Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the song.
This is another quick song-fic one-shot. Edward's POV. The song is 'Shooting Star' by Air Traffic, I love this song and I think it captures Edward's feelings for Bella. It's when they just got back from Italy and she's sleeping.
Edward's POV
I'm fed up in here; in my atmosphere
"Edward," I smiled. How I've missed her sleep talking, her silky voice, her touch, her stubbornness. Her. Looking at her, my beautiful Bella, I didn't know how I had the strength to survive without my love for as long as I did. If I could call that surviving.
I'll be coming out to meet you; I'll be there to make you mine
She was sighing now, she looked different from when I left her; paler, thinner and oh so exhausted, not because of Italy but because of months of neglected sleep. Had I done this? Of course I had, I had faulted everything. I was a monster in the very true sense of the word. I left her in the volatile hands of those…mutts. I left her to deal with Victoria, how could I? How can I have been so absurd as to think she would be safe without me, she was the reason for my existence and I had put her I more danger than before I left.
You're just too good to lose and I can't refuse
She rolled over and a curtain of hair covered her face, I promptly pushed it back. After those months I couldn't bear not to see her face, however tortured. I stroked her cheek with the back of my hand. Will she forgive me? Please say she will.
I'll be knocking at your window; I'll be begging you for more
What did I do to deserve Bella? I'm a monster, a murderer, I shouldn't even be allowed near her, she is so far above me. Yet, she told me she loved me, she came all the way to Italy to save me even risking her life! She is beauty reincarnated and what am I?
It is as if you've come along too soon and I'm trying to fit you in but I can't seem to follow
My feelings for Bella are indescribable. Love is too lesser word of what I feel. I have to earn forgiveness. She is the centre of my universe, I need her. I would understand if she refused me, they way I left was inexcusable, I just needed to try and save her, do something, she was in so much danger. Danger that she could never comprehend, although it turned out not to be as bad in comparison to what leaving put her through.
'cause in love there are no answers and in life there is no lie
My Bella stirred again causing a smile to light up my face even though the call of her blood became more poignant; I was never in better control. I climbed into bed with her and just held her. She shuddered at the quick temperature change and moved her neck sending me fresh peals of fragrance, I inhaled. Her beautiful yet torturous smell, oh how I'd missed it.
From then I knew the rest of my existence I would be at Bella's will, I would never leave her again. I'm in love with her.
Don't you know who you are; you're my shooting star
A/N: I know i do my song-fics differently; i don't put the lyrics in a particular order, but that's how i do. I would advise you to listen to the song, it's a favourite of mine :)
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