No I haven't abandon "I Was Already Home" I shall have 2 chapters out possibly by end of week. Let me know what you guys think of this so far please! If you like it I shall continue.

Prologue

Bella,

As a child, I always thought of myself as an outsider for I was not her, nor would I ever be in his eyes. My own didn't love me so I blamed you and your father. I miss the times that we had; I also miss the time that we didn't have. I can't change who I am nor can I take it all back. But I'm sorry for all the tough times I put you through. There are many things that I did to you that I shouldn't have. But I think it's about time that I say I Love You.

Bella, this is coming from the heart and that's the only way to tart. Since I was a little girl my whole life went into a whirl. I'm sorry for all the lies, betrayals and for all the times I made you cry. I'm sorry for all of the fights I started with you Bella, just remember I truly do Love You.

All of the things that I have been going through makes me realize that you said is true Bella, my whole life is on a lockdown. Every day I walk with a frown, I just want to be free and live my life that way it was supposed to be. Bella, I'm happy despite everything I've put you through you're always there to help me through life. Bella my whole life wet down the drain ever since that night, it sends shudders down my spine just to think about it. Even though at the time before you knew all the facts it seemed like another betrayal from me and I couldn't even blame you for what you thought back then; My history of those type of occurrence's speaks for themselves. I'm going to be complete honest with you through despite the pain that one event cause which will have a lasting impact on many lives I am glad it happened. For had it not happened to me…I just shudder at the thought that this could be you going through this journey…

I wish I could go back and walk through life on different tracks. Bella, freedom does not come free especially for me. Bella, you of all people know I have committed many sins but I have to stay strong in my life. I have not seen many real grins but I'll be strong no matter how much longer I have left.

I still have a lot to learn however no matter how much my heart burns Bella, I am truly sorry for all of the fights especially the ones that left you in tears. Bella, my life is surrounded by a shell and there are not many things I can do about that now. I do not know if you can tell but I'm not taking all this well, there are times I feel so lost and ashamed; these feelings are my own fault so I know I am solely to blame. My heart is dry, Why is that? I feel so dead inside. My pain only shows through this mask when I think of the both of you. I'm sorry for this pain I've caused, I'm sorry for the lies I've told, for the lives that were lost, and for the lives I've destroyed. I didn't mean to hurt anyone especially you but I do want to tell you that, I truly do Love You, I do miss you, I do need you, I do think of you daily and I do pray for you, but I hope that this hear of mine is one day forgiven.

Bella, I just want to tell you that I'm sorry for all the hell I put you through also I see the struggle within your eyes and I just want to clear up one assumption I let go on for way too long. Nothing and I do mean nothing ever happen between us we talked about you most of the time. Again Bella, I cannot seem to reiterate how sorry I am doe all the hell I put you through and after everything is said and done just remember that I LOVE YOU!

Love Always

Rosalie

I looked at my sisters sleeping form as I place the letter back in my pocket and shuddered. I had to of read that letter at least hundred times since she had given it to me last week. Every day for the last week whenever she asked "did you have a chance to read and look over the things I've given you?" I shook my head no lying to her saying "With everything going on I just didn't have time." She would just give me a sad smile asking me about my day effectively changing the subject.

I honestly cannot even begin to understand why I lied to her. I lightly brushed my fingers against her forehead sweeping her hair out her face causing her to stir. She looked at me with sad eyes and raised a shaky hand to my face. "You've been crying" she stated as she placed her palm on my cheek. I shivered at her touch and place my hand on top of hers leaning further into her touch. "Rose….I…." was all I could get out before the machines started beeping. "Rose" I called out in a small voice "Rosalie" I shouted…

"No you cannot leave me" I kept pleading with her.

The doctors motion for me to get out of the way so they could work on her. I stumbled backwards to the furthest wall and I stood motionlessly against the wall looking at my sister as she started coughing up blood. Her eyes sorted out mine and she continued to stare at me wordlessly pleading with me with her eyes. I put my hands over my mouth covering it as a sob broke through me. Her eyes never left mine through as she continued to plead. I reached into my back pocket pulling out the letter placing it over my heart. She mouthed to me "I love you" and I whispered the words I knew that would give her the peace she need "I forgive you" followed by "I'll carry you here always" patting my heart.

Author's Note

Edward shall be making his appearance in this story eventually however that's going to take time (Possibly around chapter 8) for I want to show the relationship between Bella and her family first especially with Rosalie, since the story is called My Sister's Keeper. The other characters shall eventually make their presences in this story as well but in very different ways...

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Daddy's Little Angel