Title: Diary Series - Diary of a Slayer - Entry #4
Author: slayerangel4ever
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I'm tired.


I'm so very tired of fighting evil then coming home and fighting the people
I'm suppost to love and who are suppost to love me. I cringe when Riley
touches me, like he abuses me or something.


I'm bored when Willow is around and don't even listen to Giles.


I feel sick when Xander and Anya are here, because their wrapped up
together, literally.


I'm hurting them, I know.


What can I do though?


I hurt inside.


I hurt so very much.


I find myself spending more and more time with Spike.


Spike, for Gods sake.


I hate to admit it, but I think its because in some ways, he reminds me of
Angel.




Buffy