Meridian
I have tried to help change things
And I've tried to make them better
But that couldn't change the fact
That I couldn't save them
This is my demon
Seeing my friends and family die
Because of my repeated failure
Only I can judge myself
But I don't like what I see
I can't give up on trying
I have to believe
Someday I'll find redemption
I can't stop
And I don't want to die
My journey is far from over
So I just keep trying
Even though I an dying
I have to find my redemption
I don't know what's going to happen
On the other side
I wonder if I'll see my family there
If I don't
At least I will know
That they are happy
At last my time has come
I am ready to let go
My journey has at last come to it's end
But before it's over another begins
At last I have found my redemption
So I step through the gate
To a future unknown
This time I will make a difference
This time my future will be my own