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someone else (OR NOT!)!!
Dorysblue**
Who will come?
No one.
No one will. They never have. No one has, or ever will come for me. I am alone. Here in my broken body code. I look around me..but all I see is what I know. Nothing. No one. Suddenly, all the years and pain I've spent giving up, have finally been given back. When I murdered countless amounts of people, and I left their loved ones alone, it finally came back to me. Maybe it had always been there, but now with my new weakness, I am just beginning to notice...to care; I never even thought it could or would ever come. Like they did. Like they never did; they never came back for me. They never have, would, or will ever. I was just too darn proud, and angry for anyone to see the real me. I didn't even know how truly weak I was.......until he came.
He came and fought for a purpose he believed in, a purpose he trusted in. And, no matter what it took, he just kept giving it up. But, he got more in return. Love, friends, and did they come for him when he was in trouble? Of course! But, not when I met him. That rainy day. That rainy, black-clouded day. I met him alone, he was alone, but I, I had all the friends I would ever need!
But, they never helped me. They just helped me gain power, and it corrupted me even more. If I had chosen deletion, maybe, someone out there would have had pity, and known that I would have had no other choice. But, I didn't. I was compelled to stay, compelled to disobey, and look where that got me. In a stinking crater! He just punched me! He just hit me! He just hurt me! Again, he did it again! And, he'll keep doing it until I am nothing! I want to die, I just want to lie down and die, make the decision I had to make long ago, that I should have made long ago.
But, I know me. I know that if I stay here in this filthy crater and allow myself to suffocate under this rubble, and then still, no one would care. If no one would, or ever has, or ever will care, than WHY SHOULD I!? I came flying out of the rubble heap, and claimed what was mine! The world! It was mine! All mine! It was my world! MY WORLD! I flew down to him and knocked him down. It was my time to show everyone who Smith was! Even if no one came, even if no one ever had or ever would; I would still be here to show my devastating might!
But, I knew it was over before it began. I knew it was just too good to be true. I knew somehow, all his friends, lovers, partners, would come and save him. Just like they always, had, would and would always. They never did. And, never would again. But, then again. It was better than never. As I felt him die, as I felt myself die. I was to die alone. I came to realize, that even though I thought, told this to myself before. Who will come? No one.
No one will.
And they never did.
*** Hey! Sorry, this kinda depressed, me so err, maybe I'll just stick to tragedy/humor ........ maybe not in that category, but you know! ;) Review please! Even if you didn't read! Hah jk, ...? Well, thanks ya'll and I hope I be hearing from you! A humungous thank you to The Chosen Shadow, who has yet to fail to inspire me with angst and other lovely ideas! *flies away with neo* DORYSBLUE WIIL SUFFICE! *Hehe* sorry bout that! :D oh yeah, wait, NO I'M NOT!
Who will come?
No one.
No one will. They never have. No one has, or ever will come for me. I am alone. Here in my broken body code. I look around me..but all I see is what I know. Nothing. No one. Suddenly, all the years and pain I've spent giving up, have finally been given back. When I murdered countless amounts of people, and I left their loved ones alone, it finally came back to me. Maybe it had always been there, but now with my new weakness, I am just beginning to notice...to care; I never even thought it could or would ever come. Like they did. Like they never did; they never came back for me. They never have, would, or will ever. I was just too darn proud, and angry for anyone to see the real me. I didn't even know how truly weak I was.......until he came.
He came and fought for a purpose he believed in, a purpose he trusted in. And, no matter what it took, he just kept giving it up. But, he got more in return. Love, friends, and did they come for him when he was in trouble? Of course! But, not when I met him. That rainy day. That rainy, black-clouded day. I met him alone, he was alone, but I, I had all the friends I would ever need!
But, they never helped me. They just helped me gain power, and it corrupted me even more. If I had chosen deletion, maybe, someone out there would have had pity, and known that I would have had no other choice. But, I didn't. I was compelled to stay, compelled to disobey, and look where that got me. In a stinking crater! He just punched me! He just hit me! He just hurt me! Again, he did it again! And, he'll keep doing it until I am nothing! I want to die, I just want to lie down and die, make the decision I had to make long ago, that I should have made long ago.
But, I know me. I know that if I stay here in this filthy crater and allow myself to suffocate under this rubble, and then still, no one would care. If no one would, or ever has, or ever will care, than WHY SHOULD I!? I came flying out of the rubble heap, and claimed what was mine! The world! It was mine! All mine! It was my world! MY WORLD! I flew down to him and knocked him down. It was my time to show everyone who Smith was! Even if no one came, even if no one ever had or ever would; I would still be here to show my devastating might!
But, I knew it was over before it began. I knew it was just too good to be true. I knew somehow, all his friends, lovers, partners, would come and save him. Just like they always, had, would and would always. They never did. And, never would again. But, then again. It was better than never. As I felt him die, as I felt myself die. I was to die alone. I came to realize, that even though I thought, told this to myself before. Who will come? No one.
No one will.
And they never did.
*** Hey! Sorry, this kinda depressed, me so err, maybe I'll just stick to tragedy/humor ........ maybe not in that category, but you know! ;) Review please! Even if you didn't read! Hah jk, ...? Well, thanks ya'll and I hope I be hearing from you! A humungous thank you to The Chosen Shadow, who has yet to fail to inspire me with angst and other lovely ideas! *flies away with neo* DORYSBLUE WIIL SUFFICE! *Hehe* sorry bout that! :D oh yeah, wait, NO I'M NOT!