Chapter 1:Love Fades

Hey, so most of you know me from my Divergent truth or dare or my Mortal Instruments story Cheater. If you are waiting for one of those to update I am so sorry they are one my laptop and my step-dad decided we were going to share my computer and has taken it. I'll try to update soon. So anyway, this is a Mortal Instruments and Vampire Academy crossover. Takes place after love fades mine has. Just a question, was I the only one that was extremely pissed at Dimitri when he said that? I mean like really? Anyway R and R and I'll love you for ever!

Love fades mine has. I stumble back as if he pushed me. How could he say that? After all we've been through, after all I've done for him. I gave up my safety, my spot as Lissa's guardian and my entire education to save him and keep my promise!

"Sorry to be such a bother." I spit out before turning away, trying to get out if the church before the tears that are threatening to fall, actually can. I can feel Lissa's irritation through he bond.

Rose did you have to bother him?! It took forever just to get him to come out of his room, now you have to come and remind him of what he has done while he is trying to heal? Just stay away from both of us I don't wanna talk to you anymore!

I run to my room as fast as I can passing Eddie as I go by. I slam the door and fall to the ground sobbing. There is pain in my chest and I think I can hear my heart breaking. Love fades...mine has. I sob harder, my body shaking as each on escapes my lips. Just stay away from both of us. I don't think I can cry much harder when there is a knock at the door and in walks Eddie.

"Hey Rose, I know I haven't been the best friend lately but, I heard what happened and when I saw your face when you ran past me, Rose it tears me apart to see you like this." He comes over and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his lap rubbing circles on my back in a brotherly way. "You're like a sister to me and I hate him for what he did to you."

And just like that, we stay there for however long it takes me to calm down, and trust me, it took a long time. When I finally stop crying and only a few tears roll down my cheeks, he picks me up bridal style and carries over to my bed.

"Get some sleep Rosie." He kisses my forehead as he pulls the blankets over me.

Morning

I have made up my mind, I am going to run away. I can't stay here knowing that Lissa and possibly Dimitri hate me. Knowing the man that broke my heart will always be a few feet away from me. Knowing that my ex-best friend is going to be there with him, helping him, not me, while he gets better I would just get worse. I hate doing this to Eddie, Adrian, Mia and Abe, but I have to. I'm doing this for me for once. Not because my friend didn't feel safe or because someone I love turned strigoi and I made a promise to free them. No, just for me so I can heal myself and learn a life without Lissa. I realize I need to write a few good bye letters. I get a pen, some paper, and some envelopes and start writing.

Dear Eddie,

Thank you for all you have done. After Spokane we became each other's back up and I couldn't have asked for a better one. You are like a brother to me and I will miss you so much. Mason would be so proud if he saw you now. You're probably wondering what I'm talking about so here it is. I'm leaving. I don't know when, or if I'll even come back. As much as I don't wanna leave you I need to do this. Please keep Lissa safe and sane I'll check up on her every once in a while to take the darkness away. Don't blame Dimitri for this it's not his fault he can't realize I was never mad or blaming him. You are like a brother to me and I love you.

Love ya,

Rose.

Dear Firecracker,

In a weird way your like a brother to me and even though we always fought, I still love ya. I'm gonna miss being a team against the strigoi and in a weird way, our fights too. Please don't be mad and don't let Lissa cry. You two need to make up already I hate seeing you this upset. I won't be there to protect her anymore as I am leaving. If you haven't already heard about what happened ask Eddie. I need some me time. Please don't kill Dimitri. You can lit his ass on fire all you want but don't kill him.

I'll miss you,

Rose.

Dear Adrian,

I am so so sorry. I tried to make our relationship work but I don't love you like that, I at least love you too much to pretend that I want this to continue anymore. I don't think I could do that. I need to leave you are probably the only one who knows that it wasn't just Dimitri that hurt me.

Visit me in my dreams,

Rose.

Dear Baba,

I realize that you are probably very upset. I mean I would too if I just found my child and they decided to run off. I also know that once you ask everyone what happened to me and you get the whole story you are going to want to kill Dimitri but, I need you to not kill him. You are the best father ever and I couldn't have asked for a better one. I'll call you when I get settled. Don't try and look for me I need to be alone.

Sana baba seviyorum,

Rose

Dear Dimitri and Lissa

I hope you're happy

Rose.

I put them in envelopes, put them on my bed and pack up everything. My clothes, some food, my stake, my hair stuff, toiletries, everything. And when I'm done I run out door and push the gate open. I look back and freeze for a moment, remembering what I'm leaving behind.

"Goodbye." I whisper blowing a kiss. Then I turn around and run.

So this is my first crossover so you might have to bear with me for a while and also if I have any outfits in this story the link to look at them on my Polyvore is on my profile. It is a cool website/app where you can design outfits and rooms and lots of fun stuff like that if you have an account send me your name and I'll follow you

~Lexi