Break My Mind

Hello Mina! It's been a while since I have written anything. I've been going through quite a few things and haven't really had the motivation to type anything really. I really feel bad for this, anywho I am getting help now and I going to get back into my favorite thing to do! Well this fic is a do over to my fanfic Your Shadow so please ignore that one it sucked! Let's hope this time around it is better. Each Chapter will have a theme, most theme's will be repeated.

Warnings: This fic is rated M for a reason so you have been warned.

Chapter Theme- Break My Mind (Five Night At Freddy's 4) – DaGames

POV- Allen Walker

Chapter 0- Surrounded By The Fears

We are sending you to an abandoned mansion in the wasteland of Siberia, Allen. I ask you to becareful while on this mission, everyone we have sent so far has not returned. So please keep contact with us through Timcanpy. If you wish you can wait for Kanda's return tomorrow and he can accompany you.

Komui's words echoed through my mind once again of the emit danger I was going to be heading toward all alone. I should have waited for Kanda's return so he'd be able to come with me; but I had denied it and left on my own to this dark mansion. Now here I was lying on the stone cold floor a thin blanket the only thing keeping my naked body from wandering eyes. Not that it mattered or anything. I rolled to my back and starred up at the stars from the barred sun window above me. I could break out if I wanted to but the people who have been experimenting on my for the past 3 weeks did something to me and now I can't even summon Crown Clown. Even Nea had fallen silent as well. Now that I think about it I couldn't fall into the recess of my mind at all, everything was just dark and black.

It was the moment I heard footsteps coming towards my door did I start feeling my heart begin to race and ache. They had come for me again and I wandered what kind of experiments would they be preforming on me this time. I curled as much as I could into the blanket keeping my eyes as tightly shut as they would allow me. I called for Cross and Kanda in my mind hoping in some way they'd hear me, but I knew it was futile. I listened as the metal door swung open with a long drawn out creak. I didn't try to get away like I used to, because that would only promise more pain. I was grabbed by my upper arms buy two different men and dragged to my feet, the blanket falling to the floor in a heap exposing me completely to the sick doctor who now stood before me. He had once been a scientist for the order but he had escaped and no one knew where he went.

"I'm sorry to wake you Mr. Walker but it is time to see if you will be able to synchronize with this innocence." The man spoke slowly holding up a vile filled with a green liquid, the liquid was glowing and I knew it was another innocence which was broken down. I lost count after the 100th time they tried this and there was only one other time it had worked. That was when my original innocence stopped working.

"Please...let me go." My voice was no louder than a whisper and it cracked in places. The doctor only chuckled darkly before stepping forward and forcing my head back. I tried to clamp my mouth shut but I felt a sharp pain in my side which forced me to gasp out in pain and the contents were poured down my throat. The pain came immediately and I couldn't restrain the scream which tore past my chapped lips. Even with my screaming I was dragged to the other side of the room where the only bed sat. I began to struggle then as I was forced to lay on it my hands chained above my head and straps being fastened across my chest. The doctor sat on the edge of the bed before leaning forward towards my face.

"Stop struggling Allen, it is only going to hurt worst if you don't." His voice echoed into my ear his hand gently caressing my cheek. I couldn't help the tears which finally began to fall. I watched as he sat up and waved his two helpers away. They left the room but I knew they were only standing guard outside the door.

"Why...?" I managed to choke out watching him removed his lab coat. He only chuckled darkly again before starring straight into my eyes. His were full of dark intentions, intentions I knew that were about to come.

"You already know that answer Allen. Tonight we are going to try something new since we need your back end uncovered." With what was just told me only made me wander in horror on what kind of innocence was I given this time. But what came next made me glad I was flexible from how long I had worked in the circus. My legs were bent back and chained in the same spot where my hands were, even though it didn't hurt, it still wasn't comfortable. Due to the position I was just put into my line of sight was rendered useless this time, but I could hear that madman removing himself of his clothes and the fear of what was coming caused my heart to pound against my chest.

His hands ran down the back of my legs and I forced back the shivers my body wanted to produce and I bit my lip to keep any sounds from coming out. I pulled on the chains which were around my wrists in hopes that I could break from them but I was so weak it was impossible. In those moments I escaped to the blackness of my mind to make everything feel less, but it failed when his hand wrapped around my length squeezing hard. The vision of the ceiling came back in an instant and a gasp pushed out of my mouth, my back arching.

'Kanda!'

"We can't have you disappearing into that mind of yours Allen, it's no fun when you do that." He laughed his hand beginning to pump me as he stuck the tip of his manhood at my entrance. I clasped my hands around the chains as tightly as I could. And then I was screaming. Not from the pain of him entering me, I was so used to that pain, but this...this was different. It was coming from where my tailbone was and on the tops of my head. The pain was unbearable, and even with my screaming the doctor never once stopped violating me.

I could only hope someone would come and find me soon.

There you go the prologue. Hope you enjoyed it. Now onto getting chapter one started and posted. Don't forget to leave a Review!