This takes place last year after the rape, before Emily broke down in the hospital waiting room an attacked Steven and before she told Elizabeth. this is what i actually thought would have happened after the rape

CH 1:

Emily was heading into Lucky's room when she heard someone call her name. She knew without turning around that it was Elizabeth. She continued going hoping that Elizabeth would let her be. She wasn't in the mood for another confrontation about Conner and really wished that Elizabeth would just leave the matter alone.

Elizabeth called out to her again, and she finally turned

" Elizabeth I know you mean well but if this about Connor and what you think he did to me than I don't want to hear it again"

"But Em I'm only trying to help. You can't keep this all inside."

"I'm fine, I really am. Please just drop it,"

" If you say so. You're going to visit Lucky?"

"Yea I haven't be able to visit him yet today I have been so busy with work I haven't had the chance."

"Okay but don't push your self to hard. Go home later and get some rest."

" I can't stand being there with out Nikolas."

"Well Luke's still looking for Helena. "

"He should be here with Lucky."

"Well Luke never does what he should be doing when it comes to Lucky and Lulu. I've got to go my shifts about to start. If you need me give me a call"

"Thanks for the offer but I'll be fine."

When Elizabeth left Emily when into Lucky's room pulling a chair near his bed.

"Hey Lucky, Its me Em, you've got to wake up we all need you so much, especially me. I don't know if I can make it with out both you and Nikolas. I really need my best friend so you've got to wake up. You have no idea what a mess I have made of my life without. "

Emily stayed a little while longer before she left Lucky's room, She

Then went to the nurse station and tried to volunteer for yet another shift so she wouldn't have to go home, she avoided that as much as possible these days. But when she saw Elizabeth at the nurse station she decided against it and just got on the elevator to go home.

Wyndreme

Emily walked into the study and practically collapsed on the couch, it had been over 24 hrs since she had last gotten any sleep and when she had she ended up waking up with nightmares. Exhaustion came over her and she soon fell asleep. She hadn't been asleep long when she was awoken with an unsettled feeling in her stomach. She when in to the kitchen and attempted to eat some soup since it had been a while since she had last eaten. When eating didn't help she figured that it was one of those 24-hour flu's and when to her room to attempt to fall back to sleep.

She woke up the next morning so sick that she could barely get out of bed. She quickly realized that there was no way she was going to be able to go to work. She called in sick to the to the hospital. She then looked at her calendar to she if she had any other plans that day so she could cancel them. When she saw the date, her heart nearly stopped.

A few hours later

She remembered Elizabeth's offer and decided to call her.

"Hey Liz its me Em could you please come over I really need someone to talk to."

"Sure, Is everything okay?"

"I don't know, could you on your way an get one of those home pregnancy tests... I think I'm pregnant."