Maybe I'm a jealous guy
Everyday I was getting older. My hair would change. New clothes. I kind of forgot the past. It's been 2 weeks after the end of iCarly. We still see each other, Freddie, Carly, Gibby and I, it's our last year of high school. But after last night, I'm not sure if were still friends. Neither of us are talking and for some odd reason I blame myself. Let's start from after the opening of the restaurant that I did with Gibby. Let's start there.
I have always been in weird terms with Gibby, he was my friend but he was weird and easy to make fun off. I remember when Freddie and me were da- never mind. So it was a normal day here in Seattle, Gibby and Me opened up a restaurant. I was spending lots of time with him and I realised that I underestimated him a lot. Gibby was an all right kid, he was funny and at times he was intelligent, but not all the time, Gibby is far from that. It was only when I wanted to show Carly and Freddie the restaurant I noticed something fishy was going on. I walked up the hallway and saw them talking to each other. The look on Carly's face was angry, not at me, but in general she seemed pissed off, Like someone said something to her, I then looked at Freddie, an awkward kind of smile, I don't know what they were talking about, I ignored and thought it wasn't something interesting.
"Guys, I found Gibby! Come"
Freddie and Carly looked at each other and then back to me,
"Ok"
We walked down stairs, I placed my hands in the hair
"Here's the restaurant"
Gibby was behind the counter taking orders, Carly and Freddie looked in disbelief and then walked over to Gibby
"Carly, Freddie, you have to try the pasta!"
Gibby walked over to a table and pulled up chairs for Carly and Freddie, they sat down as Gibby went and fetched the orders, I pulled up a chair and placed it next to Freddie. He ignored me and kept smiling at Carly. I coughed and he then looked at me, he looked at my face and turned back to Carly,
"I like your hair today Carl's"
Carly smiled and nodded. I looked down and realised that maybe Freddie isn't into me anymore. I was confused, I thought he loved me. But love is a four-letter word. At this time it had no meaning.
Gibby came back and gave Carly and Freddie the pasta. They both ate it all. Carly finished first, she smiled at me and then went up stairs. Carly was a good friend, so the thought of her dating Freddie was unlikely because I knew she wouldn't do that to me. Freddie then grabbed his bag and rushed out of his chair
"I'm going to get Carly"
I looked at him and pointed
"Wait, you have a little crush on her?"
Freddie looked down and smiled, he looked back at me with this goofy face, my face was solid and I looked at him with rage.
"Pffttt No"
He walked up stairs, I looked down at the ground. I felt embarrassed, Like maybe Carly was better then me. I heard footsteps behind me. Gibby heard all along.
I sighed, I felt ashamed. Knowing that now I'm a second choice. It was unfair. I was torn.