:
Jacob Black considered imprinting the blackest of black magic. He was wrong when he said he wanted it; he didn't know the reality of it all, he was angry when he wished it. Imprinting isn't love, no, imprinting is an unnatural bond. A confinement from which one cannot escape, and what's worse- you don't even realize that you're caged.
Jacob Black didn't love Nessie, but he was obsessed with the half-breed. Fanatical in her presence, Jake never noticed how she ordered him about like a slave. He didn't mind granting the child's every wish. When he was with Nessie, he overlooked the fact that she had murdered his best friend, the "love of his life," he could care less that Nessie turned his precious Bella into a bloodsucking leech. Because of imprinting, Jacob Black didn't even pay attention to that teeny, tiny little detail that he was forever engrossed with his mortal enemy- let alone she was not even a full year old. No, Jacob Black hated imprinting because it was turning him into Sam.
Jacob had never wanted to be Sam. He had despised him for what he did to Leah. Seeing the pain that Leah felt, feeling the pain that she still feels. Jacob couldn't help hating Sam. But now, Jacob Black had found himself in the other Alpha's shoes, and he hated everything about it.
A constant struggle between love; real, true love, and imprinting; the unnatural, unspoken evil. But what Jacob Black hated most was the fact that imprinting was winning.