Bella pov

"you...don't...want me?" I tried out the words,confused by the way
they sounded,placed in that order.(page 69 of new moon)

"No."

What hurt the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I just stare at him as,I felt my tear fall.

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

I'm sorry Bella as he turn and walk away.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

How could he walk away like he really think I don't love him enough that I
could forget is my life my true love.

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's been a few month since he left.I still feel numb, I try and put on a good show
but charlie can biology class it some time feel as if he there.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

I sat on my bed tiring not to think about that night,But every time I close my eyes
I see him walking that I could tell him what I truly felt,And yet i would
give it all away just to see him smile again.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

Yet I'll never know what would have happen that night if I spoke with my heart.

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

Now I just had to keep livin with this hurt and I could never forget the "Love Edward and I shared."

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